0908'10 6th Month Anni. cum National Day
Monday, August 9, 2010 | 11:28 PM | 0 comments
Today was the 6th Month Anniversary between Matt and me(: It is also the day that Matt is going to watch NDP with Mom, Big Bro and me. Matt came over at around 2pm then the 4 of us went to block 644 to eat lunch then went to the Community Center to register then take the bus go to SengKang to watch the NDP Live. We reach SengKang at around 3pm to 4pm then we went to take the goodie bag from the stations then went to sit down. I explore the goodie bag then look at the parade segment that were shown in the magazine inside. There were biscuit, drinks, flag, flag clapper, poncho, battery, magazine n more. Damn idiot. There was no shelter for us and it was so freaking hot. I think Im gonna get burn soon. The show started at 5.49 and we had to say the cheer and shoot the popper. SengKang broke the record of having the most people shooting the popper at the same time. I was filled with the glittery paper and that include my mom, bro and matt. Big bro and Matt talks to each other and keep laughing. Well, I dont much understand all their conversation as some is dont know what Montfort thing. When the parade starts, the Sergeant Major command the Supporting Contigent to come out then the Parade Commandor take over it and command the Guard oh Honours to come out. There were some video that they interviews the contigent people. Jasper was in it but the interview was abit of fast as I can't see clearly but his voice make me very sure it was him and makes me double confirm when I saw his name. Too bad that Ryan wasn't interviewed. The parade was damn cool then the tanks and many other "transports" for those Special Command Unit, Chemicals and etc etc came out. Performance was quite okay then the firework is very nice. SengKang also have the fireworks just at the big field there. The tanks and everything came to SengKang and it was really damn cool and nice. Matt was holding me and I was so happy. I hope that moment lasts forever. After that, the bus drove us back to the CC then we went to eat. After eating, Matt went home himself and the 3 of us went back home also. I thought I tear away the laptop's sticker that belongs to my bro and he got really angry and scolded me. I told him I didn't know that it couldn't be tear off as nobody tell me. He talked loudly to me): I found out the sticker was still on it then I told him and he came over to take it as the sticker is something related to his school so it's important I guess. Well, my mood was spoiled. I accidentally knock off Mom's potato chip then she thought I did that on purpose. She scolded me and that really breaks my heart. I told her it was an accident but she dont seem to trust me. Nobody cares about me anyway. Since these things spoil my mood, I dont feel like talking to anybody but Matt was talking to me. Just because I no mood, he no mood also. So we like got nothing to talk then keep "mm", "yeah" and "orh". I got really fed up as he promise before that he wont keep say "mm", "yeah" and "orh". I told him that "since we got nothing to talk about then dont talk better". He said "fine.." I suddenly like feel so stress out then I actually send something that will make me regret for life.. I actually ask for break up. I shouldn't had sent that to him. He hasn't reply me. I'm crying now. I hope I really dont exist in the world so that I wouldn't cause unhappiness to anybody.
