0705'11 Hold On
Saturday, May 7, 2011 | 4:52 PM | 0 comments
Before breakup till after breakup, nothing but nonsense.Yesterday when I receive his message, I just feel so happy but say dont know how to clarify to me. Do you remember, you promised not to club or else I'll drink and get drunk? After thinking, who am I to you? Knowing the truth is better than you lie to me. Heart so pain right now! I know you for almost 2 months and it just feels so differently. I cant 100% let go of my past but I can only make sure the past is just at the corner of my life. Matthew, I admit here, I still do have feelings for you cause I know, no matter how much time passes, there will still at least be 1% of feelings that is loving you. Bendan, I hope you are reading this post. No matter you playboy or what, you have already become part of my life, my memory. Understand, lazy horse? We only got around 5months to actually talk and hang out. In fact, less than 5 months. I want to treasure every minute, every second that I could talk with you. So dumb, stupid and retarded right? If you saw this post, you would definitely say me silly again(: Let's just stay happy cause there isnt much time to create happy moments. Thanks to people like T.JiaYan, Eugene, Douglas, Daryl, Darryl & others always try to make me happy. Always my best buddies, you guys!

