Broken Heart
Sunday, March 29, 2009 | 5:37 PM | 0 comments
I thought that we had think carefully before we started but why did we end up like this ? No use saying sorry to me . Say sorry to yourself for letting me down . I shouldnt have let myself get into this miserable relationship if I had known . I am really wondering the choice I made in the first place was right anot but until now , I still cannot find the answer myself . I wont blame you for that because both of us tried our best . Maybe we really arent meant to be ? We'll let nature take its course . If we were really meant together , I believe we will be together again . I hope so . I really do hope so . Geezz ! I cannot get you out of my head . What should I do ? Tears dripping on the board . Heart breaking to pieces . Thats how I feel now . If you see my post , I hope you wont feel remorse cause I dont want you to feel so . We are still friends , right ? One of my sir told me that there is always a opps side of a negative thing . Mayb after we haf break up , we can really think carefully of what we really want . Bye...MIssing Him
Saturday, March 28, 2009 | 11:15 AM | 0 comments
Today so EMO :( Thinking of him badly . Since his phone gt stolen , we have not been SMSing and he hardly online his msn . Damn boring as the day was without him . I hope he was always by my side as I really do care him alot but what about him thinking ? Is he really sincere to continue this relationship ? Could he even talk to me for once like how normal people do ? Somebody say once you said I Love You to the person u like , it means u will totally commit ur whole effect into this relationship . Then I would say Aishiteru . I dont wish to say out the meaning as I think all of u can guess what it means . I never hope to get myself hurt if I know this time will get me hurt deeply , I would never get into it . What hould I do to help or even improve ? I really wish to get some answer to help me and him .B!tcHEs
Thursday, March 5, 2009 | 7:08 PM | 0 comments
Today quite boring and had a fight with my friend . They very @#!$ very what lor think they who can command me ?! After programme , we went to Mr Ben office actually to play computer but dunno why the computer de password all change then cannot login and play so i go find Mr Ben den he say cause now dunno wad happened when we want play computer , he need to be in the office den forget it . Then JiaMin dunno what sia want go close the door den I open ma , she cut until my wraist there still ask me HAVENT DIE AR !? Think who the fucking hell she is like she so big liddat . Mingxuan also like think the Counselling Room is her house liddat when they inside must lock the door then people call them open must scold them . heng i call kenneth call them open or else i also dunno what they will do . Then when i go back inside the room after going out for a walk , I found my bag on the floor sia when I remember putting it on the sofa so i know surely is someone throw on the floor one and somemore got some footprint so i know what happened liao den "someone" told me is Jia Min throw on the floor one den I more angry . Fucking CB Bitch where not happy come out talk la keep saying Joseph got gang . Think the bf got gang then people scared liddat come la only know how to make use of people . Very angry now sia with the injury on the hand...