I think I'm missing someone in my life and that someone isn't the one I wanted. How should I put it in a easier way to say? One person already appear in your life but till the other one comes and capture lots of your attention, you will feel a different feeling from the other call L-O-V-E. I hasn't talk to both of the people for long. I wanted to concentrate on some other thing but I realise I couldn't do it. I start to miss one of them very very much while the other is just desiring. I once experience this feeling before. This feeling is so hard to take it but letting go is harder. What should I do? Just to be clear to myself that I think of another person more than the one I wanted. I really dunno what I should do to let myself feel better again? The only way is to find out the truth and resolve everything and untie the knot of the feeling. Maybe after I've found out the truth, I would like to make use of my chance to do something. 2101'10 to 2501'10
I brought a small plush tortise and a big plush tortise lately and it was really cute. The bigger one even wear a diaper. The smaller one is very soft & comfy while the bigger one is not that soft but yet comfy too. I bought the small one at 21/01 and bought the bigger one at 25/01. I took a picture of it and a picture of a MacDonald Cupid Doraemon. It wasn't mine but belong to someone else.

2601'10 to 2701'10
Before I went home, I had lunch with TJY,LJY and Jocelyn from 3A in school then we head to the bus stop and go TJY house. The scenary there was quite nice then LJY suggested to take photo then we started to take photos of the surrounding while TJY went to change to her PE then go back for her CCA. They both send me to the interchange then TJY went up the bus first while LJY wait for bus 109 with me. The next day, school as usual again. The last period was chemistry then we went to the lab and did experiment. I dont really know what it's call cause it's really boring but I still snap a shot secretly from the teacher. Today after school, went to Montfort with JiaYan then the sickening security guard dont let us in. Say "boy school how can have girl" then the teachers and the guard not female meh? Unless they shemale then got that thing below them la. Since we cannot go in, we went to my house first then go to JiaYan's house then go back montfort to meet Ryan and Matthew them. Got one guy damn super extra go say I'm ryan's girlfriend then like the whole squad go look at me. At last then decide go back Hougang Point with JiaYan then ask ChenYan come down and meet us. From Serangoon walk all the way to Hougang was so tiring especially when my leg is injured. We had our dinner at MacDonald then happily talking about "Hi, My Sweetheart!" then messaging with my friend. Suddenly saw Ashwin then shout at him. His reaction like kena shock hahas. After ChenYan went home then me and JiaYan went to walk walk then go in the Mac again and talk to Ashwin and Saifuddin. The both of them make us laugh like hell liddat. JiaYan even laugh till she sit on the floor and make me laugh till like want puke liddat. JiaYan went home around 9pm then I walk her to the bus stop then went back to MacDonald. Ashwin and Saifuddin start to ask me about the ghost stories in the old holding site then they start to talk about ghost stories also. That makes me feel so creep then I feel so damn cold. Ashwin very kind tat he lend me something to keep me warm but they still continue talking about ghost thingy. When we going home, I feel so scared that when I was in the lift, I keep looking down. I regret hearing these things from their mouth now. Next time when they are going to talk about this topic, I better close my ears. It's past 12 and I'm still awake now. I fall asleep earlier on when I came home after my meal but I did my homework first D: These days keep saw those 2 person then make me need keep turn here turn there. Look at their face then dont know wth I'm thinking. NCO camp is on the March and STC is brought forward to June, I tink so. This year, our school is going to organise the Sec 1 swearing ceremony and we have to organise it with programs. Including the Sec 1s camp, Sec 3s are incharge of it and I hope it'll be fun so at least they can enjoy. Finally it's friday and hope when I go school, I wont be that tired or else I'll fall asleep :X Oya and the locker was like WTH~ I took a long long time to open it up like ****! I guess I have not talk about my school yet. The school is quite big that some people can lost their way hahas. The canteen is nice, the hall are bigger, got locker and etc but what I hate most is different lessons, we need go to different classroom and that is so tiring. I don't really like my class. The class is quite noisy and irritating except some people only. I'm currently watching TV now and the show is about the father hack the daughter's head down just because the daughter doesnt want to give the money to the father. Actually the daughter is doing for his own good too cause the father keep go gamble. I guess I have to go off and try to sleep so I can wake up tomorrow for school.
海派甜心<3 Time passes so fast and it's another new year already. Yesterday my brother went to Suntec to collect his prize from the Asiasoft's lucky draw and he wont a 40inch LCD tv and 250k game cash which was the 2nd prize. I guess this is our New Year's gift hahas. What I think now is to focus on the future and the days coming towards us and not to keep thinking about the past especially the unhappy ones. I'll choose to remember to the happy memories that I had have my family and friends. Especially JiaJia, SiSi, Jiamin, WenWen, ChenYan, Andre, Nicholas and others. Hope 2010 is a new fresh start for everyone. Life would be better with happy starts and happy ends. Remember, you are not alone. You have friends that cares about you. Maybe they were just keeping quiet but they were behind you. They are the friends that you can trust most. I guess when school reopens, all the good friends will be back together again cause during holiday, not many of us meet up during those days. I'm having fun from games lately. My friend; zAraniese AKA CH, has been nagging me to do some blogging cause he got nothing left to read already. So Froggy, I'm here blogging already kays(: So not nagging me already hahas. I'll do my best to start my daily blogging again unless I got nothing to write.
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CHANNEL.W.JIASIN
Currently 17 & turns older every 28 April.
Hougang Primary | Peicai Secondary | Nope, I'm now studying at ITE Central College Bishan.
Ain't those kind of typical pamper-ed girls, no worries :D
Life's short, enjoy and play hard !
You can hate me but dont forget I can also hate you. I treat those who treat me well, doubly well(:

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I think I'm missing someone in my life and that someone isn't the one I wanted. How should I put it in a easier way to say? One person already appear in your life but till the other one comes and capture lots of your attention, you will feel a different feeling from the other call L-O-V-E. I hasn't talk to both of the people for long. I wanted to concentrate on some other thing but I realise I couldn't do it. I start to miss one of them very very much while the other is just desiring. I once experience this feeling before. This feeling is so hard to take it but letting go is harder. What should I do? Just to be clear to myself that I think of another person more than the one I wanted. I really dunno what I should do to let myself feel better again? The only way is to find out the truth and resolve everything and untie the knot of the feeling. Maybe after I've found out the truth, I would like to make use of my chance to do something. 2101'10 to 2501'10
I brought a small plush tortise and a big plush tortise lately and it was really cute. The bigger one even wear a diaper. The smaller one is very soft & comfy while the bigger one is not that soft but yet comfy too. I bought the small one at 21/01 and bought the bigger one at 25/01. I took a picture of it and a picture of a MacDonald Cupid Doraemon. It wasn't mine but belong to someone else.

2601'10 to 2701'10
Before I went home, I had lunch with TJY,LJY and Jocelyn from 3A in school then we head to the bus stop and go TJY house. The scenary there was quite nice then LJY suggested to take photo then we started to take photos of the surrounding while TJY went to change to her PE then go back for her CCA. They both send me to the interchange then TJY went up the bus first while LJY wait for bus 109 with me. The next day, school as usual again. The last period was chemistry then we went to the lab and did experiment. I dont really know what it's call cause it's really boring but I still snap a shot secretly from the teacher. Today after school, went to Montfort with JiaYan then the sickening security guard dont let us in. Say "boy school how can have girl" then the teachers and the guard not female meh? Unless they shemale then got that thing below them la. Since we cannot go in, we went to my house first then go to JiaYan's house then go back montfort to meet Ryan and Matthew them. Got one guy damn super extra go say I'm ryan's girlfriend then like the whole squad go look at me. At last then decide go back Hougang Point with JiaYan then ask ChenYan come down and meet us. From Serangoon walk all the way to Hougang was so tiring especially when my leg is injured. We had our dinner at MacDonald then happily talking about "Hi, My Sweetheart!" then messaging with my friend. Suddenly saw Ashwin then shout at him. His reaction like kena shock hahas. After ChenYan went home then me and JiaYan went to walk walk then go in the Mac again and talk to Ashwin and Saifuddin. The both of them make us laugh like hell liddat. JiaYan even laugh till she sit on the floor and make me laugh till like want puke liddat. JiaYan went home around 9pm then I walk her to the bus stop then went back to MacDonald. Ashwin and Saifuddin start to ask me about the ghost stories in the old holding site then they start to talk about ghost stories also. That makes me feel so creep then I feel so damn cold. Ashwin very kind tat he lend me something to keep me warm but they still continue talking about ghost thingy. When we going home, I feel so scared that when I was in the lift, I keep looking down. I regret hearing these things from their mouth now. Next time when they are going to talk about this topic, I better close my ears. It's past 12 and I'm still awake now. I fall asleep earlier on when I came home after my meal but I did my homework first D: These days keep saw those 2 person then make me need keep turn here turn there. Look at their face then dont know wth I'm thinking. NCO camp is on the March and STC is brought forward to June, I tink so. This year, our school is going to organise the Sec 1 swearing ceremony and we have to organise it with programs. Including the Sec 1s camp, Sec 3s are incharge of it and I hope it'll be fun so at least they can enjoy. Finally it's friday and hope when I go school, I wont be that tired or else I'll fall asleep :X Oya and the locker was like WTH~ I took a long long time to open it up like ****! I guess I have not talk about my school yet. The school is quite big that some people can lost their way hahas. The canteen is nice, the hall are bigger, got locker and etc but what I hate most is different lessons, we need go to different classroom and that is so tiring. I don't really like my class. The class is quite noisy and irritating except some people only. I'm currently watching TV now and the show is about the father hack the daughter's head down just because the daughter doesnt want to give the money to the father. Actually the daughter is doing for his own good too cause the father keep go gamble. I guess I have to go off and try to sleep so I can wake up tomorrow for school.
海派甜心<3 Time passes so fast and it's another new year already. Yesterday my brother went to Suntec to collect his prize from the Asiasoft's lucky draw and he wont a 40inch LCD tv and 250k game cash which was the 2nd prize. I guess this is our New Year's gift hahas. What I think now is to focus on the future and the days coming towards us and not to keep thinking about the past especially the unhappy ones. I'll choose to remember to the happy memories that I had have my family and friends. Especially JiaJia, SiSi, Jiamin, WenWen, ChenYan, Andre, Nicholas and others. Hope 2010 is a new fresh start for everyone. Life would be better with happy starts and happy ends. Remember, you are not alone. You have friends that cares about you. Maybe they were just keeping quiet but they were behind you. They are the friends that you can trust most. I guess when school reopens, all the good friends will be back together again cause during holiday, not many of us meet up during those days. I'm having fun from games lately. My friend; zAraniese AKA CH, has been nagging me to do some blogging cause he got nothing left to read already. So Froggy, I'm here blogging already kays(: So not nagging me already hahas. I'll do my best to start my daily blogging again unless I got nothing to write.
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