Yesterday quarrel with Matthew over somebody then during the night, couldn't take the stress and control my emotion anymore. I cried for almost 30minutes. After that, trying to solve the problem but doesn't seem to be working so I met him today after school to have a good talk. He seem to fear-ing something that I might say out and I know what's that. I wont say it because 'Love is unconditional'. Knowing the true meaning of LOVE, everything comes as it must as it's a part of life. After talking to Matthew, didn't have much improvement in solving the problem. I took of the ring and passed to him plus saying "2 weeks, okay?" meaning split for 2 weeks and I said with a smile outside and a bleeding heart inside. I put my head on the table and actually I was tearing. Matthew placed my ring beside me and went to the school to buy drink. I picked up my ring and put it back on my finger then next placed my head on the table again. Next, went to the convenient shop near the bus stop cause Jasper them want buy drink. Desmond, Kenny, Jasper and Joel went to Hougang Mall. I followed Matthew to a nearby strolling place. We sat down but we kept quiet through out the time. Instead of talking face to face with Matthew, I message him saying "I'm sorry. I didn't know things would become liddat." then minutes later, he replied to my message. Asking if I wanted to go home first then I answered no. I turn my body to face one side and teared. Suddenly, I felt that something was lying on me and it was Matthew. I thought he fall asleep cause he complained that he was very tired and sleepy. Actually, he didn't fall asleep at all then he start to hold me and say sorry to me. I was thinking to myself "I'm so EGO and actually couldn't put down my pride and say sorry to him. He's a guy and he can say sorry to me while I cant." then after several minutes, I burst into tears then he tried to clear off my tears then I faster turn to one side and wipe off cause I dint want to let him see that I'm crying. Everything solved after both of us apologised to each other then Matthew send me to the bus stop to take 159 then he have to go home and have his tuition. I'm so happy that everything is solve and we gets closer again but why we get MUCH closer only after we finish quarrelling.
无论是什么问题，总会有雨过天清的一天。
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Yesterday quarrel with Matthew over somebody then during the night, couldn't take the stress and control my emotion anymore. I cried for almost 30minutes. After that, trying to solve the problem but doesn't seem to be working so I met him today after school to have a good talk. He seem to fear-ing something that I might say out and I know what's that. I wont say it because 'Love is unconditional'. Knowing the true meaning of LOVE, everything comes as it must as it's a part of life. After talking to Matthew, didn't have much improvement in solving the problem. I took of the ring and passed to him plus saying "2 weeks, okay?" meaning split for 2 weeks and I said with a smile outside and a bleeding heart inside. I put my head on the table and actually I was tearing. Matthew placed my ring beside me and went to the school to buy drink. I picked up my ring and put it back on my finger then next placed my head on the table again. Next, went to the convenient shop near the bus stop cause Jasper them want buy drink. Desmond, Kenny, Jasper and Joel went to Hougang Mall. I followed Matthew to a nearby strolling place. We sat down but we kept quiet through out the time. Instead of talking face to face with Matthew, I message him saying "I'm sorry. I didn't know things would become liddat." then minutes later, he replied to my message. Asking if I wanted to go home first then I answered no. I turn my body to face one side and teared. Suddenly, I felt that something was lying on me and it was Matthew. I thought he fall asleep cause he complained that he was very tired and sleepy. Actually, he didn't fall asleep at all then he start to hold me and say sorry to me. I was thinking to myself "I'm so EGO and actually couldn't put down my pride and say sorry to him. He's a guy and he can say sorry to me while I cant." then after several minutes, I burst into tears then he tried to clear off my tears then I faster turn to one side and wipe off cause I dint want to let him see that I'm crying. Everything solved after both of us apologised to each other then Matthew send me to the bus stop to take 159 then he have to go home and have his tuition. I'm so happy that everything is solve and we gets closer again but why we get MUCH closer only after we finish quarrelling.
无论是什么问题，总会有雨过天清的一天。
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