2205'10 MOODSWING
Saturday, May 22, 2010 | 12:34 AM | 0 comments
Lately so easily get angry and keep moodswing. I think Im gonna age very fast cause keep angry angry): Matthew keeps trying to cheer me up but I keep treating him so bad these days. I hate myself behaving this way and venting my anger on somebody. Im such a 傻瓜(Silly) What should I do to keep myself calm at all times? Maybe cause exam stress? But I dont even care about exam so why would I be stress about it? Maybe is cause MAY is a month that make people moody and MAY sucks. It caused so many trouble to me): Stupid Stupid Stupid MAY! Go away and SHOO D:< I dont welcome you into my life. Ahhh... DANG. My back got some problem now. It isn't straight anymore and it hurts everynight. From bad to worse and worsen everyday. I couldn't sit straight or even lie straight. I would feel the damn pain and uncomfort at my back. Hope my back can recover ba cause I dont wish to have such a back. Next monday is Sec One Swear In Ceremony and it's organise in my school(: WEEEEE then Matthew, Jasper, Kenny, Ryan, Norman, Desmond and Shatish is gonna be incharge of bringing their Sec One cadets. Ivan is coming too and Im so happy and excited. Couldn't wait for monday to come now(: I felt that my heart is like somehow kinda empty. Maybe is cause Im missing somebody and that somebody is Matthew? Nevermind about it cause I really miss him(: Well, hope things would get better!