1809'11 Useless me
Sunday, September 18, 2011 | 7:14 PM | 0 comments
Just 2 more days till the day but now, such things happened. Start anew? See if feelings fade after the years? What can I say or what can I do? Nothing cause Im just useless. Too useless to do anything to stop these from happening. Went to look through all the pictures that we had then realise we dont really have much pictures together. At first, I think youre the only one madly in love. Now, I've really become the person who cant leave you, dont wish to leave you. Seriously, what can I say to you? Ignore them and continue our relationship? I dont expect you to defy them and dont wish us to be seperated. Im really heartbroken. Feel very sick now that seems like all illness is here. Like you said "we come so close that only death, can seperate us", I hope Im the one who dies but dont wish to leave you behind also. All your words, you said Im your girl but you aint sharing your burden with me. Pushing all the blames on yourself, suffering yourself, who am I to you then? I can't solve your problem but let me face the problem with you cause I dont wish to be useless anymore. I dont know how to take public transport, do work, buy things, everytime need people help, you're the one always there to teach me. Im grateful for your actions, falling in love with you is totally not a wrong cause it has taught me alot. Lastly, I still want to say that I dont want to leave you no matter what happens.
