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CHANNEL.W.JIASINCurrently 16 & turns older every 28 April. I've been studying in Peicai Secondary even till now. I come to love not finding someone perfect but seeing someone imperfect, perfectly. Im very blur and would make mistake at times. Loving all the people in my life(: |
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2802'12 Daydream-ing
Tuesday, February 28, 2012 How I wish I can be a photography - To take down pictures of all the memories , happy times, sad times and alot more that human are going through. How I wish I can be a artist - To draw out what I really am feeling deep inside my heart. To draw out the specials from the originals. How I wish I can be a counsellor - To be a listening ear and someone who can give people options and lead them back to the right way. How I wish I can be a illusionist - To be able to draw out whatever had happened in my dream. How I wish I can be a angel - To bring happiness to people and be able to see all their smiles. I wish to be these, I know I cant as there's too many. Humans are always so greedy that they want everything for themselves. I'm no different at all. If there's dream, there would be hope. With hope, comes chances. How I wish that there's a place where no worries is, no competition going on, no wars, quarrellings and worries. Living in a peaceful world of my own . How great would that be..  2001'12 The Day
Friday, January 20, 2012 January Post; Only in my heart, no one shall knows .  3012'11 Put down the marking
Friday, December 30, 2011 Have not been blogging for so long already and finally wants to write a post. Too much things to say about it already. Like, chingay has never reach my expectation at all. This is to be honest as the atmosphere really isnt not there yet. Spending so much time to go there and going home so tired everyday. Insomia insomia.. Cant even have a good sleep lately. Suppose to blog about my GCE N Level Results on 19 December. Failed 1 subject and that's Science. Total, I got 20 points and going to Sec 5 or Higher Nitec has to be 19 points. Damn fustrated and devasted. I was having high hopes on getting 19 points at least but in the end get 20points. Cant go Sec 5. Think it's even a bigger blow to my parents. Nothing can be changed also so just work hard now. So the sequence goes like this. English Language Syllabus A Grade 4 Combind Humanities Grade 5 Mathematics Syllabus A Grade 4 Science (Physics, Chemistry) UNGRADED Design And Technology Grade 5 Chinese Grade 2 Chinese (Oral/Aural) Merit 27 Dec, went to Bishan ITE for my course's interview. I choose Retail as my first choice and the interview was going quite smoothly till some remarks on my report book. Like asking me to stay focused and etc. Guys, be good and let the teachers write good remarks on your report book. Even one negative remark is going to affect you. I explained and today finally got my results. I got in to Bishan ITE and with the course, Retail. Quite happy about it cause I didnt expect they would accept me. 2011 is going to mark its end soon and 2012 would be a new beginning for everybody. I will work hard in Nitec, go straight to High Nitec then promote to Polytechnic. So my parents would be happy for me and I believe that I can do it so long I want it.
2311'11 RAIN RAIN GO AWAY
Wednesday, November 23, 2011 It's about a month that I've not updated my blog D: Lately keep rain then make me sleep until like a log till so late then wake up. Not just work is busy for me, I also need go chingay. Every monday must chiong to catch the last bus but always cannot make it. Saturday must wake up very early also cause as a trainer must be earlier than participant. Sometime see the participants wasnt serious about the training, see already also sian. Some of them still not very cooperative to us, very hard to handle them. Oh well ): Previously, I worked at Marks & Spencers but the people at my branch there isn't so friendly and is like abit racism): So, I left that job already. Brother got me a one-day job at Garden by the Bay by Hilton Hotel. Some catering job and as Kitchen Helper. Then got one chef ask me if I want to work then since I havent found a job, I accept it. The people there also not that social but at least got 1-2 will talk to me. Until the third day of work, I cannot take it already. The people there's at there has a very serious attitude problem man. One chef very good one, he know I dont want work at that Kitchen anymore then he transfer me to the other kitchen which everybody treats me very good but is also my last day of work cause I switching to the other counter already. Currently waiting to go down for interview tomorrow :3 HOOOO, get pay then can go shop shop abit ! Lately, also nothing happened so nothing much to write also. Just that few days ago, went to Grandpa house to celebrate his birthday then ate alot too. Cousins talking about flashmob then we play Monoploy Duo also. Dont understand how the game was played also then just anyhow put. After that just cut cake and then go home already. Aunt gave us alot Mango Pudding and other dessert. Gonna get fat again ._.   2210'11 Dont want, Dont care, Dont wish, Just you.
Saturday, October 22, 2011 I dont want anything, I dont care about any others, I dont wish for forgiveness. I just want you, by my side only - If time stops right now, I wish every tears that's been shed, would freeze. Down the road, I can only see you, just you, only you. To my dearest, There's so much that I wish to let you know at times but I dont know why my memories and courage is failing me. That's why sometimes you didnt hear clearly, I didnt repeat cause I can only gather all the courage to just say once, only once. Your hand is the warmest and softest skin I might ever held. I dont wish to let go of it, just want to hold it tight and never ever let go. Actually Im afraid of alot of thing, not like how many people think of me. Scared of losing you, be it any reasons, still going to be miserable for me. Alot times, I tried using other method to communicate with you when I cant bring myself to say. If you pay attention to what I said before, pictures or musics, you will realise that all of them forms up to every thing I want to tell you. At times, I cant do things up to your expectation, I feel so useless and also dont know what I can do to make it up for all the mistakes I did. You always try to teach me things in life, things to do and not to do, helping me to control myself but I always end up throwing tantrum, venting angers and showing attitude to you. Alot of times, I felt so helpless and I cried, lots of tears every day. Ever since that day, I felt like I'm nothing but trouble to you like making you falling apart with your other close ones. I wish you all will reconcile even the price must be parting, I will cause I want all of you to be happy. You've been doing alot of things for me, listening to my complains and trying to help my family. The only things I wish to lasts forever is just the hugs, cause it has alot of warmth. I feel so pampered and protected whenever I'm with you. I wanna be blown away I wanna be swept off my feet I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe I wanna be lost in love I wanna be your dream come true I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you PS I LOVE YOU ;  2809'11 SMILE
Wednesday, September 28, 2011 Been thinking alot lately about many stuffs like personal things and studies. Im really worried that I cant make it to Sec 5 and couldnt continue my future plan. Though this consultation week I can dont go back school, I chose to go back and study real hard especially for my Maths. I aint giving up on my Science though. I went for Physics today and it's like killing me. Still, I cant give up cause I need to go Sec 5. Just realise that I've planned to study Maths and Science but forgot about Geography. Design & Technology will have 4 days of revision before the paper starts. So it's okay that I focus on the others first. Monday and Tuesday went back school to study and taking a break on Wednesday and Thursday but Friday still going back for appointment with teachers. So much things had happened and I really dont know how to adjust my emotions. In the past, no matter what problem it is, I wouldn't be affected but now, Im slightly affected though. Thinking if in the past, I wasnt like this and didnt cause him to change and be like this, how different would everything be? It would definately be better than now. Really wish that time would go back and let him have time to think before he act. Dont wish anything bad would happened. Hope he comes home soon, Im starting to miss you. I want you back here, let you scold me and dote me. I cant change what's already happened but I wish to make amends to what Ive did wrong. Stop talking about him le barh. The other him, whom I love, is there when I needed him though he cant accompany me most of the time, he tries his very best to spend more time with me. Im grateful for what he has done. While he's sleeping, Im writing this post and also, Im falling asleep too. Finish this post and gonna go sleep already. Really tired from everything. Sleeping is the only time when I dont need to think of anything. No matter what happens, Im going to smile and face it bravely. If the world turns its back again against you, I'll stand behind you and turn my back against the world. Nothing gonna bring me down again.  1809'11 Useless me
Sunday, September 18, 2011 Just 2 more days till the day but now, such things happened. Start anew? See if feelings fade after the years? What can I say or what can I do? Nothing cause Im just useless. Too useless to do anything to stop these from happening. Went to look through all the pictures that we had then realise we dont really have much pictures together. At first, I think youre the only one madly in love. Now, I've really become the person who cant leave you, dont wish to leave you. Seriously, what can I say to you? Ignore them and continue our relationship? I dont expect you to defy them and dont wish us to be seperated. Im really heartbroken. Feel very sick now that seems like all illness is here. Like you said "we come so close that only death, can seperate us", I hope Im the one who dies but dont wish to leave you behind also. All your words, you said Im your girl but you aint sharing your burden with me. Pushing all the blames on yourself, suffering yourself, who am I to you then? I can't solve your problem but let me face the problem with you cause I dont wish to be useless anymore. I dont know how to take public transport, do work, buy things, everytime need people help, you're the one always there to teach me. Im grateful for your actions, falling in love with you is totally not a wrong cause it has taught me alot. Lastly, I still want to say that I dont want to leave you no matter what happens.  |
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