0804'11 BADBYE than GOODBYE
Friday, April 8, 2011 | 4:16 PM | 0 comments
Feeling really really very low as last night broke up with Matthew, a guy I spend for more than a year. Kinda regret but when the thought of helping him to focus on studies, just help to calm me down. I might not know what he thinks but I still feel strongly for him. It wont be so easy to actually totally let go of someone that you love so much. Gonna' take a long time but time heals everything. Kevin and Chengchun scared that I will do silly things then keep reminding me. I'll be happy so long he's happy though Im not going be the one making him giggle, smile and laugh again. There's a sharp pain in my body, on my heart. Still regretting deep inside my heart but COME ON CHANNEL, DO IT FOR HIS FUTURE! Get over me soon and I'll do my very best to put it down. Thanks for all the sweet memories that you've given to me. FRIENDS, do your best to help heal us yeah(: I'll live my life with smiles everyday. Peeps, dont worry that I'll definitely not do stupid things! People ask me that "have you thought it might be a wrong decision?" and well I said "It's just lyk you dont know whether it's right or wrong to be in a relationship. You'll only know after doing so and thats the same as breaking up". People change, feelings fade and one day, we'll be like before again, as a friend. Lastly, I just want to say that I might complain but never regret loving you at all. Back to the time of being single -