Yesterday play volleyball with T.JiaYan during PE then play until whole hand red and the wrist plus the thumb's joint bone got bruise blueblack. We went to the canteen hoping to get some ice cause my wrist there is swollen. Canteen dont even have ice, WTH. Then went to the office also dont have even cream also dont have. Mrs MC tell me to call my mom cause it might be a fractured cos it looks like the bone move out. I only told my mom that my hand injured then hang up already. After D&T then the pain like somehow getting worse and good each time. Went to find Mrs MC then she say suspect fractured, must really go take X-Ray and see already. She cannot anyhow rub my hand cos it might get worse. Then before that during recess, JiaYan grab my hand and squeeze cos she forgot. After school, Dad and Mom came to school and drive me to Khoo Teck Puat Hospital at Yishun. Went to take X-Ray of my hand then the doctor say it's not fractured but swollen. Take medicine and cream for my hand then go already. Matthew know my hand injured then wanted to come to Hospital and find me but then already finish visiting the doctor so I told him no need come already. My mom prank call JiaYan and scare her about my injury then she really shocked. I took over the phone then tell her that my mom disturb her only. Eat Subway at the hospital then after reach home, eat medicine and apply the cream on my hand already. Think next time cant play sports like this anymore. AWW);

Today I found my old notebook and found many things. One of the page is about a day on 24 Feb 10. I shall post it out(: Ohya and something I wrote.

Today, 24 Feb 2010, I suddenly had a feeling of afraid to lose Matthew. Is it because the feeling of love is growing and that's why I am afraid of losing him? Vomitted during NPAP training but didnt report sick and continue doing training till dismissal. Suddenly, I had another thinking of quitting NPAP but I change my thinking eventually. Hope nobody would tell Matthew that I vomitted today. I think he will be very worried for me. After NPAP, went to meet Matthew as he is going to train with his friends again. Am I loving him 100% or I dont seem to trust him? Everytime, I thought of the past that Amir betray me because of other girl, Im afraid that the history would repeat itself and I reject my suitors. Matthew is different so I feel that I could trust him very much but Im still afraid that history would repeat. What would happen to me if one day, Matthew did something like this? We havent really got steady yet so he can still change his heart anythinq or anytime. If I could wish upon a star, I would wish that me and Matthew would be together forever and ever. I simply just love him too much. Im really afraid of losing my love one. I would do anythinq for him. There's nobody else in my life could make me feel like this anymore except him.

Love is not simply a word for writing
It's a type of word for expressing
Writing on paper when the word could be erased
Craving on stone when the stone would break
The best way to epress your feelings is to
say 'I LOVE YOU' face to face
Though it might be difficult, but you have proven
that you love him/her very much
Forgive the mistake, Forget the past
Remember the future ahead of us

Just hope that everything goes smoothly
Though there's no smooth sailing in life
Dont trust 100% in eternity
It would led you to minute of HAPPINESS
But eternity of MISERY and PREASURE
Be yourself Be truthful

If you cant accept me at my worst;
You dont deserve me at my best

1912'10 Day 3 Leaving KL;

Woke up at 8am in the morning then wake Mummy up and wake Papa and Brothers at 8.30am. After wash up, we went to the hotel's restaurant for breakfast. Fag that the food has only a small variety. Plus it wasnt that very nice too :X Mama say when she go take the bread and go toast it, got one indian man at behind see the bread okay already then faster take. Then Mama need to take another bread and toast it again. She say the indian man not just take one but two or three. Like never eat bread before lol. After breakfast, Mama and Brothers went back to the room for bathing and pack up while Papa and me stay at the lobby use internet. We check out at around 11am then we start our journey to go back Singapore. When we reach Johor Bahru, we stop at some place to have our lunch. Before we stop at the place, I saw a dog sitting at the road and scratching itself. The dog not afraid that the car will hit him luh hahahaha. The Wanton Noodle, Hokkien Mee & Char Kway Teow was very nice and it cost not more than RM5 but at least of RM3.50 only. It's only around S$1plus and it's so nice. It's very worth eating especially the Wanton Noodle. After that, we went to Malaysia's Custom then *CHOP CHOP* and continue drive to Singapore's Custom then again *CHOP CHOP* and check the car's boot. Check finish then faster drive home and rest already. We reach home when it's almost 4pm then we need unpack everything. Unpack finish already then here I am, updating my blog(: So tired. Gotta get some rest! 1812'10 Day 2 at KL;

Gosh! Last night was hungry and share a plate of Fish&Chips plus Salad with Mama. Brothers eat Nasi Goreng and Chicken Chop. The food is special and nice hahahaa. After that, we went back to sleep till morning. Dad wake us up then everybody wash up and go eat and do some shopping. When the hotel just left, the tyre was flat then no choice need to change the tyre. Brothers help dad then after they change already, we went to the nearest car repair shop to tighten the screw of the wheel to the car then buy another spare tyre. While waiting, we went to the nearest cafe call 'Drich'. There got Wi-Fi and that's how I could update my blog and play facebook. The people check tyre so slow then we need to stay at the cafe for so long. Later people thought why we keep sit there then thought we only use facebook nia. After the car is done, we went to Sunway Lagoon's Pyramid Shopping Mall. OUCH! The escalator make until my leg's skin peel. The shopping mall is big but nothing much to buy at all. I only bought a dress and Big Brother bought 3 shirt or 4. Then nothing already. The clothing there very different from what we wear. We eat abit at a Porridge Noodle shop then we went to IOI mall and walk around. Mama bought a sandal for herself and it's comfortable as it has cushion on it. The shopping mall nothing to walk liddat then we went to have steamboat as dinner. There were crab, prawn, vegetable, fishball, noodle, bee hoon, eggs, quail eggs & many many more. After dinner, we went back to hotel then go rest already cause everybody is very tired. During midnight, we were hungry again and called for Room Service again hahaha. Mama eat Nasi Goreng, Big Brother eat Yang Chow Fried Rice and I eat Mee Goreng. When we were falling asleep after eating, 2nd brother suddenly wake up and say he's hungry then no choice call Room Service again and he ate Nasi Goreng also. Sleeping is always the best :D

1712'10 Day 1 to KL;

Today woke up at 10am then get changed and pack the last few items into my baggy(: Dad drove us to KL from Hougang. The whole trip takes around 4-6 hours. Imagine how tiring is that! My butt hurts :P But during the trip, of course we got stop and went to have our lunch. We had the Curry Fish Head and it was kinda famous too then the uncle like think we are staying there for good then tell us when they are open and close. Hahahaa.. We even went to Melaka cause i was raining at first so we think we could just stay at Melaka first. The place like so quiet 'wu lu' then cant find any hotel at all. When we found the Hotel, it got no rooms. Oh my holy why fool me! So need to travel to KL luh. From Malaysia's custom to KL is 314KM then still need go find hotel all these.
Total I think add up become 350KM. I've not add the distance from Hougang to Singapore Custom. We book in the hotel around 6pm then we unpack some stuffs
then we went to have our dinner. Dont know where did Dad drive to but were out of KL. We went to have BBQ Crab and it was very famous at there. At first,
we couldn't find our way so we need to ask people around. The crab was really delicious and it seems to have some special sauce on it. We reach there around
8pm liddat then we finish eating around 9.30pm. After that, straight go back to KL to rest cause everybody's tired. There were alot of tourists waiting for
the lift so I went to the Lobby's Toliet. When Im done and was going to wash my hand, there was a bangala uncle standing infront of me! I was so shock then
I say "Ehh.. This is a female toliet not male's" but he like stare at me. Thank goodness that mama came out from the cubinate at that time then the uncle say
"sorry sorry...go wrong" then went out. When we go out of the toliet, the uncle was standing at the way where the toliets are. Mama was very angry that she
angrily say "I thought you say you wanted go toliet?! Why you stand there? GO LAH!" then papa was about to go the toliet then he ask what happened. So mama
told him everything and told both brothers too. 2nd Brother even confirm that the guy was the one that go in toliet with him at the same time. So how could
he be go in wrong toliet! Fxcking Bangalah Pervert! Cos' of this, I cant stay at lobby to use wireless. This hotel ony have wireless internet at the lobby
plus somemore my room is at 21th floor so cant connect. Stupid pervert make me cannot go down lobby use internet! No choice need use notepad to take down
what I want to say in my blog then when got chance to use internet then post it up to my blog(: Time to sleep yeaa! I finally realised that even I cry million tears, facts arent gonna' change. I waited almost 6hours yet there isn't any messages from you.. I posted "aww :l' in facebook and you commented. I wonder why you could use facebook but not reply me. You ask what happened then you just disappear again. TONS of things hoping to know from you. I always give you a 100 perfect score of being a boyfriend. I dont like the feeling of waiting for someone's message. Especially when the person arent really going to message you. If I message you, Im always the one giving in. You might not think so. I told you times that I dont like the change in you but you dont seem to care.. When we were just together, you were really caring and sweet to me but now, you werent the same as before anymore.. During our 10th Month Anniv, I was kinda angry at you cos during the movie and after the movie, you were messaging with someone else. I saw the name of the person. It was suppose to be OUR day but you are distracted by other people. Just like that day, you went to Sentosa with your church friend. I didnt know anythinq and was worried about you. In the end, all the worries were just "EXTRA". Times that I said sorry, you think the fault was really in me, right? Ever since I said a sorry, all the problems we had, you didnt bother to apologise even the fault was in you. I dont want any cold wars and I just apologise. I really feel so heartbroken why you have become like this.. sigh
Today went to have lunch at Kovan, XingWang Cafe with Mummy and 2 brothers. It's been so long since I went to eat at there(: We order a Curry chicken, cheesey mushroom baked rice, har gao, siu mai, thai fried tofu, pan fried dumpling, brotch soup, fried shrimp dumpling, porridge, fu pi juan, rice and bread. The baked rice smell so nice like pizza and of cos, that's mine! The brotch soup is also mine then 2nd bro eat the porridge and Big bro eat the curry chicken and rice. Mommy help to eat the other side dishes. I like the pan fried dumpling cos it's so nice especially with vinegar. All the food was so yummy but we didnt finish the bread and curry cos we were all too full. After eating, we went home straight so big bro can pack his bag for camp. Matthew went for his confirmation camp in the morning so whole day didnt really get the chance to message with him. Just now before he went to sleep, we talk on the phone then he told me that the whole day were playing games. The camp is 4 day 3 night. I wonder if we can still message anot cos his battery might not be sufficient. Surfing net to find out where to buy the magazine of Queen 女人我最大. There's a type of cream I want to buy. I wonder where got sell it. Today nothinq much to say about so mm.. byebye(:

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Yesterday play volleyball with T.JiaYan during PE then play until whole hand red and the wrist plus the thumb's joint bone got bruise blueblack. We went to the canteen hoping to get some ice cause my wrist there is swollen. Canteen dont even have ice, WTH. Then went to the office also dont have even cream also dont have. Mrs MC tell me to call my mom cause it might be a fractured cos it looks like the bone move out. I only told my mom that my hand injured then hang up already. After D&T then the pain like somehow getting worse and good each time. Went to find Mrs MC then she say suspect fractured, must really go take X-Ray and see already. She cannot anyhow rub my hand cos it might get worse. Then before that during recess, JiaYan grab my hand and squeeze cos she forgot. After school, Dad and Mom came to school and drive me to Khoo Teck Puat Hospital at Yishun. Went to take X-Ray of my hand then the doctor say it's not fractured but swollen. Take medicine and cream for my hand then go already. Matthew know my hand injured then wanted to come to Hospital and find me but then already finish visiting the doctor so I told him no need come already. My mom prank call JiaYan and scare her about my injury then she really shocked. I took over the phone then tell her that my mom disturb her only. Eat Subway at the hospital then after reach home, eat medicine and apply the cream on my hand already. Think next time cant play sports like this anymore. AWW);

Today I found my old notebook and found many things. One of the page is about a day on 24 Feb 10. I shall post it out(: Ohya and something I wrote.

Today, 24 Feb 2010, I suddenly had a feeling of afraid to lose Matthew. Is it because the feeling of love is growing and that's why I am afraid of losing him? Vomitted during NPAP training but didnt report sick and continue doing training till dismissal. Suddenly, I had another thinking of quitting NPAP but I change my thinking eventually. Hope nobody would tell Matthew that I vomitted today. I think he will be very worried for me. After NPAP, went to meet Matthew as he is going to train with his friends again. Am I loving him 100% or I dont seem to trust him? Everytime, I thought of the past that Amir betray me because of other girl, Im afraid that the history would repeat itself and I reject my suitors. Matthew is different so I feel that I could trust him very much but Im still afraid that history would repeat. What would happen to me if one day, Matthew did something like this? We havent really got steady yet so he can still change his heart anythinq or anytime. If I could wish upon a star, I would wish that me and Matthew would be together forever and ever. I simply just love him too much. Im really afraid of losing my love one. I would do anythinq for him. There's nobody else in my life could make me feel like this anymore except him.

Love is not simply a word for writing
It's a type of word for expressing
Writing on paper when the word could be erased
Craving on stone when the stone would break
The best way to epress your feelings is to
say 'I LOVE YOU' face to face
Though it might be difficult, but you have proven
that you love him/her very much
Forgive the mistake, Forget the past
Remember the future ahead of us

Just hope that everything goes smoothly
Though there's no smooth sailing in life
Dont trust 100% in eternity
It would led you to minute of HAPPINESS
But eternity of MISERY and PREASURE
Be yourself Be truthful

If you cant accept me at my worst;
You dont deserve me at my best

1912'10 Day 3 Leaving KL;

Woke up at 8am in the morning then wake Mummy up and wake Papa and Brothers at 8.30am. After wash up, we went to the hotel's restaurant for breakfast. Fag that the food has only a small variety. Plus it wasnt that very nice too :X Mama say when she go take the bread and go toast it, got one indian man at behind see the bread okay already then faster take. Then Mama need to take another bread and toast it again. She say the indian man not just take one but two or three. Like never eat bread before lol. After breakfast, Mama and Brothers went back to the room for bathing and pack up while Papa and me stay at the lobby use internet. We check out at around 11am then we start our journey to go back Singapore. When we reach Johor Bahru, we stop at some place to have our lunch. Before we stop at the place, I saw a dog sitting at the road and scratching itself. The dog not afraid that the car will hit him luh hahahaha. The Wanton Noodle, Hokkien Mee & Char Kway Teow was very nice and it cost not more than RM5 but at least of RM3.50 only. It's only around S$1plus and it's so nice. It's very worth eating especially the Wanton Noodle. After that, we went to Malaysia's Custom then *CHOP CHOP* and continue drive to Singapore's Custom then again *CHOP CHOP* and check the car's boot. Check finish then faster drive home and rest already. We reach home when it's almost 4pm then we need unpack everything. Unpack finish already then here I am, updating my blog(: So tired. Gotta get some rest! 1812'10 Day 2 at KL;

Gosh! Last night was hungry and share a plate of Fish&Chips plus Salad with Mama. Brothers eat Nasi Goreng and Chicken Chop. The food is special and nice hahahaa. After that, we went back to sleep till morning. Dad wake us up then everybody wash up and go eat and do some shopping. When the hotel just left, the tyre was flat then no choice need to change the tyre. Brothers help dad then after they change already, we went to the nearest car repair shop to tighten the screw of the wheel to the car then buy another spare tyre. While waiting, we went to the nearest cafe call 'Drich'. There got Wi-Fi and that's how I could update my blog and play facebook. The people check tyre so slow then we need to stay at the cafe for so long. Later people thought why we keep sit there then thought we only use facebook nia. After the car is done, we went to Sunway Lagoon's Pyramid Shopping Mall. OUCH! The escalator make until my leg's skin peel. The shopping mall is big but nothing much to buy at all. I only bought a dress and Big Brother bought 3 shirt or 4. Then nothing already. The clothing there very different from what we wear. We eat abit at a Porridge Noodle shop then we went to IOI mall and walk around. Mama bought a sandal for herself and it's comfortable as it has cushion on it. The shopping mall nothing to walk liddat then we went to have steamboat as dinner. There were crab, prawn, vegetable, fishball, noodle, bee hoon, eggs, quail eggs & many many more. After dinner, we went back to hotel then go rest already cause everybody is very tired. During midnight, we were hungry again and called for Room Service again hahaha. Mama eat Nasi Goreng, Big Brother eat Yang Chow Fried Rice and I eat Mee Goreng. When we were falling asleep after eating, 2nd brother suddenly wake up and say he's hungry then no choice call Room Service again and he ate Nasi Goreng also. Sleeping is always the best :D

1712'10 Day 1 to KL;

Today woke up at 10am then get changed and pack the last few items into my baggy(: Dad drove us to KL from Hougang. The whole trip takes around 4-6 hours. Imagine how tiring is that! My butt hurts :P But during the trip, of course we got stop and went to have our lunch. We had the Curry Fish Head and it was kinda famous too then the uncle like think we are staying there for good then tell us when they are open and close. Hahahaa.. We even went to Melaka cause i was raining at first so we think we could just stay at Melaka first. The place like so quiet 'wu lu' then cant find any hotel at all. When we found the Hotel, it got no rooms. Oh my holy why fool me! So need to travel to KL luh. From Malaysia's custom to KL is 314KM then still need go find hotel all these.
Total I think add up become 350KM. I've not add the distance from Hougang to Singapore Custom. We book in the hotel around 6pm then we unpack some stuffs
then we went to have our dinner. Dont know where did Dad drive to but were out of KL. We went to have BBQ Crab and it was very famous at there. At first,
we couldn't find our way so we need to ask people around. The crab was really delicious and it seems to have some special sauce on it. We reach there around
8pm liddat then we finish eating around 9.30pm. After that, straight go back to KL to rest cause everybody's tired. There were alot of tourists waiting for
the lift so I went to the Lobby's Toliet. When Im done and was going to wash my hand, there was a bangala uncle standing infront of me! I was so shock then
I say "Ehh.. This is a female toliet not male's" but he like stare at me. Thank goodness that mama came out from the cubinate at that time then the uncle say
"sorry sorry...go wrong" then went out. When we go out of the toliet, the uncle was standing at the way where the toliets are. Mama was very angry that she
angrily say "I thought you say you wanted go toliet?! Why you stand there? GO LAH!" then papa was about to go the toliet then he ask what happened. So mama
told him everything and told both brothers too. 2nd Brother even confirm that the guy was the one that go in toliet with him at the same time. So how could
he be go in wrong toliet! Fxcking Bangalah Pervert! Cos' of this, I cant stay at lobby to use wireless. This hotel ony have wireless internet at the lobby
plus somemore my room is at 21th floor so cant connect. Stupid pervert make me cannot go down lobby use internet! No choice need use notepad to take down
what I want to say in my blog then when got chance to use internet then post it up to my blog(: Time to sleep yeaa! I finally realised that even I cry million tears, facts arent gonna' change. I waited almost 6hours yet there isn't any messages from you.. I posted "aww :l' in facebook and you commented. I wonder why you could use facebook but not reply me. You ask what happened then you just disappear again. TONS of things hoping to know from you. I always give you a 100 perfect score of being a boyfriend. I dont like the feeling of waiting for someone's message. Especially when the person arent really going to message you. If I message you, Im always the one giving in. You might not think so. I told you times that I dont like the change in you but you dont seem to care.. When we were just together, you were really caring and sweet to me but now, you werent the same as before anymore.. During our 10th Month Anniv, I was kinda angry at you cos during the movie and after the movie, you were messaging with someone else. I saw the name of the person. It was suppose to be OUR day but you are distracted by other people. Just like that day, you went to Sentosa with your church friend. I didnt know anythinq and was worried about you. In the end, all the worries were just "EXTRA". Times that I said sorry, you think the fault was really in me, right? Ever since I said a sorry, all the problems we had, you didnt bother to apologise even the fault was in you. I dont want any cold wars and I just apologise. I really feel so heartbroken why you have become like this.. sigh
Today went to have lunch at Kovan, XingWang Cafe with Mummy and 2 brothers. It's been so long since I went to eat at there(: We order a Curry chicken, cheesey mushroom baked rice, har gao, siu mai, thai fried tofu, pan fried dumpling, brotch soup, fried shrimp dumpling, porridge, fu pi juan, rice and bread. The baked rice smell so nice like pizza and of cos, that's mine! The brotch soup is also mine then 2nd bro eat the porridge and Big bro eat the curry chicken and rice. Mommy help to eat the other side dishes. I like the pan fried dumpling cos it's so nice especially with vinegar. All the food was so yummy but we didnt finish the bread and curry cos we were all too full. After eating, we went home straight so big bro can pack his bag for camp. Matthew went for his confirmation camp in the morning so whole day didnt really get the chance to message with him. Just now before he went to sleep, we talk on the phone then he told me that the whole day were playing games. The camp is 4 day 3 night. I wonder if we can still message anot cos his battery might not be sufficient. Surfing net to find out where to buy the magazine of Queen 女人我最大. There's a type of cream I want to buy. I wonder where got sell it. Today nothinq much to say about so mm.. byebye(:

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