I saw him this morning in school.Looking so carefree and happy.I guess he has told the girl that he likes her and they have patch again.Sihui ask me whether he got reply my message anot and the answer is no.I just wanted to know the answer so I could stop guessing and lying to myself.Actually in the morning,I am abit sick.Having slight fever and my gastric problem is acting up again.My heart felt so pain when I saw him in the canteen after school.I really wanted to go infront and confront him but I got no courage.I'm too timid to do this.I feel like crying but what are the tears I'm shedding is for who?If it's for him,I've left with no tears for him.Today when go NPCC,I went for archery test and saw him.He didn't notice me as I was in 1A classroom doing my test then go down for practical.I wish to see him.I wish to be with him.I wish to talk to him.I wish..I wish..I really hope I can do it.When doing the practical,I got no mood and my fever since to have gone up higher.What can I do?I need to take my test so I cant go home.The stupid instructors and sirs keep wasting our time then make me cannot faster go out and meet Andre,Nicholas and Chenyan go bubbletea.If they never keep us so long,maybe I can see him at the bubbletea shop.I have really break down.Don't bother about me.I thought about committing suicide before but what the hell that's for?I'm just being silly if I do silly things just for that person.Go and die! Go and die! Go and die! Go and die! Go and die! Yes...You are the one that make me hate you so much so much but loves you more than hate.I really wish the hell that you could get out from my memory,my everything.Why do I sound so pathetic? I'm not pathetic but mentally sounds uncalm.I want everything to end here...Right now!
I wish I wish I wish -

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CHANNEL.W.JIASIN
Currently 17 & turns older every 28 April.
Hougang Primary | Peicai Secondary | Nope, I'm now studying at ITE Central College Bishan.
Ain't those kind of typical pamper-ed girls, no worries :D
Life's short, enjoy and play hard !
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I saw him this morning in school.Looking so carefree and happy.I guess he has told the girl that he likes her and they have patch again.Sihui ask me whether he got reply my message anot and the answer is no.I just wanted to know the answer so I could stop guessing and lying to myself.Actually in the morning,I am abit sick.Having slight fever and my gastric problem is acting up again.My heart felt so pain when I saw him in the canteen after school.I really wanted to go infront and confront him but I got no courage.I'm too timid to do this.I feel like crying but what are the tears I'm shedding is for who?If it's for him,I've left with no tears for him.Today when go NPCC,I went for archery test and saw him.He didn't notice me as I was in 1A classroom doing my test then go down for practical.I wish to see him.I wish to be with him.I wish to talk to him.I wish..I wish..I really hope I can do it.When doing the practical,I got no mood and my fever since to have gone up higher.What can I do?I need to take my test so I cant go home.The stupid instructors and sirs keep wasting our time then make me cannot faster go out and meet Andre,Nicholas and Chenyan go bubbletea.If they never keep us so long,maybe I can see him at the bubbletea shop.I have really break down.Don't bother about me.I thought about committing suicide before but what the hell that's for?I'm just being silly if I do silly things just for that person.Go and die! Go and die! Go and die! Go and die! Go and die! Yes...You are the one that make me hate you so much so much but loves you more than hate.I really wish the hell that you could get out from my memory,my everything.Why do I sound so pathetic? I'm not pathetic but mentally sounds uncalm.I want everything to end here...Right now!
I wish I wish I wish -

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