Today woke up 6pm, bath then too lazy to tie up my hair then just went to school. Was so tired this morning! First lesson, Mother Tongue, we did some compo writing then finish already. 2nd lesson was PE, I didnt play any games cause I was busy copying the notes from Yixin's notebook. Mr Seow keep call us play but ignored him. Next was Ms Yap's Chemistry lesson then didnt listen at all cause I was still copying the notes as I dont want to waste time cause I cant bring home Yixin's notebook to copy. Recess then D&T lesson, today we had theory instead of doing coursework cause next week is Common Test already. Copy down the D&T notes that Mr Zaidi told us then done copying all the notes already also. Physics was like so boring then MingCheng is like so bad lah. He ask me to send break up to Matthew then lend me his ipad. Of course, I didnt do it. Who would, anyway? I went for English remedial with Yixin & Gin but left earlier but I was drawing at the white board instead of anythinq also. Meet Joshua & Chengchun on the bus then we went to eat Pastamania & proceed to buy icecream from 'LIFE IS HARD. ENJOY SOFT!' I bought the BlackForest flavour as it puts there 'Lovers Favourite' hahaha. Everything was nice except the almond cause I dont like almond. The spongecake at the bottom of the ice cream mixes well with it and tastes heavenly! We went to Plaza to see if there's the type of file I would want to buy. Well, there isn't. So, I went to Serangoon Stadium to meet Matthew as today was the day they test for qualification of people to take part in sports day. After that, Matthew send me home and then went home getting ready to have tuition at home. Tired & the ulcer is making my life worse!
2702'11 OUT.WE.GO
Yesterday went to Kovan to meet Matthew after his mass at the MacDonald to have our lunch. After eating, we went to take train City Hall and went to Peninsula to walk around. Matt bought a A7X shirt which is like his favourite band. We continue walk around then we saw a Doraemon Guitar! It's so damn cute! We then proceed to Clarke Quay and went to buy Sticky. I bought Love Heart, Mango Rock & Mango Pudding! IM A PURE MANGO LOVER! Wanted to go Matthew's Dad Office but afraid that we dont have enough time as he have tuition at 8pm. We went to take train to Hougang Mall and walk around. Dont know what to buy at all. Getting tired as woke up early in the morning. Matthew send me home & slept for a moment. After he went home, I went to play bowling with Randell, Braxton & his brother. They damn CHEEEEEE..KEN! Take my phone see then run inside the toliet.. When I was about to swing th ball out, I dropped it sia! So embarassing then when one auntie beside me also drop, I told Randell them "Well, im not th only one :P" hahaha. After that, went to eat then went home already.



2802'11 SLEEPYPIG`
Today dont know why so sleepy. Fall asleep in Mdm Yusma's lesson. Mr Seow lesson is so boring then recess I get to eat Lontong like after a hell week. Cos` of my piercing then cant eat. UA at Ms Yap lesson then just listen to MP3 and rest. After school, went to Mdm Yusma's Remedial then went to Mr Seow's Remedial also. Ended school like 3pm then went to take bus 53 to Matthew's house. He's studying and Im using his laptop to play. After that, fall asleep at his house and woke up around 6pm then went to buy Mash Potato & Potato Chips to eat while on th way home. Im still freaking sleepy and Im gonna sleep soon for tonight, I guess.
Today is the 1 Year Anniversary between Matthew and me . We've been waiting for this day to come for so long . This morning was late for school cos the bus came so late at 7.46am . GOD ! Today lost my Doraemi in school then abit sad sad . Stupid people keep cut the queue then make me wait for so long then can buy my food . Went to office to take the stupid insurance form then went back to class for Chemistry . Ms Yap wrote on my test paper ; "Away from class without permission". WTH ! Took a picture then mobile upload to facebook . School ended then went to bus stop with Yixin . Mama cooked some soup and steam rice for dinner . 2nd Bro even fry chilli prawn and it tastes damn nice ! Matthew came over to eat with me . He's so addicted to the chilli prawn's sauce . 2nd Bro went out to learn driving then Matthew was using the computer watching some video from facebook . He's so funny when I tickle him at the spot of his ribcage . We took a picture together then after awhile , Dad came to fetch us go to Grandpa's house and before that , he send Matthew back home first . So he dont have to walk back at all . Today didnt do much though it's our Anniversary cos both of us ended school so late . We've decided to celebrate on this coming Sunday after the jamming with Randell them . Thus , Valentine's Day is coming too and we can celebrate both together(: Friday, Saturday gonna have Chingay! Gotta have fun for this whole week♥
Yesterday play volleyball with T.JiaYan during PE then play until whole hand red and the wrist plus the thumb's joint bone got bruise blueblack. We went to the canteen hoping to get some ice cause my wrist there is swollen. Canteen dont even have ice, WTH. Then went to the office also dont have even cream also dont have. Mrs MC tell me to call my mom cause it might be a fractured cos it looks like the bone move out. I only told my mom that my hand injured then hang up already. After D&T then the pain like somehow getting worse and good each time. Went to find Mrs MC then she say suspect fractured, must really go take X-Ray and see already. She cannot anyhow rub my hand cos it might get worse. Then before that during recess, JiaYan grab my hand and squeeze cos she forgot. After school, Dad and Mom came to school and drive me to Khoo Teck Puat Hospital at Yishun. Went to take X-Ray of my hand then the doctor say it's not fractured but swollen. Take medicine and cream for my hand then go already. Matthew know my hand injured then wanted to come to Hospital and find me but then already finish visiting the doctor so I told him no need come already. My mom prank call JiaYan and scare her about my injury then she really shocked. I took over the phone then tell her that my mom disturb her only. Eat Subway at the hospital then after reach home, eat medicine and apply the cream on my hand already. Think next time cant play sports like this anymore. AWW);

Today I found my old notebook and found many things. One of the page is about a day on 24 Feb 10. I shall post it out(: Ohya and something I wrote.

Today, 24 Feb 2010, I suddenly had a feeling of afraid to lose Matthew. Is it because the feeling of love is growing and that's why I am afraid of losing him? Vomitted during NPAP training but didnt report sick and continue doing training till dismissal. Suddenly, I had another thinking of quitting NPAP but I change my thinking eventually. Hope nobody would tell Matthew that I vomitted today. I think he will be very worried for me. After NPAP, went to meet Matthew as he is going to train with his friends again. Am I loving him 100% or I dont seem to trust him? Everytime, I thought of the past that Amir betray me because of other girl, Im afraid that the history would repeat itself and I reject my suitors. Matthew is different so I feel that I could trust him very much but Im still afraid that history would repeat. What would happen to me if one day, Matthew did something like this? We havent really got steady yet so he can still change his heart anythinq or anytime. If I could wish upon a star, I would wish that me and Matthew would be together forever and ever. I simply just love him too much. Im really afraid of losing my love one. I would do anythinq for him. There's nobody else in my life could make me feel like this anymore except him.

Love is not simply a word for writing
It's a type of word for expressing
Writing on paper when the word could be erased
Craving on stone when the stone would break
The best way to epress your feelings is to
say 'I LOVE YOU' face to face
Though it might be difficult, but you have proven
that you love him/her very much
Forgive the mistake, Forget the past
Remember the future ahead of us

Just hope that everything goes smoothly
Though there's no smooth sailing in life
Dont trust 100% in eternity
It would led you to minute of HAPPINESS
But eternity of MISERY and PREASURE
Be yourself Be truthful

If you cant accept me at my worst;
You dont deserve me at my best

1912'10 Day 3 Leaving KL;

Woke up at 8am in the morning then wake Mummy up and wake Papa and Brothers at 8.30am. After wash up, we went to the hotel's restaurant for breakfast. Fag that the food has only a small variety. Plus it wasnt that very nice too :X Mama say when she go take the bread and go toast it, got one indian man at behind see the bread okay already then faster take. Then Mama need to take another bread and toast it again. She say the indian man not just take one but two or three. Like never eat bread before lol. After breakfast, Mama and Brothers went back to the room for bathing and pack up while Papa and me stay at the lobby use internet. We check out at around 11am then we start our journey to go back Singapore. When we reach Johor Bahru, we stop at some place to have our lunch. Before we stop at the place, I saw a dog sitting at the road and scratching itself. The dog not afraid that the car will hit him luh hahahaha. The Wanton Noodle, Hokkien Mee & Char Kway Teow was very nice and it cost not more than RM5 but at least of RM3.50 only. It's only around S$1plus and it's so nice. It's very worth eating especially the Wanton Noodle. After that, we went to Malaysia's Custom then *CHOP CHOP* and continue drive to Singapore's Custom then again *CHOP CHOP* and check the car's boot. Check finish then faster drive home and rest already. We reach home when it's almost 4pm then we need unpack everything. Unpack finish already then here I am, updating my blog(: So tired. Gotta get some rest! 1812'10 Day 2 at KL;

Gosh! Last night was hungry and share a plate of Fish&Chips plus Salad with Mama. Brothers eat Nasi Goreng and Chicken Chop. The food is special and nice hahahaa. After that, we went back to sleep till morning. Dad wake us up then everybody wash up and go eat and do some shopping. When the hotel just left, the tyre was flat then no choice need to change the tyre. Brothers help dad then after they change already, we went to the nearest car repair shop to tighten the screw of the wheel to the car then buy another spare tyre. While waiting, we went to the nearest cafe call 'Drich'. There got Wi-Fi and that's how I could update my blog and play facebook. The people check tyre so slow then we need to stay at the cafe for so long. Later people thought why we keep sit there then thought we only use facebook nia. After the car is done, we went to Sunway Lagoon's Pyramid Shopping Mall. OUCH! The escalator make until my leg's skin peel. The shopping mall is big but nothing much to buy at all. I only bought a dress and Big Brother bought 3 shirt or 4. Then nothing already. The clothing there very different from what we wear. We eat abit at a Porridge Noodle shop then we went to IOI mall and walk around. Mama bought a sandal for herself and it's comfortable as it has cushion on it. The shopping mall nothing to walk liddat then we went to have steamboat as dinner. There were crab, prawn, vegetable, fishball, noodle, bee hoon, eggs, quail eggs & many many more. After dinner, we went back to hotel then go rest already cause everybody is very tired. During midnight, we were hungry again and called for Room Service again hahaha. Mama eat Nasi Goreng, Big Brother eat Yang Chow Fried Rice and I eat Mee Goreng. When we were falling asleep after eating, 2nd brother suddenly wake up and say he's hungry then no choice call Room Service again and he ate Nasi Goreng also. Sleeping is always the best :D


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Today woke up 6pm, bath then too lazy to tie up my hair then just went to school. Was so tired this morning! First lesson, Mother Tongue, we did some compo writing then finish already. 2nd lesson was PE, I didnt play any games cause I was busy copying the notes from Yixin's notebook. Mr Seow keep call us play but ignored him. Next was Ms Yap's Chemistry lesson then didnt listen at all cause I was still copying the notes as I dont want to waste time cause I cant bring home Yixin's notebook to copy. Recess then D&T lesson, today we had theory instead of doing coursework cause next week is Common Test already. Copy down the D&T notes that Mr Zaidi told us then done copying all the notes already also. Physics was like so boring then MingCheng is like so bad lah. He ask me to send break up to Matthew then lend me his ipad. Of course, I didnt do it. Who would, anyway? I went for English remedial with Yixin & Gin but left earlier but I was drawing at the white board instead of anythinq also. Meet Joshua & Chengchun on the bus then we went to eat Pastamania & proceed to buy icecream from 'LIFE IS HARD. ENJOY SOFT!' I bought the BlackForest flavour as it puts there 'Lovers Favourite' hahaha. Everything was nice except the almond cause I dont like almond. The spongecake at the bottom of the ice cream mixes well with it and tastes heavenly! We went to Plaza to see if there's the type of file I would want to buy. Well, there isn't. So, I went to Serangoon Stadium to meet Matthew as today was the day they test for qualification of people to take part in sports day. After that, Matthew send me home and then went home getting ready to have tuition at home. Tired & the ulcer is making my life worse!
2702'11 OUT.WE.GO
Yesterday went to Kovan to meet Matthew after his mass at the MacDonald to have our lunch. After eating, we went to take train City Hall and went to Peninsula to walk around. Matt bought a A7X shirt which is like his favourite band. We continue walk around then we saw a Doraemon Guitar! It's so damn cute! We then proceed to Clarke Quay and went to buy Sticky. I bought Love Heart, Mango Rock & Mango Pudding! IM A PURE MANGO LOVER! Wanted to go Matthew's Dad Office but afraid that we dont have enough time as he have tuition at 8pm. We went to take train to Hougang Mall and walk around. Dont know what to buy at all. Getting tired as woke up early in the morning. Matthew send me home & slept for a moment. After he went home, I went to play bowling with Randell, Braxton & his brother. They damn CHEEEEEE..KEN! Take my phone see then run inside the toliet.. When I was about to swing th ball out, I dropped it sia! So embarassing then when one auntie beside me also drop, I told Randell them "Well, im not th only one :P" hahaha. After that, went to eat then went home already.



2802'11 SLEEPYPIG`
Today dont know why so sleepy. Fall asleep in Mdm Yusma's lesson. Mr Seow lesson is so boring then recess I get to eat Lontong like after a hell week. Cos` of my piercing then cant eat. UA at Ms Yap lesson then just listen to MP3 and rest. After school, went to Mdm Yusma's Remedial then went to Mr Seow's Remedial also. Ended school like 3pm then went to take bus 53 to Matthew's house. He's studying and Im using his laptop to play. After that, fall asleep at his house and woke up around 6pm then went to buy Mash Potato & Potato Chips to eat while on th way home. Im still freaking sleepy and Im gonna sleep soon for tonight, I guess.
Today is the 1 Year Anniversary between Matthew and me . We've been waiting for this day to come for so long . This morning was late for school cos the bus came so late at 7.46am . GOD ! Today lost my Doraemi in school then abit sad sad . Stupid people keep cut the queue then make me wait for so long then can buy my food . Went to office to take the stupid insurance form then went back to class for Chemistry . Ms Yap wrote on my test paper ; "Away from class without permission". WTH ! Took a picture then mobile upload to facebook . School ended then went to bus stop with Yixin . Mama cooked some soup and steam rice for dinner . 2nd Bro even fry chilli prawn and it tastes damn nice ! Matthew came over to eat with me . He's so addicted to the chilli prawn's sauce . 2nd Bro went out to learn driving then Matthew was using the computer watching some video from facebook . He's so funny when I tickle him at the spot of his ribcage . We took a picture together then after awhile , Dad came to fetch us go to Grandpa's house and before that , he send Matthew back home first . So he dont have to walk back at all . Today didnt do much though it's our Anniversary cos both of us ended school so late . We've decided to celebrate on this coming Sunday after the jamming with Randell them . Thus , Valentine's Day is coming too and we can celebrate both together(: Friday, Saturday gonna have Chingay! Gotta have fun for this whole week♥
Yesterday play volleyball with T.JiaYan during PE then play until whole hand red and the wrist plus the thumb's joint bone got bruise blueblack. We went to the canteen hoping to get some ice cause my wrist there is swollen. Canteen dont even have ice, WTH. Then went to the office also dont have even cream also dont have. Mrs MC tell me to call my mom cause it might be a fractured cos it looks like the bone move out. I only told my mom that my hand injured then hang up already. After D&T then the pain like somehow getting worse and good each time. Went to find Mrs MC then she say suspect fractured, must really go take X-Ray and see already. She cannot anyhow rub my hand cos it might get worse. Then before that during recess, JiaYan grab my hand and squeeze cos she forgot. After school, Dad and Mom came to school and drive me to Khoo Teck Puat Hospital at Yishun. Went to take X-Ray of my hand then the doctor say it's not fractured but swollen. Take medicine and cream for my hand then go already. Matthew know my hand injured then wanted to come to Hospital and find me but then already finish visiting the doctor so I told him no need come already. My mom prank call JiaYan and scare her about my injury then she really shocked. I took over the phone then tell her that my mom disturb her only. Eat Subway at the hospital then after reach home, eat medicine and apply the cream on my hand already. Think next time cant play sports like this anymore. AWW);

Today I found my old notebook and found many things. One of the page is about a day on 24 Feb 10. I shall post it out(: Ohya and something I wrote.

Today, 24 Feb 2010, I suddenly had a feeling of afraid to lose Matthew. Is it because the feeling of love is growing and that's why I am afraid of losing him? Vomitted during NPAP training but didnt report sick and continue doing training till dismissal. Suddenly, I had another thinking of quitting NPAP but I change my thinking eventually. Hope nobody would tell Matthew that I vomitted today. I think he will be very worried for me. After NPAP, went to meet Matthew as he is going to train with his friends again. Am I loving him 100% or I dont seem to trust him? Everytime, I thought of the past that Amir betray me because of other girl, Im afraid that the history would repeat itself and I reject my suitors. Matthew is different so I feel that I could trust him very much but Im still afraid that history would repeat. What would happen to me if one day, Matthew did something like this? We havent really got steady yet so he can still change his heart anythinq or anytime. If I could wish upon a star, I would wish that me and Matthew would be together forever and ever. I simply just love him too much. Im really afraid of losing my love one. I would do anythinq for him. There's nobody else in my life could make me feel like this anymore except him.

Love is not simply a word for writing
It's a type of word for expressing
Writing on paper when the word could be erased
Craving on stone when the stone would break
The best way to epress your feelings is to
say 'I LOVE YOU' face to face
Though it might be difficult, but you have proven
that you love him/her very much
Forgive the mistake, Forget the past
Remember the future ahead of us

Just hope that everything goes smoothly
Though there's no smooth sailing in life
Dont trust 100% in eternity
It would led you to minute of HAPPINESS
But eternity of MISERY and PREASURE
Be yourself Be truthful

If you cant accept me at my worst;
You dont deserve me at my best

1912'10 Day 3 Leaving KL;

Woke up at 8am in the morning then wake Mummy up and wake Papa and Brothers at 8.30am. After wash up, we went to the hotel's restaurant for breakfast. Fag that the food has only a small variety. Plus it wasnt that very nice too :X Mama say when she go take the bread and go toast it, got one indian man at behind see the bread okay already then faster take. Then Mama need to take another bread and toast it again. She say the indian man not just take one but two or three. Like never eat bread before lol. After breakfast, Mama and Brothers went back to the room for bathing and pack up while Papa and me stay at the lobby use internet. We check out at around 11am then we start our journey to go back Singapore. When we reach Johor Bahru, we stop at some place to have our lunch. Before we stop at the place, I saw a dog sitting at the road and scratching itself. The dog not afraid that the car will hit him luh hahahaha. The Wanton Noodle, Hokkien Mee & Char Kway Teow was very nice and it cost not more than RM5 but at least of RM3.50 only. It's only around S$1plus and it's so nice. It's very worth eating especially the Wanton Noodle. After that, we went to Malaysia's Custom then *CHOP CHOP* and continue drive to Singapore's Custom then again *CHOP CHOP* and check the car's boot. Check finish then faster drive home and rest already. We reach home when it's almost 4pm then we need unpack everything. Unpack finish already then here I am, updating my blog(: So tired. Gotta get some rest! 1812'10 Day 2 at KL;

Gosh! Last night was hungry and share a plate of Fish&Chips plus Salad with Mama. Brothers eat Nasi Goreng and Chicken Chop. The food is special and nice hahahaa. After that, we went back to sleep till morning. Dad wake us up then everybody wash up and go eat and do some shopping. When the hotel just left, the tyre was flat then no choice need to change the tyre. Brothers help dad then after they change already, we went to the nearest car repair shop to tighten the screw of the wheel to the car then buy another spare tyre. While waiting, we went to the nearest cafe call 'Drich'. There got Wi-Fi and that's how I could update my blog and play facebook. The people check tyre so slow then we need to stay at the cafe for so long. Later people thought why we keep sit there then thought we only use facebook nia. After the car is done, we went to Sunway Lagoon's Pyramid Shopping Mall. OUCH! The escalator make until my leg's skin peel. The shopping mall is big but nothing much to buy at all. I only bought a dress and Big Brother bought 3 shirt or 4. Then nothing already. The clothing there very different from what we wear. We eat abit at a Porridge Noodle shop then we went to IOI mall and walk around. Mama bought a sandal for herself and it's comfortable as it has cushion on it. The shopping mall nothing to walk liddat then we went to have steamboat as dinner. There were crab, prawn, vegetable, fishball, noodle, bee hoon, eggs, quail eggs & many many more. After dinner, we went back to hotel then go rest already cause everybody is very tired. During midnight, we were hungry again and called for Room Service again hahaha. Mama eat Nasi Goreng, Big Brother eat Yang Chow Fried Rice and I eat Mee Goreng. When we were falling asleep after eating, 2nd brother suddenly wake up and say he's hungry then no choice call Room Service again and he ate Nasi Goreng also. Sleeping is always the best :D


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