3005'10 2nd Bro is Back
Sunday, May 30, 2010 | 9:28 PM | 0 comments
Today is the day that my 2nd Bro comes back from Taiwan(: Well, when he hasn't go for the trip, I couldn't wait for him to go but after he went off, I wanted him to come back as soon as possible. The weekends without him was so quiet. Without his friends, his music playing and his mahjong sound seems so weird. Today woke up at 9am then watch television then went to bath and get ready to go fetch brother back home. The flight was suppose to land at 11.33am then me and my parents already at there waiting then they change the time to 11.44am then landed. I saw brother and his friends inside waiting for each other then they keep go in the shop buy wine then somemore buy alot sia. The sergeant extra keep talking to them then all the NS people's family wait outside for damn long. Like around 12.50 then brother can come out. After that, went to XinWang at Kovan for meal then went home so brother can rest. Brother brought wallet for Daddy and Mummy, a Christian's necklace for brother and lastly, a bracelet for me(: Brother brought alot things for himself like sunglass, belts, shirt, jean and etc etc plus some displays. XiangXing bought something for my mummy too. 2nd Brother damn Mahjong Addict that he today come back only then he call his friends come play mahjong with him and mummy. So happy that 2nd Bro is back but Big Bro is going to malaysia soon. I guess it's his diving or kayaking thing. ARGH.. Headache headache.. It's not about family matters that make me headache. Nevermind, I shall go rest now. Hope headache would go away.2705'10 Shrek&Headshot
Thursday, May 27, 2010 | 10:58 PM | 0 comments
2505'10 Shrek Forever AfterAfter school, JiaYan accompanied me to Hougang Mall to see bag then went to my house and wait for me to bath. We check the internet for the Movie Shrek then called Matthew and Jasper cause at first, me and Matthew already wanted to go watch. After that went to JiaYan's house then wait for her to bath then we went to the Montfort and wait for the others to come out. Matthew and Jasper actually promise dont go for the NP thing then the bloody Staff of theirs come and pull them in then of course I angry but yeah.. it's my character. Let's not say about unhappy things. Everything just okay during the movie then happily go home. JiaYan accompany me go Hougang Point then we had our dinner there. After that, went to print Matthew's photo and my photo. Went home after that then Home SWEET Home(:
2705'10 Headshot
Today was the last day of school then we had the IPP a.k.a In-Place Protection then everybody start to do their own job execpt some people just sit there and complain like some mother like that. Yixin, Ci En, JiaYan and me need to make the "toliet" then we stack the table to block the view of looking into the toliet and peeping people. After done then Ci En say want move the table to the side then ask her to hold the top table when she move also then she never so the whole table drop then we need restart again. Ci En ownself know she no strength to carry the table plus she already told me then I ask her wait before I help her then she dont listen. She act strong go stack the table then the table fall and hit my head and somemore is my back brain. BLOODY HELL I damn pissed off then I nearly whack her then Ms Yap come over scold me. I rubbing my head then she come nag then I talk back to her then she not happy. My neck become damn f**king stiff then when move much, it will hurt alot then the pain is from the head to the neck, the neck to the head. After school, went to AMK Hub with JiaMin, JiaYan, Magdalene, LiTing and one more girl that I dont know her name to have lunch at New York. When the foods come, we all keep taking photo of the foods then wait till all the food are serve then all of us start to tuck in. Matthew, Louise and Jasper come find us then before we finish our lunch, they keep walking around at AMK Hub till we finish. We, the girls keep playing around then when the dessert, Banana Split, is being served, everybody just start taking photo then once we done then everybody start eating. JiaMin eat the banana then JiaYan eat the cherry. The vanilla icecream not bad anyway hahas then we can't finsh so no choice then went to settle the bill. JiaMin say last time I keep treating her so now she treat me back. Sad, cant accompany her much longer then me and JiaYan have to leave then JiaMin and LiTing go infront of Matthew then JiaMin call "Daddy" while LiTing call "AhGong!". Matthew, Jasper, Louise, JiaYan and Me went to Hougang Mall to meet Kenny and Joel then damn joke larh.. I keep meow meow meow after eating the ice cream then I think I got hyper cause of ice cream. Damn funny then Matthew scare me by giving a loud shout then I go "MAOOOOOO" then the 3 boys keep laughing at me. From AMK Hub till Hougang Mall, I keep "meow meow meow" then Matthew say he scared of me cause now I'm hyper. Alot fun things to say but not saying say all so shorten everything. I bought a pig from MiniToon then so cute but I accidentally drop on the floor at the library then abit black black then went to the toliet and wash it but not very clean so when reach home, clean the whole pig then now it's at the balcony drying up. Tonight cant hug my pig to sleep so have to hug my tortoise to sleep.
2405'10 Swear In Ceremony
Monday, May 24, 2010 | 9:05 PM | 0 comments
Today take a long time to tie my hair then still think it's sucks. Lessons were boring as it always do. Today Ms Yap show us our result then I got 4 pass and 2 fail. Well, I did my best anyway then Ms Yap still ask me to work harder. Students need break too! A rest is to take a longer journey. I not sure isit the correct translation for 休息是为了走艮长远的路. I'm so bored then keep moodswing the whole day. Today after dismiss school, went to the toliet and change to PT Kit cause wearing UNIFORM is such a nuisance. Jiayan accompany me then we go find JunXian Sir. Ms Oei put us into different posts then after that, everybody help to take out the chairs and arrange them properly in the hall. Stand by outside the Hall then Holy Innocent' bus came in the school. So faster went down to get ready to escort them to their location. Since they have no bag, they were brought to the hall to wait for the other schools. After that, Bowen, Xinmin and SGS reached at the same time. I lead the XinMins' to the room where they put their bags then lead them to the hall. Bowen and SGS were lead by the others. Next, Montfort came after them then I brought them to put their bags too then Jasper and Matthew keep asking the Sec 1s to faster put their things then get out "5 4 3 2 1 GET OUT". Their mam keep smiling at me then after that I just lead them to the hall then went off. Hougang came as the 6th then everybody sitted at the hall awaiting for the last school; Anderson to reach. Sean called me then he told me that the bus driver uncle dont know how to come to the school so they are actually lost then me nd JinHeng keep telling them the directions then finally, Anderson arrived then lead them to the hall again then JunXian Sir ask all the school to say "Welcome Anderson". Well, he know it wasn't their fault so he also clarrified that it was because the Uncle didn't know how to come so yeah. Games weren't for me so I dont know whether it was fun anot. Games ended at around 5pm then cause they still have to wait for all the school's CLs to come back, JunXian Sir played the "10cent & 50cent" games with the sec ones. Since I was incharge of Montfort, I lead them to take their bags then just nice their bus was there already so they went up and went off. PeiCai dismiss after that too then damn tired bus JiaYan very good. She accompany me till 6pm plus then we went to the Central go buy BubbleTea and eat dinner. Miss my 109 bus then had to wait for the other one that came at 7.25pm. Reach home at around 7.50pm. It was a tiring day. Actually kinda disappointed that Matthew didnt wait for me but cant blame him cause not allowed also. Nevermind, tomorrow will be having NAPFA 5 item. Hope can do well.2305'10 My Hair
Sunday, May 23, 2010 | 8:18 PM | 0 comments
Today went to Sakae Sushi and had lunch with Mummy and Big Bro. I had Salmon Don then Big Bro had his Spicy Kimuchi Ramen. Mummy not very hungry so she just eat sushi(s). Sakae Chawanmushi is another yummy side dish. Mhmmm(: Big Bro took the tab today and actually was Mummy suppose to pay then maybe Big Bro is in very good mood so he paid for it. Next, went to cut my frindge then actually ask the person cut short abit only then she cut until like SLOPE BANG! I look so weird now. I regret cutting my hair but no choice cause need to take photo for IC then that's why need to cut my hair. Another stupid thing, I went to take photo for my IC then the bloody auntie keep ask me SMILE SMILE SMILE. I smile already she still not happy. Say must show my teeth then ask whether I know how to smile anot. WTF I want smile anot, she also want care. With teeth or no teeth shown also smiling what! Went home after that then keep tie different style of hair hoping tomorrow go school, wont look so weird. Tomorrow is Sec One Swear In Ceremony already and I'm so happy. So many ATC & NPAP friends are coming tomorrow and can't wait to see them. Matthew is also coming C: Hope tomorrow after Area 6 Games' Day, PeiCai dont need stay back too long. Talking with Slow-Witted BenDan now(: 2205'10 MOODSWING
Saturday, May 22, 2010 | 12:34 AM | 0 comments
Lately so easily get angry and keep moodswing. I think Im gonna age very fast cause keep angry angry): Matthew keeps trying to cheer me up but I keep treating him so bad these days. I hate myself behaving this way and venting my anger on somebody. Im such a 傻瓜(Silly) What should I do to keep myself calm at all times? Maybe cause exam stress? But I dont even care about exam so why would I be stress about it? Maybe is cause MAY is a month that make people moody and MAY sucks. It caused so many trouble to me): Stupid Stupid Stupid MAY! Go away and SHOO D:< I dont welcome you into my life. Ahhh... DANG. My back got some problem now. It isn't straight anymore and it hurts everynight. From bad to worse and worsen everyday. I couldn't sit straight or even lie straight. I would feel the damn pain and uncomfort at my back. Hope my back can recover ba cause I dont wish to have such a back. Next monday is Sec One Swear In Ceremony and it's organise in my school(: WEEEEE then Matthew, Jasper, Kenny, Ryan, Norman, Desmond and Shatish is gonna be incharge of bringing their Sec One cadets. Ivan is coming too and Im so happy and excited. Couldn't wait for monday to come now(: I felt that my heart is like somehow kinda empty. Maybe is cause Im missing somebody and that somebody is Matthew? Nevermind about it cause I really miss him(: Well, hope things would get better!1805'10 FATSO CAT
Tuesday, May 18, 2010 | 10:38 PM | 0 comments
Today morning, went to meet T.JiaYan at Serangoon Interchange then went to grab a bite then we buy Pink Guava drink again. Saw FuXiang and Marcus then went to the stadium together for our 2.4km Run. Finish the idiot 6 rounds but fail cause completed at 21minutes. Cant run anyway cause Gastric keep pain then my toe nail break etc etc. How to bloody run? Ms Yap say I failed my Chemistry and as always, she loves to nag at me and the more she nag, the more I say :P After that, went to Hougang Central with JiaYan and Nicholas. Accompany JiaYan went to eat then went to the Hougang Plaza to make keychain but forgot to take picture of it. Next, went to Hougang Mall then first went to BlackOutz and buy shoelace and friendship band. Then went to Minitoon and buy Small Tortoise that says "I Love You". So cute lah the Tortoise. We split with Nicholas when 1pm strikes. JiaYan and me went to take 147 as she need go back school then I go find Matthew, Jasper n Kenny. Nicholas went off to eat himself. Sorry): Reach there at around 1.20 then waited 10minutes already, Jasper and Matthew Koh (A.K.A my new didi) come out from the school then Matthew Koh went off after awhile. Jasper went back into the school for dont know what thing then made me wait outside like dont know what again. Kenny (my korkor) came out like around 2pm then pei me awhile till another Kenny(nt very familiar) come out. Matthew(Tortoise) took his own sweet time and come out then put the bag and went back into the school again with Kenny, Matthew Lau and Ryan(nt RIAN) to find Jasper. Kenny went off very soon also then become I alone outside looking after their bag already. Kenny Kor come out first while the others still finding Jasper. After like 10 to 20minutes, Matthew Lau, Matthew Wu Gui and Ryan came out. Like freaking 5 people waiting for Jasper for so damn long but since Jasper my son, AIYA nevermind larh. Hahahas! After Jasper come out, he start to make joke with Kenny saying the "AhWang: MY TANGYUAN!" then damn joke larh. Everybody keep laughing then we went off. Saw JiaJia, Sisi, ReuyFeng, HaoLong and SiJie and Block 107 Coffeeshop. They just finish playing basketball then chat with them awhile only then went off le. Kenny, Jasper, Matt Lau and some I forgot, went to play basketball near Jasper's House there. Matthew and I didnt go cause I dont wish to hurt my nails(: Slack under Matthew's block then chat chat. Saw the FATSO cat sleeping at the same bench with the same sleeping pattern. The cat's gonna be Matthew's Friend cause I'm speaking Cat's Language hahas. No Link at all :x YAY Tomorrow is our 100th day(:1505'10 My Love
Saturday, May 15, 2010 | 10:58 PM | 0 comments
Im blogging today. Might get back to my DAILY POSTING soon, I guess so(: Today, went out to eat lunch with Mummy at Block 644 then went back home to do ownself. Suddenly, got news say that got someone jump down building that is near my house then the time the person suicide is somehow near the time I went home by that way. Thank goodness, I didnt witness that incident or I'll scream and faint. Keep messaging with Matthew then talk talk talk. Forgot about what happened yesterday then feel very happy. Everybody should forget the unhappy things and move on with their life. Kenny bro, somethings should be decided by yourself. Dont think about others cause you are suffering for doing that. No matter what the decision you made, I respect your decision. Well, both me and Matthew very bored so decided to talk on the phone then Mom came home and start teasing me. When 2nd Bro called home from Taiwan, Mom pass me the phone then I speak to him for awhile then Mummy took my phone and talk to Matthew. 2nd bro thought Matthew was at my house when I told him that Mummy was talking to him. Matthew so cute sometimes then he call me Wifeyy while I call him Hubby. He so sweet, caring and kind. He's so perfect in my eyes. I agree with "the beauty lies in the eye of the beholder".iNEEDyou, iMISSyou, iLOVEyou, Matthew; Tortoise(:
1405'10 Im Sorry
Friday, May 14, 2010 | 6:35 PM | 0 comments
Today is last day of exam so I'm finally free but there's another thing bothering me now. Jealousy can cause so many things to happen. From a good relationship into a breakup. I know what all of you are thinking that did I broke up with my boyfriend? Answer is NO cause we still love each other though the way is getting tougher and tougher but that's what I call "No Pain, No Gain". Sometimes the PAIN is just too hurting that it brings tears out. Matthew and Jasper came to my school today then we went to Central's MacDonald. Jasper had his meal while the both of us just sits there. Matthew keep giving me black face and what did I do wrong? I only play basketball with the others. Sometimes is being friendly a offence? Everytime I'm being friendly to others, Matthew will just get angry with me. I just dont want his friends to think that I'm so unfriendly or etc and that's why I try to be friend with them. Whats wrong with that? Im feeling so miserable inside my heart. I dont want to give up because this is just another part of growing up. I still love him but can he feel it? I'm feeling tired already. Sometimes, I just try to free myself from all the troubles so Matthew and I wont drift apart. Today 5am, he message me sorry and hope we wont be cold to each other. I talked to him and even try to cheer him but he like somehow ignore me. Im trying to control my emotions, my tears from flowing out till the end of my face and drip. Tears is made up of 99% of FEELING and 1% of WATER. Tears isnt easy flow out for me. Only things that are VERY VERY HURTING would make me tear. I'm still controlling, controlling the tears. I dont know when I couldnt hold back anymore and let out a big cry. By then, who is there to lend me the shoulder? The listening ear? All I want now is just your understanding that I'm not flirting. I'm just being friendly to your friend cause I dont wish to embarass you. You are everything to me yet you still dont know. Why is this so? You are the only guy that made me cry so much for you. Only you! Do you know why? Because I love you alot but you just doesnt seem to care. Do you know I feel so stress? I dont think I can control my tears anymore. This point of time when I'm blogging, my tears is trying to force itself to come out. Please please... If there's a angel out there that can hear me, I really wish such thing never happens again. I just cant take it anymore. My heart is feeling so heavy and sometimes, it even hurts as though it got stabbed. I hope all problems would just stop now and Matthew would still be like how he was, being happy. I'm so sorry if I did something that you arent happy. 对不起):1105'10 Finally Solved
Tuesday, May 11, 2010 | 9:39 PM | 0 comments
Yesterday quarrel with Matthew over somebody then during the night, couldn't take the stress and control my emotion anymore. I cried for almost 30minutes. After that, trying to solve the problem but doesn't seem to be working so I met him today after school to have a good talk. He seem to fear-ing something that I might say out and I know what's that. I wont say it because 'Love is unconditional'. Knowing the true meaning of LOVE, everything comes as it must as it's a part of life. After talking to Matthew, didn't have much improvement in solving the problem. I took of the ring and passed to him plus saying "2 weeks, okay?" meaning split for 2 weeks and I said with a smile outside and a bleeding heart inside. I put my head on the table and actually I was tearing. Matthew placed my ring beside me and went to the school to buy drink. I picked up my ring and put it back on my finger then next placed my head on the table again. Next, went to the convenient shop near the bus stop cause Jasper them want buy drink. Desmond, Kenny, Jasper and Joel went to Hougang Mall. I followed Matthew to a nearby strolling place. We sat down but we kept quiet through out the time. Instead of talking face to face with Matthew, I message him saying "I'm sorry. I didn't know things would become liddat." then minutes later, he replied to my message. Asking if I wanted to go home first then I answered no. I turn my body to face one side and teared. Suddenly, I felt that something was lying on me and it was Matthew. I thought he fall asleep cause he complained that he was very tired and sleepy. Actually, he didn't fall asleep at all then he start to hold me and say sorry to me. I was thinking to myself "I'm so EGO and actually couldn't put down my pride and say sorry to him. He's a guy and he can say sorry to me while I cant." then after several minutes, I burst into tears then he tried to clear off my tears then I faster turn to one side and wipe off cause I dint want to let him see that I'm crying. Everything solved after both of us apologised to each other then Matthew send me to the bus stop to take 159 then he have to go home and have his tuition. I'm so happy that everything is solve and we gets closer again but why we get MUCH closer only after we finish quarrelling.无论是什么问题,总会有雨过天清的一天。
0905'10 3Month Anni. cum Mothers' Day
Sunday, May 9, 2010 | 3:44 PM | 0 comments
Happy Mothers' Day to Mummy and everybody who is a mother out there(: It's a special day for the moms and children present their love by giving gifts or bringing their mom to go out. Mother is a very brave woman. She bear the pain of giving birth and kills the idea of abortion. If my mom wasnt brave, I wont be here today. Thankyou Mummy. For bringing me to this world, having such a great family, knowing so many people, getting to find my loved ones and raising me. If someone ever ask me "Who's the most precious kin to you?" I would say "It's my mummy cause she gave me all her love and care". Maybe people will think that shouldnt the most precious person be my boyfriend? But if my mom dont give birth to me, I wont exist and I wont know my boyfriend. So everything starts from my mummy. She's a mom and a friend to me(:Today is my 3 month Anniversary with Matthew and Im so happy. After been through so many things, happiness or sadness, we are still together. Nothing could tear us apart. Quarrels or fights, would only just bring us closer and know each other more. Sometimes we were so serious in the fights that we nearly broke off but as both of us think deep into the problems, we solve the problems and we get deep in love. Remember in the afternoon when he said something and my answer for the "9years" thing would be "I do and I would like to become".
0605'10 Mid Year Exam
Thursday, May 6, 2010 | 5:45 PM | 0 comments
Today is the first day of my Mid-Year Examination. I had my Social Studies Paper then my English Paper 1. Social Studies was quite hard and I think I wont be able to make it already. English Paper was kind of easy and once again, my composition includes my Montfort Friends again. Just like always, MingCheng will be making everybody laugh during the Exam then when the teacher collected his English Paper, he go out the class and shouted "I've complete my paper!" then everybody keep laughing. After exam, went back home straight after the exam then iron my Unit Tee and prepare for tomorrow, NPCC day. Just now around 5pm plus, I was getting out from my bed going to get some water to drink then I suddenly couldn't see anythinq but still I trying to walk to the kitchen. Just after I walk out from the room and turning to my right, my whole body suddenly no energy then I felt as if I got pushed then I fall on the floor. I hit my head, my arm, my leg and my back near my kidney area where it's swollen. I got up then I feel as if my bones got scattered. The most serious fall I ever had was during Sec, I fell and fracture my hands. Though this time wasnt so serious but it was still very pain. Hope the pain will go off fast and get ready for tomorrow's parade. My Mickey Mouse MP3