I dont want anything, I dont care about any others, I dont wish for forgiveness. I just want you, by my side only -

If time stops right now, I wish every tears that's been shed, would freeze. Down the road, I can only see you, just you, only you.

To my dearest,

There's so much that I wish to let you know at times but I dont know why my memories and courage is failing me. That's why sometimes you didnt hear clearly, I didnt repeat cause I can only gather all the courage to just say once, only once. Your hand is the warmest and softest skin I might ever held. I dont wish to let go of it, just want to hold it tight and never ever let go. Actually Im afraid of alot of thing, not like how many people think of me. Scared of losing you, be it any reasons, still going to be miserable for me.

Alot times, I tried using other method to communicate with you when I cant bring myself to say. If you pay attention to what I said before, pictures or musics, you will realise that all of them forms up to every thing I want to tell you. At times, I cant do things up to your expectation, I feel so useless and also dont know what I can do to make it up for all the mistakes I did. You always try to teach me things in life, things to do and not to do, helping me to control myself but I always end up throwing tantrum, venting angers and showing attitude to you.

Alot of times, I felt so helpless and I cried, lots of tears every day. Ever since that day, I felt like I'm nothing but trouble to you like making you falling apart with your other close ones. I wish you all will reconcile even the price must be parting, I will cause I want all of you to be happy. You've been doing alot of things for me, listening to my complains and trying to help my family. The only things I wish to lasts forever is just the hugs, cause it has alot of warmth. I feel so pampered and protected whenever I'm with you.

I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you                                 PS I LOVE YOU ;


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CHANNEL.W.JIASIN
Currently 17 & turns older every 28 April.
Hougang Primary | Peicai Secondary | Nope, I'm now studying at ITE Central College Bishan.
Ain't those kind of typical pamper-ed girls, no worries :D
Life's short, enjoy and play hard !
You can hate me but dont forget I can also hate you. I treat those who treat me well, doubly well(:

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I dont want anything, I dont care about any others, I dont wish for forgiveness. I just want you, by my side only -

If time stops right now, I wish every tears that's been shed, would freeze. Down the road, I can only see you, just you, only you.

To my dearest,

There's so much that I wish to let you know at times but I dont know why my memories and courage is failing me. That's why sometimes you didnt hear clearly, I didnt repeat cause I can only gather all the courage to just say once, only once. Your hand is the warmest and softest skin I might ever held. I dont wish to let go of it, just want to hold it tight and never ever let go. Actually Im afraid of alot of thing, not like how many people think of me. Scared of losing you, be it any reasons, still going to be miserable for me.

Alot times, I tried using other method to communicate with you when I cant bring myself to say. If you pay attention to what I said before, pictures or musics, you will realise that all of them forms up to every thing I want to tell you. At times, I cant do things up to your expectation, I feel so useless and also dont know what I can do to make it up for all the mistakes I did. You always try to teach me things in life, things to do and not to do, helping me to control myself but I always end up throwing tantrum, venting angers and showing attitude to you.

Alot of times, I felt so helpless and I cried, lots of tears every day. Ever since that day, I felt like I'm nothing but trouble to you like making you falling apart with your other close ones. I wish you all will reconcile even the price must be parting, I will cause I want all of you to be happy. You've been doing alot of things for me, listening to my complains and trying to help my family. The only things I wish to lasts forever is just the hugs, cause it has alot of warmth. I feel so pampered and protected whenever I'm with you.

I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you                                 PS I LOVE YOU ;


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