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2802'12 Daydream-ing

2012-02-28T00:50:00.003+08:00

How I wish I can be a photography - To take down pictures of all the memories , happy times, sad times and alot more that human are going through.

How I wish I can be a artist - To draw out what I really am feeling deep inside my heart. To draw out the specials from the originals.

How I wish I can be a counsellor - To be a listening ear and someone who can give people options and lead them back to the right way.

How I wish I can be a illusionist - To be able to draw out whatever had happened in my dream.

How I wish I can be a angel - To bring happiness to people and be able to see all their smiles.

I wish to be these, I know I cant as there's too many. Humans are always so greedy that they want everything for themselves. I'm no different at all. If there's dream, there would be hope. With hope, comes chances. How I wish that there's a place where no worries is, no competition going on, no wars, quarrellings and worries. Living in a peaceful world of my own . How great would that be..

2001'12 The Day

2012-01-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

January Post; Only in my heart, no one shall knows .

3012'11 Put down the marking

2011-12-30T10:43:00.002+08:00

Have not been blogging for so long already and finally wants to write a post. Too much things to say about it already. Like, chingay has never reach my expectation at all. This is to be honest as the atmosphere really isnt not there yet. Spending so much time to go there and going home so tired everyday. Insomia insomia.. Cant even have a good sleep lately.

Suppose to blog about my GCE N Level Results on 19 December. Failed 1 subject and that's Science. Total, I got 20 points and going to Sec 5 or Higher Nitec has to be 19 points. Damn fustrated and devasted. I was having high hopes on getting 19 points at least but in the end get 20points. Cant go Sec 5. Think it's even a bigger blow to my parents. Nothing can be changed also so just work hard now. So the sequence goes like this.

English Language Syllabus A            Grade 4
Combind Humanities                         Grade 5
Mathematics Syllabus A                    Grade 4
Science (Physics, Chemistry)            UNGRADED
Design And Technology                    Grade 5
Chinese                                              Grade 2
Chinese (Oral/Aural)                          Merit

27 Dec, went to Bishan ITE for my course's interview. I choose Retail as my first choice and the interview was going quite smoothly till some remarks on my report book. Like asking me to stay focused and etc. Guys, be good and let the teachers write good remarks on your report book. Even one negative remark is going to affect you. I explained and today finally got my results. I got in to Bishan ITE and with the course, Retail. Quite happy about it cause I didnt expect they would accept me.

2011 is going to mark its end soon and 2012 would be a new beginning for everybody. I will work hard in Nitec, go straight to High Nitec then promote to Polytechnic. So my parents would be happy for me and I believe that I can do it so long I want it.

Just do your best to achieve what you want

2311'11 RAIN RAIN GO AWAY

2011-11-23T15:40:00.001+08:00

It's about a month that I've not updated my blog D: Lately keep rain then make me sleep until like a log till so late then wake up. Not just work is busy for me, I also need go chingay. Every monday must chiong to catch the last bus but always cannot make it. Saturday must wake up very early also cause as a trainer must be earlier than participant. Sometime see the participants wasnt serious about the training, see already also sian. Some of them still not very cooperative to us, very hard to handle them. Oh well ): Previously, I worked at Marks & Spencers but the people at my branch there isn't so friendly and is like abit racism): So, I left that job already. Brother got me a one-day job at Garden by the Bay by Hilton Hotel. Some catering job and as Kitchen Helper. Then got one chef ask me if I want to work then since I havent found a job, I accept it. The people there also not that social but at least got 1-2 will talk to me. Until the third day of work, I cannot take it already. The people there's at there has a very serious attitude problem man. One chef very good one, he know I dont want work at that Kitchen anymore then he transfer me to the other kitchen which everybody treats me very good but is also my last day of work cause I switching to the other counter already. Currently waiting to go down for interview tomorrow :3 HOOOO, get pay then can go shop shop abit ! Lately, also nothing happened so nothing much to write also. Just that few days ago, went to Grandpa house to celebrate his birthday then ate alot too. Cousins talking about flashmob then we play Monoploy Duo also. Dont understand how the game was played also then just anyhow put. After that just cut cake and then go home already. Aunt gave us alot Mango Pudding and other dessert. Gonna get fat again ._.

2210'11 Dont want, Dont care, Dont wish, Just you.

2011-10-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

I dont want anything, I dont care about any others, I dont wish for forgiveness. I just want you, by my side only -

If time stops right now, I wish every tears that's been shed, would freeze. Down the road, I can only see you, just you, only you.

To my dearest,

There's so much that I wish to let you know at times but I dont know why my memories and courage is failing me. That's why sometimes you didnt hear clearly, I didnt repeat cause I can only gather all the courage to just say once, only once. Your hand is the warmest and softest skin I might ever held. I dont wish to let go of it, just want to hold it tight and never ever let go. Actually Im afraid of alot of thing, not like how many people think of me. Scared of losing you, be it any reasons, still going to be miserable for me.

Alot times, I tried using other method to communicate with you when I cant bring myself to say. If you pay attention to what I said before, pictures or musics, you will realise that all of them forms up to every thing I want to tell you. At times, I cant do things up to your expectation, I feel so useless and also dont know what I can do to make it up for all the mistakes I did. You always try to teach me things in life, things to do and not to do, helping me to control myself but I always end up throwing tantrum, venting angers and showing attitude to you.

Alot of times, I felt so helpless and I cried, lots of tears every day. Ever since that day, I felt like I'm nothing but trouble to you like making you falling apart with your other close ones. I wish you all will reconcile even the price must be parting, I will cause I want all of you to be happy. You've been doing alot of things for me, listening to my complains and trying to help my family. The only things I wish to lasts forever is just the hugs, cause it has alot of warmth. I feel so pampered and protected whenever I'm with you.

I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you PS I LOVE YOU ;

2809'11 SMILE

2011-09-28T00:45:00.001+08:00

Been thinking alot lately about many stuffs like personal things and studies. Im really worried that I cant make it to Sec 5 and couldnt continue my future plan. Though this consultation week I can dont go back school, I chose to go back and study real hard especially for my Maths. I aint giving up on my Science though. I went for Physics today and it's like killing me. Still, I cant give up cause I need to go Sec 5. Just realise that I've planned to study Maths and Science but forgot about Geography. Design & Technology will have 4 days of revision before the paper starts. So it's okay that I focus on the others first. Monday and Tuesday went back school to study and taking a break on Wednesday and Thursday but Friday still going back for appointment with teachers.

So much things had happened and I really dont know how to adjust my emotions. In the past, no matter what problem it is, I wouldn't be affected but now, Im slightly affected though. Thinking if in the past, I wasnt like this and didnt cause him to change and be like this, how different would everything be? It would definately be better than now. Really wish that time would go back and let him have time to think before he act. Dont wish anything bad would happened. Hope he comes home soon, Im starting to miss you. I want you back here, let you scold me and dote me. I cant change what's already happened but I wish to make amends to what Ive did wrong. Stop talking about him le barh. The other him, whom I love, is there when I needed him though he cant accompany me most of the time, he tries his very best to spend more time with me. Im grateful for what he has done. While he's sleeping, Im writing this post and also, Im falling asleep too. Finish this post and gonna go sleep already. Really tired from everything.

Sleeping is the only time when I dont need to think of anything. No matter what happens, Im going to smile and face it bravely.
If the world turns its back again against you, I'll stand behind you and turn my back against the world.
Nothing gonna bring me down again.

1809'11 Useless me

2011-09-18T19:14:00.002+08:00

Just 2 more days till the day but now, such things happened. Start anew? See if feelings fade after the years? What can I say or what can I do? Nothing cause Im just useless. Too useless to do anything to stop these from happening. Went to look through all the pictures that we had then realise we dont really have much pictures together. At first, I think youre the only one madly in love. Now, I've really become the person who cant leave you, dont wish to leave you. Seriously, what can I say to you? Ignore them and continue our relationship? I dont expect you to defy them and dont wish us to be seperated. Im really heartbroken. Feel very sick now that seems like all illness is here. Like you said "we come so close that only death, can seperate us", I hope Im the one who dies but dont wish to leave you behind also. All your words, you said Im your girl but you aint sharing your burden with me. Pushing all the blames on yourself, suffering yourself, who am I to you then? I can't solve your problem but let me face the problem with you cause I dont wish to be useless anymore. I dont know how to take public transport, do work, buy things, everytime need people help, you're the one always there to teach me. Im grateful for your actions, falling in love with you is totally not a wrong cause it has taught me alot. Lastly, I still want to say that I dont want to leave you no matter what happens.

3008'11 FUN on 280811

2011-08-30T19:38:00.007+08:00

2808'11 , Out with beloved friends.

Meet up with Daddy in the morning, 7.20am then walked to the Bus Stop opposite Bowen to take a bus to AMK Hub. Walked around in the FairPrice Market while waiting for my Valval to come meet us. When she found me, she gave me a BIG HUG and smack me. MingHong wear until so cool then I keep call him HongHong. Daddy was like so EMO that he keep walking behind alone and keeping quiet. Looking at all the cookies, chips, biscuits, crackers and candies, made me so hungry. We went to buy salmon sushi, ham, bread, chips and few drinks so that we can have a mini picnic at barrage later on. After buying the foods, we went to take MRT to Marina Bay then during the journey, the 3 of them keep laughing at me cause I dont know how to take Public Transport! So embarrassing eh!

Walked up to the Barrage then find Kelvin Leong to get our 3 kites and we start writing down our pledge of Go Green. We, the three little imp, sit down and watch Daddy to fly the kite first then we start trying to fly the kites too. Daddy damn fail larh then MingHong try to fly the kites too. MingHong somehow do a better job than Daddy then I start laughing at him. We start to take alot of pictures by Valval's camera and my polariod. I start trying to fly the kite then Daddy was there to help me or else I so xiasuey cause I dont know how to fly a kite at all. We play around 2 hours then cause the sun is so glaring that we went down, get some cold drinks and take pictures at the fountain too. We did jump shots then I wasnt looking at my surrounding then make until my sleeve also wet already. I saw one giant came walking towards me and that is Lee JiaYan. She came with her boyfriend then we went up to the top and start flying kite again. She sit down and keep eating her tidbits then the boyfriend damn pathetic standing there and entertaining himself. Now, it's time for the girls to fly kite and the guys sit down and rest. Valval, Jiayan and me tried to fly the kites so hard that we keep jumping and like swearing at the wind. I ran around the barrage just to get the kite flying then actually ran from one end to the other end of the barrage. The kite was flying high then some people blocke my way then the kite dropped again. I felt pain on my ankle then I looked down and saw a cut on my ankle plus it was swollen. I think the best way to lose weight and have funis to fly kite already because I have to run and felt the sense of achievement when the kite is successfuly at the mid air. We then went off around 2pm and proceed to Marina Square.

MingHong's friend came to join us and Mr Tan Jia Rong came to join us too. JiaYan went with her boyfriend for Job Interview while we go for Bowling at Marina Square. While waiting for our turn, we went to Burger King to have a meal first. Keep snapping pictures then got all the unglam candid pictures! The person then call us and say is our turn soon then we went up and start playing. At first was like so noob larh then it gets better then standard drop again. First round was Valarie win then 2nd round is Daddy win. The bleedy group of people dont know how play then anyhow only. They even throw the ball to the back then keep taking away our ball plus suppose to give way to the bowler on the right what. Think they dont know how read instructions at all then come xiasuey themselves only. Mr Tan J.R went off first cause he say he got dinner to go for. We then went to Muji as Valval want buy pen but in the end there dont have sell the one that she wanted so we went to Suntec City's Fountain of Wealth and take pictures.

Everybody like tired already except me then I drag them to Esplanade, see the arts then sit near the mini pond and start taking pictures again. JiaYan and her boyfriend went off then left Daddy, Valval, MingHong, MH's friend and me still wandering around. We went to eat icecream then somehow I got very high then Giordano's shop got some mascot that writes "HUG ME" then I really went to hug it and they give me sweet but Valval pull me then Daddy snatch away my sweet and they say this is to prevent me going overly high. They's sucha a bunch of evil people); Wanted to go Clarke Quay but in the end we decided to go Dhoby Ghuat and take neoprints then we end up play arcade also. Play like 9 rounds of DDR, 3 rounds of Jubeat and 5rounds of something I forgot :D Already like 9pm then we all "OKAY LA, GO HOME ALREADY! DAMN TIRED". Really enjoyed alot with them and very long never like that already! AWESOMELY HORRIBLY SWEETLY HAPPY <3

2108'11 Love Like This

2011-08-21T14:36:00.009+08:00

Im so sorry, but I'm deleting youhh away from my life! ; delete. ; loading.. ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ 99% ; ERROR! It's impossible to erase youhh, youhh mean so much to me!

Now that you know YOU meant so much to me, what should you do? Haha, just kidding narh. Yesterday was really a wonderful day and I had the most greatest, sweetest, selfless, protecting, noble memory that I've ever had for the past 16years, 3months and 24days. How I wish the time just freeze there and remain how we were back then. Youre funny, cute, mature, huggable and honest. Looks like Im attracted by you already, you big magnet attractor. HAHA, I feel so random and crazy now. We seems to have changed our personality. You become the noisy one and me, the quiet one. Last night talking to you about "Our Song" by Taylor Swift and you was like "Our song? o.o" then cant stop laughing that you are like so blur. Well, there's a song that I would remind me of you and that's "The Man Who Cant Be Moved" by The Script. I dont know why but it would just remind me when this song starts playing. I hope you dont always feel guilty or apologise for certain things. You ask me stop blaming myself, you should also stop blaming yourself cause you're not wrong at all. Love it so much, man! Our Song by Taylor Swift

I was riding shotgun
with my hair undone
in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel
on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says, "Baby is something wrong?"
I say, "Nothing,
I was just thinking
how we don't have a song"
And he says...

Our song is the slamming screen doors,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "Man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong
and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway,
well on my way
to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice
all the roses
And the note that said...

Our song is the slamming screen doors,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "Man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...

'Cause our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
'cause it's late and his mama don't know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date "Man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have."
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song

1608'11 Happy Birthday Mommy ♥

2011-08-16T19:57:00.005+08:00

Today is my most beloved mommy's birthday! So this morning, overslept again larh! Rush to school cause have exam or else I wont bother to go, man. Get down the car then need go parade square liao then walk like so blur blur one. Geography so hard larh especially MAP READING, I was like HELL GOD SAVE ME! Haha, so after the paper, went to Hougang Mall with ChengHan, JiaYan, JiaMin & her boyfriend to eat then they are like so sweet together. Keep thinking of something then JiaYan and JiaMin also give me advices but like no use so I took the long bus route, 325, reflect of everything then think think think. Reached home, Mommy's birthday but she like so sad cause of ._. larh. Took my money, went to Fairprice and shop for Ingredients as cooking dinner for family to celebrate Mommy's birthday. Ivan accompany me go find Onions, Carrots, Potatos and sweetcorns. He even help me choose Promper (If i never forget spelling, it's a fish though) as I dont dare to touch and went toilet. Well, I left him there :P Then I got to pick the prawns myself and I was like OH MY GOD ! After Eugene them come find me, Ivan go off cause he need go out also. We went to find Pork Ribs and eggs then went home to cook already. Boil pork rib first then make the soup with my vegetables. Cooked Chilli Prawn, Steam Fish, Sunny Egg and Vegetable Soup then made the sauce for steam fish myself. It's light soya sauce with rock sugar and water. Im not praising myself but tastes really nice though. All dishes are finished except the soup and everybody is so full! Awhile more then we'll start cutting the cake already. Will post the picture afterwards.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY ♥ MUACKSSS

0908'11 Happy Birthday Singapore!

2011-08-09T19:35:00.003+08:00

Today is Singapore's 46th Birthday! Yesterday the school has held the NDP Celebration and of course, there is a parade like every year. Sec 4s are the GOH and the others as the supporting contigents. The parade was quite a success and everybody tried their best to endure though some of them were sick. The Parade is not just for NDP and is also the POP for the Sec 4s. Well, it's not the official of POP of the NPCC yet but still, we threw our beret as if we've really passed out. After the parade, it's the performance time. Every classes has their own unique way of performing and some even breakdance. During the sing-a-long session, many of us dragged the teachers to the stage and sing. WeiLing and me was like so high that we were singing loudly and going along with the songs. Took polariod pictures with teachers, daddy, weiling, jiayan and francie. Currently watching NDP through TV and blogging. The parade is really awesome with the contigents so coordinated. Especially the GOH and the flag party as they salute with the flag at the exact same timing. The 2nd Parade Commander was a female and it's not so common to see female commanders. Performance was not bad but I can barely spot my school's dance people in it. This year's theme song is nice and touching. The gigantic lights behind the skyscrapers nearly made me thought the sun was rising. So fantastic and nice for this year's National Day Celebration. It's President S R Nathan's last year being a president though. I hope the next president would be as great as him by contributing as much as he did. Happy 46th Birthday, Singapore !

0108'11 That's purely me

2011-08-01T21:30:00.008+08:00

It's the lunar 7th month now though I didnt do wrong stuffs but I'm easily creep out as I seem to hear some noises that shouldnt be around. Lately so much things had happened and really didnt have the mood to do blogging. Wanted to change the blogskin but cant really find a suitable one that totally fits my style. Daddy and Lexus know the most of what's bothering me. They are the capable ones that will make me smile no matter how big the problem is but the smile wont last for long. I can smile now but not for later, tomorrow, in the future. Daddy came meet me then accompany me go play pool. It's one of my method to vent my anger as I could hit something with all my strength; anger improves my hand's strength. That's why, when sometime there's problem, I'll punch the wall, clench my fist to use the nails to poke my skin. Yesterday, I did something that made people that care about me, sad and disappointed. Apparently, I slit my wrist again which I promised alot people that I wouldnt do it again but really couldnt control the urge at all. I'm feeling better now as an unexpected guest message me today. I thought he was angry that I slit my wrist that doesnt want to talk to me. This afternoon, didnt want to talk to anybody till I took a nap, woke up and felt empty at heart again. Biscuit, talk half way then MIA again but is like nothing already. He's always like this but well, that's him being himself. MUGGING like forever in his life and same goes to Daddy. They got something in common, always slogging their life for studies and work. Daddy 24/7 working and working non-stop. How am I going to have a Mommy if he keep himself busy all the time? If he see this post, he'll definitely write "..." or "-.-" then he will have the smile on his face and think why I'm so smart and I'll say because I'm your daughter. Kay, enough of those nonsense. Having a dad like him is so fortunate cause he's always here for me. I know he's busy and I dont want disturb him but well, I think he's one of those rare people that would understand me. There's only one me in this world, im extinct! RANDOM ; I got reddish brown eyeball .

1607'11 F.C.C.Q DAD

2011-07-16T00:53:00.006+08:00

So there is this guy, Mr Tan, in my school as a Chinese Teacher. He only relief my class for one time but everytime I see him, I'll tease him as he went to the rooftop before cause he thought he still at level 3. Until the Fundraising Carnival, he dunk me then thats when I really talk to him and become like friends. Conversation between us, his habit is to always put the DOTDOTDOT in almost every texts he sent. We started having each other's number and texting. Got one time, he going Dhoby Ghaut then I needed to buy Yixin's present so I went with him. Cause I always skip my meals then he force me go eat by taking my phone away from me ._. So was like 9 July or 10 July ? I started calling him Daddy cause he sounds like a father, asking me to eat all day long, take care myself and even finding myself a boyfr to take care me. See this father, so exaggerating in worrying that I got nobody want me then want faster give me away. He's such a weirdo that he likes to take picture of people then 11/07, Monday, after the polishing session with the juniors, MaoJie, Adeline, Enyi, Daddy and me went to NEX to check stuffs then go buy my specs. Daddy and MaoJie was in cahoots to make me then when I wear specs, faster take my picture somemore. Few days ago, dont know what in the earth made Daddy so moodless then I cant do anythinq to cheer him up at all. Im like sucha useless piece of shit, man. Took a picture with him on Wednesday then he look like a GIANT beside me! He said "I look very unglam.... and so much bigger lor.." then I replied "You my dad what. Next time got things on, can use you to hide" and he said thats what Dads are for. Thursday, went to Plaza Sing with Daddy again as he wants to go uh. Went around to look for jeans then in the end went to buy some small little red ball and magic trick stuffs. I reject his request for buying me those screen protecter and handphone cover then he say I make him sad. So sorry but really dont want waste the money. People like me will spoil stuffs very easily! Yesterday morning, he ask me go find him in th morning outside staff room then he gave me a wooden doraemon that seems to be carved from wood ones. I like it alot and thank you daddy! During chemistry lesson, it dropped out from my bag so was like so heartbroken though never break then during recess, I saw daddy then I lie to him say the doraemon break and his reaction was damn big and HUH?! Around 9pm plus, I woke up cause had nightmare then I message daddy and he was like *pats* haha. Though he always disturb me with those J, M, E and even L now, he's sucha Funny, Caring, Cool and Quiet Dad that I've ever had .

♥ Daddy Yong Xian ♥ :D

0307'11 Home-Coming Carnival

2011-07-03T19:03:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was the school's home-coming carnival and I invited Valarie and Jeremy to come attend the carnival.Suppose to meet them 10.50am at NEX then woke up at 10.30am then just faster bathe and prepare myself then Jeremy say he on cab then ask him come and pick me up. First, I went to Sasa to buy my stuff then meet Valarie at POSB Machine. We went to Popular as Valarie wants to buy 10 Years Series for Chemistry then walk to Interchange to buy strings. The string is like 10cents for one then Jeremy take out $50 make me laugh at him. It's not like $10/per strings. I took Jeremy's sunglasses and play again. I look damn lian in that Red Bands Sunglass. When I walk into the school with that sunglass, Mr Tang couldn't recognise me till I take it off! We went to buy the tickets then go support Adeline's thailand restaurant. The juniors see Jeremy so familiar but couldn't say his name or dont recognise him. We drag the montfort cadet, Timothy, follow us cause the juniors need do their restaurant. We went to find Junxian Sir and ask him to change as Im going to dunk him at the dunking machine. $20 to dunk him then Edwin, Jeremy, Guanwei, Zhongu Sir, ShiXian and me paid a total of $120 to dunk him 18 times and he got dunk like 10times plus somemore is by me. Hope he doesnt hates me(: We went around, taking picture, watch performance, talking and looking at people get dunked. After Mr Razali got dunked, "somebody" ask me over and dunk the male VP, Mr Tan, as my aimming was good and I went to him and say "Can I dunk you?" then he ask if I was sure anot. So I said "Very sure!" and he went to change his clothings to get prepared to be dunked. Junxian Sir shout to him and say "Mr Tan, she very on one!" then tell me must really make sure he drop inside. I missed the first 2 tries but managed to hit at the 3rd try. After that, someone else paid and ask me to dunk him again then I was like "man, my life gonna be hell in school". Same as just now, I missed 2 again but succeed in dunking him on the 3rd time. In the end, here comes my karma. Mr Tan paid to dunk me but he missed the first 2 chance and gave MaoJie the 3rd Try and he managed to dunk me. It isnt over yet! He paid again to dunk me for the second time and he managed to hit the target on the 3rd time. As I never bring Towel, he lend me his towel and his jacket. The carnival is really fun and I saw the video of me got dunked is so unglam!

Hope there's still dunking machine for the next carnival!

2006'11 30 Hour Famine Camp

2011-06-20T14:12:00.013+08:00

1706'11 Day 1;
Came back from CLBTC not even 24hours then went for another camp call 30 Hour Famine Camp already! Meet Nicholas at Hougang Interchange, 7.30am then took bus 74 and L.JiaYan come up the bus to meet us. Fall asleep during the trip to Ngee Ann Poly. First step is to get ourself registered then get our "HUNGRY" T-Shirts! Next step, deposit our bag and that stupid Nicholas pangseh us. We had a hard time searching for the Makan Place, man! L.JiaYan went to help me buy food then I ask Amir and his friends to come over and sit with us. The fish tastes salty and the noodle is so hard. It seems uncooked but L.JiaYan still got to eat finish, HAHA! We went to Convention Centre's Hall and waited for the briefing and wait for the Opening Ceremony. Jiayan, Amir and JorYeong was so off then make me cannot high also. All of us are deployed to different groups then we got seperated after that. My Country is Lesotho and the Family name is WELE. I damn worried later all the groupmates are scary then turned out all was quite cheerful but some was quiet. I seem to be the only one making noise :/ So in my group there's someone call Keen Soon, TianPei, Samuel, Justin, Liyi, Sheng Mei, Janah and Cheena. Im not scolding people but her name is really called Cheena! My faci's name was Charmaine and she's 21 years old, if im not wrong! All of them are from JC and Polys then only Justin and me is from Secondary. Samuel was the Head which we said, Father, and Janah is the Vice Head, Mother. TianPei, KeenSoon, Cheena, Alicia, Liyi and me went for Dialogue In The Dark. We are deployed to different groups again then there's a guy next to me call Guan Wei, also from JC but he was once in NPCC but he say he damn fail :P I didnt know the game was total darkness that you cant even see your hand or even nose. It's seriously plain darkness! Im someone that's afraid of dark and I actually have to search for materials in the dark. I was scared to hell, man! The rest of the groupmates went to "work" so they can earn money to buy water, food, education, energy bar and alot alot. That's the game for today. After that, we had group sharing and reflection then "A day in a Child's Life". We read the stories of the kids and we act like them. First story, we need be shoeshine boy/girl then clean each other's shoe. Second, we were all blind folded and used something to cuff our hand. I was brought to one side and other people and we got tied together. The feeling wasnt good at all): A 15-years-old Child Sponser, Nichole Gan, came to give us a talk about why she wants to be a child spnonser and the little girl from Mongolia came to talk to us and sing for us too. 91.3FM was live at Ngee Ann to talk about Famine Camp and even Channel News Asia is talking about it. Today was a fun day and heard that we'll be going to Orchard the next day! Suppose to go through poverty but we slept in aircon room. What a joke? Hahaha! Had a good night sleep in aircon room anyway.

1806'11 Day 2;
Woke up at 6.30am then we all lie on the sleeping bag dont wanna get out! Went to wash face, brush teeth then went to Home Base first to have some briefing then went to Convention Centre again. We did Fish to Infinity at some classroom after briefing then we had to plan for fundraising for the kids then if it's a good idea, they might use it to raise fund for the kids overboard. ROMAS! (Reach Out & Make A Stand!) So we hold a bunch of posters and went to Orchard Road to ask the public members to take picture with us. We looked as if we were going for a riot! Orchard Road seems to be flooded with orange people on that day. At first, everybody was like so shy then dont dare to ask so everything push to Samuel then we start to approach the public. They thought we are going to promote some stuffs then walk away form us. At last, we managed to take lots and lots of pictures and even with a mascot of dog and a group of Europeans Students! After that, we went back to Ngee Ann Poly and had our 3rd Group Sharing and Reflection but ends up playing games. Time to go into the hall and have a closing concert! We had the Cheerleading Group from Ngee Ann, the winner of One Minute of Glory and Jack & Rai! They are so amazing and they make everybody in the hall goes high! You can see people dancing and everybody singing along together! During the count down, WELE scream and shout the loudest man! We proceed to our Home Base then we did the cheer together but was without Charmaine cause she went to take the food for us. After she come back, we did the cheer again and we video it down also! This packet of Nasi Lemak is awesomely nice and this camp is one of the best camp I've ever had and especially with all those awesome people I know in camp. Thanks for the times that you all have gave me!

This blog post is for those people that go through the famine camp with me! YOUROCKS!

1906'11 CLBTC'2011

2011-06-19T14:46:00.010+08:00

1306'11 Day 1;
Guanwei, Tony, Reuyfeng, Jinheng and me is gonna be there to help out the others! Motive to go for the camp is to see how much progress has my Sec 3s made so far. Cycle all the way to Serangoon Central to eat breakfast then help to buy Coffee back for the Sir to drink. After that, went to Serangoon Central again with Tony them cause they want to eat breakfast. We help to buy the lunch back for the Instructors too. Because I got bicycle, I become the coffee delivery girl for the day. First day of camp was really messy as alot of stuffs was undone by the Sec 3s. They take a long time to do their campcraft but still wasn't that good yet. Lunch time, they are like Sec 1s that doesnt seem to be familiar with the mastins and stove. Continued by tent-pitching skills, I took a group to teach them how to tie the tentage. They were easily distracted, not paying attention, no sense of urgency. They think that everything is easy so they slowly do and dont want to ask questions. I got really fed up by those thinking. MaoJie got his asthma attack then was sent to the hospital for the day. Hope he's really gonna be okay. The first day was really disappointment to me. My squadmates and me slept on the Sit Up bench for the day instead. It was so hard to fall asleep, man! I hope the second day would be alot better.

1406'11 Day 2;
Woke up in the morning, 5am plus then wash up, PT time but there's casualties and I stay behind to take care of them as my ankle hasnt really recover yet. Maojie came back for camp even though that we went to Hospital yesterday. Really touch by his enthusiasm for the camp. After breakfast, we had Rifle drills and we help to teach the juniors too. Around 2-3 hours of drills then they had lunch. It was my favourite session after lunch and it was Song Session! I join in and should be having alot of fun but the Sec 3s still dont know how to make the atmosphere to sing. The instructors joined in and made a better atmosphere but time was up then they had to go do their drills again. Whole day was having Drills; Basic, Baton then Rifle. They are like following what we've done last year. Whole day drills but we had longer hours doing drills. After washing up, I saw the some juniors seem to have problems polishing their boots so I went up to them and teach them. All of them damn scared of me that I might steal their rifle but I wont go steal infront of them, of course! Around 2am plus, all of them was sleeping then my squad went up to the ISH and steal their rifles. We went with the total of 3 rounds and stole a total of 14 rifles out of 24 rifles. We had fun stealing their rifles but this is to let them learn a lesson to safe-keep their stuffs. Imagine you lose your rifle when you're in NS. It will be more worst! We decided to sleep on the Safari Bed then it was kinda sticky but since we are lie on it, just sleep then.

1506'11 Day 3;
I woke up then put back the Safari Bed but went to the Bench and fall asleep again, OPPS! I woke up and heard they got scolded for not taking care of their rifles. The juniors was revising on their drills for the upcoming test for them later. Joshua, my other squadmate, came down to see his squad awhile. Tony and Guanwei went to NP room with Joshua to chit chat then I went there to sleep. ARGH! Was really tired that I slept till 12noon, man! They had campcraft test after drills test. I helped to conduct the test so that the others can go take a rest first. It was damn long that 1 person almos take 30mins to 1 hour. I was so bored that while they are doing the lashings, I did jumping jacks, sit up and pumpings but they were still not done when I was done. Kok Leong Sir ask me go run 2.4KM first cause after I run finish, they are still done yet. Test end, they had drills again then they had games. The first game for the whole camp, hahas! Same as last year, on the third night, we would have some great food and this year, we had Pizza and KFC for dinner! Everybody enjoyed themselves with the food. Of course, a little more fun should be added! We had song session again! This time, the atmosphere is really different! Everybody was high and we played Musical Bubbletea also. I see improvements in everybody. We gave them Batons to protect for the night. Im not going be part of the stealing for tonight. I left the work for my squadmates. Slept in ISH with my juniors tonight!

1606'11 Day 4;
I woke up and ask how many batons have they stole and they told me that they got 20batons out of 24. The other 3, the girls put inside their sleeping bag while the other one, the guy put inside his bag. The juniors move their bags to the foyer then was deployed to places to do the area cleaning. This time, they were real fast that they finish the area cleaning less than 1 hour. We had Musical Bread as there's alot of bread left then Alex won a whole pack of bread home! After that, we played Pass It On. They must pass down the message that we say and must have no mistake. The message was "2 MacMuffin, Deluxe Big Breakfast, Coffee, Tea" and alot others. I remember last year during the LMSCourse, the message from the sir was "I want 1 pack of chicken breast rice, another pack of chicken drumstick, add the livers, this pack I want add braised egg". After that, we give out the Cadet Leader T-Shirts to the juniors and debrief them. Lastly, we had alot of photos taken together! I really enjoyed this camp with my Sec 2s and Sec 3s Junior(: I really see improvement in you all; Teamwork, Better Communications, Sense of Urgency, Speak Out more than the previous times when we talk to you all, will just nod or shake your head. Though I was not feeling well with all the sprained ankle and headaches I had, after what I seen you all have done to improve yourself, I feel that it's really worth my time coming and staying over with you all. Let's make the unit a better one than before!

1206'11 Skin & Bones

2011-06-12T00:50:00.012+08:00

It's like damn early in the morning, 2am now. Currently listening to Skin and Bones by Romance on a Rocketship. Remember that day, Hector, Wayne, Davain and Eugene was singing that song together to me. I wish that Asshole was singing that song to me but well, he's in NS now. I wonder how he's doing right now; is he use to the place and everything's well? Trying my very best to let him go now. I should just treat him like a very close friend and a elder brother. Everyday walk around the house will definitely see the Jigsaw Puzzle you gave it to me, it's damn nice! Yesterday was the last day of DNT Lesson and that means today then just start of holiday to me. Yesterday went to lunch with Eugene them then they went to smoke but kena caught by HSA ._. After that, all spend money buy snacks and went to Hector's house and eat. We had Karaoke Session then Davain them damn bad that they bully Hector's brother. 13 June to 16 June going to attend CLBTC then Friday going for Famine Camp till Saturday. MY CAMP WEEK (Y) CoiSeng just message to tell me that he came back Singapore form Thailand already. I hope he didnt forget my soveniur! In the afternoon, watched Kungfu Panda I then the Master say ' Yesterday is History. Tomorrow is Mystery. Today is a Gift. ' There's nothing special about it but what's special is you. Just now was browsing across websites then saw this quote that is very special ' You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly ' Cause in this world, nobody's perfect at all.

I look so weird with my fringe clipped up but I was born this way ♥

♥ ♥

0706'11 Gift Exchanged

2011-06-07T20:32:00.007+08:00

Today woke up late then faster rush to school. Went to the canteen to buy a bottle of water then saw Mr Zack and Mr Din at the canteen chit chatting with the other teachers. I thought the classroom is open then went to DNT room straight but realise it's not open then Junxian and Shili was waiting outside. Did alot stuffs today then even paint and buff my artefact. Zack say help me drill hole then in the end, talking on the phone till 4pm, time to end school. After that, went to NEX to find Yingen. Both of us are hungry but got no enough time to eat. I pass him the present I made and he finally give me the birthday present he owe me! My birthday has past for almost 2 months, till now then give me my present! The present he gave me was like A3 size, so freaking big then hit until people somemore. We walk around NEX then he went to take MRT to Ang Mo Kio then Jurong West. Another 3 more days and he need to go army already. He gonna miss his hair alot alot then! The present is a jigsaw puzzle of Doraemon that's already been framed up! I love it so much, man! Doraemon is my favourite for Extremely Seriously Very long. The present I made for him really takes quite an amount of effort. The book is all about us, the stars represent the wishes I made, the letter is what I want to tell you. I hope he likes it. Probably today is the last day that I get to see him :/ Hope there's still chance. No matter what, just to tell you, ily ♥

1705'11 Carve it on

2011-05-17T16:34:00.005+08:00

It's been 4 days since we last saw each other. I remembered every moment that I've spent with you that day. You just brighten up my day with your silly face. I'll never forget about that day cause it belongs to you and me. Who says Friday, the 13th, will really be so unlucky? It doesn't seems unlucky to me at all. After that, you went to Malaysia till Sunday then came back. During these days, I've been thinking of you and I dont know why, I actually engrave your name on my hand. I still remember on 9 May, you accompanied me to Clarke Quay to buy my Stickys then went to Dhoby Ghaut and watch 'The Roommate'. After that, we went to Orchard and had our dinner there. I enjoy your accompany so much and I feel so happy to be by your side. We took the MRT back to Serangoon and waited for bus 109 to come. I was so tired and you lent me your shoulders to lean on and rest. I told you that nobody's home and you actually dont mind chatting with me under some void deck. We had a bet and both of us lost, right? It's the second time you've send me home and this time is really different. I left my Stickys in your bag and you came back to pass it to me. The bet was so addictive that we did it again. Whole night thinking about it and kept me happy. The poison mark is almost gone. Yesterday was supposed to meet but you were so tired that you slept till 4.30pm then woke up. Since you were so tired, I didnt ask you to meet anymore. So everything just become a disappointment again. Not free for this week anymore again, right? It's okay then since Im not important to you anyways. So long you still treat me as your friend, it's okay.

I'll hold yesterday; where beautiful memories are created.

0705'11 Hold On

2011-05-07T16:52:00.007+08:00

Before breakup till after breakup, nothing but nonsense.Yesterday when I receive his message, I just feel so happy but say dont know how to clarify to me. Do you remember, you promised not to club or else I'll drink and get drunk? After thinking, who am I to you? Knowing the truth is better than you lie to me. Heart so pain right now! I know you for almost 2 months and it just feels so differently. I cant 100% let go of my past but I can only make sure the past is just at the corner of my life. Matthew, I admit here, I still do have feelings for you cause I know, no matter how much time passes, there will still at least be 1% of feelings that is loving you. Bendan, I hope you are reading this post. No matter you playboy or what, you have already become part of my life, my memory. Understand, lazy horse? We only got around 5months to actually talk and hang out. In fact, less than 5 months. I want to treasure every minute, every second that I could talk with you. So dumb, stupid and retarded right? If you saw this post, you would definitely say me silly again(: Let's just stay happy cause there isnt much time to create happy moments. Thanks to people like T.JiaYan, Eugene, Douglas, Daryl, Darryl & others always try to make me happy. Always my best buddies, you guys!

0105'11 Birthday Chalet

2011-05-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday woke up early then message with Kenny then get changed and pack up, get ready to go for chalet. We went to block 644 to get our Satay and Otah before we proceed to the chalet. Kenny and Fenglong help to buy brush for applying the butter. Dad drive to White Sands to pick them up then went to Holiday Flats. So much thing to take and somemore it's at 3rd floor. Thank goodness, there is Kenny and Fenglong to help us bring the things up to the room. We put everything into the fridge and place the red wine properly. Fathur and Joel somehow lost their way but eventually, they found the chalet. Cause prelims are next week then alot people like Ryan, Patrick, Braxton, Yixin and others cannot make it. Jiamin and Liting also come for my chalet then we had fun but Jiamin keep complaining that she is very HUNGRY! After the caterings are done, Jiamin went to take the food and eat. Grandparents from both parents' side came and also, my uncle, aunts and my cousin. We talk and eat together then went down to the BBQ pit to help Fenglong, Kenny, Joel and Fathur cause they went down to help BBQ the food. Gordon and Weixiang also come to attend my chalet then they like sotong that they said this to me in the phone "You count to 10 now" then after I count finish, they say "You can see us at the door now" then I tell them "I not at the room larh! I at downstairs BBQ" then I meet them below the chalet and bring them to the BBQ Pit. We call Jason together then disturb him together. Eugene and Douglas also came over then help me buy Henieken also. Fathur, Douglas, Gordon and Weixiang went to one side then smoke together somemore. I didnt know Gordon and Weixiang would smoke and neither do I know that they are such a hardcore smoker. While I was bathing, Mr Lin suddenly come and caught me by surprise cause he didnt even call and say that he couldnt find the place at all. Around 10pm, we start to cut the cake though 2nd bro havent reach yet cause he keep can't get cab. Rytha smash a piece of cake on my brother and I revenge for my brother that I took a piece of cake and smash her back into her face! We were playing all the TRUTH and DARE then when the adults went home, I was prepared to sleep then wake up at 2.30am to go strolling at the beach. Jiamin and Liting was so hyper that they keep laughing and shouting then Gordon, Weixiang, Fathur and me went to the beach to calm our mind down. Around 2am, Jiamin call me then say they want to go out then cause the key is with us, we need to go back. After they left the unit, I quickly go inside the room and try to sleep. Cause my neck very stiff then I cant fall asleep so I ask Gordon to let me lie on his hand and sleep then I really fall asleep till Kenny them come back then woke me up. Feeling hungry then eat abit of noodle then sleep awhile till 6.30am then wake everybody up to go watch sunrise together. It was so cloudy that we couldnt get to see the beautiful sunrise at all but we still enjoy. I sprained my ankle then Kenny piggyback me to the chalet then went play awhile L4D then need to wake Fenglong and Fathur up at 8.30am but in the end, they dont want wake up then I decided to go sleep. Cause not much space then I cant fall asleep. Around 9.20am, I saw Kenny woke up and went to the living room to study then I ask him if I could lie on his leg and sleep then he say okay. Sleep till 10.40am then woke up and everybody went to bus stop and take a bus to White Sands to eat breakfast while Gordon and Weixiang go back home. After eating, we go up to the arcade and play DDR plus Jubeat! It's been so long since I play DDR already then play until keep sweat all over the body then go back chalet to help pack up everything. It's like area cleaning but the only difference is, there's no sir or mam to be there to scold us. Reached home around 5pm then now chiong blogging all the way. Chalet is so fun though some people cant make it but still, it's enjoyable(:

2904'11 Snowcity Trip

2011-05-01T23:21:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 6.15am today then brought track pants to school and pass to Jiayan. Dont know why but feel that school is longer than usual. It was raining when school was about to end then I still got to rush home to change then come back school for the trip to Snowcity. Darryl help me buy bandage so I could bandage my wrist to prevent the snow from infecting my wound. Stupid bus come so slow then when I reach below my house, Darryl already below my house then he waited below for me while I go up my house and wear my jeans cause when I was on my way back home, Jiayan called and told me that she will be wearing jeans instead of track pants. Darryl help me bandage my wrist then walk me to bus stop then he went off to go Harmony Park to find Hector and the others already. Time to be in school was 1.45pm but I reach around 2pm with T.JiaYan and L.JiaYan. While on the way to snowcity, we took alot pictures in the bus and eat some tidbits. After we reached, we went to find a jacket that has our size and it took alot of our time to find one. We rent one locker together then we went to get our boots and wear it. All Prepared to go in! It was cold but extremely good. L.JiaYan and me went to take the tyre and go up till the top and slide down with Mr Tang! She was screaming and super exciting! After the first round, we went out to warm up ourselves then we went in to play again! I slide with a total of 5 times and we went up to 2nd floor to make ice cream! Fun and enjoying enough! While on the way back to school, we spam taking pictures again! HAHAHAS! Snowcity trip is so fun and im loving it! Hope to come back again soon!

2804'11 16YEARS of my LIFE

2011-05-01T21:29:00.002+08:00

Today was so happy then stayed up till 12am to see who message me first then it was Douglas, followed by Fenglong then Chengchun! So many messages then kena spam like hell. T.JiaYan, Yixin, Shaun, Joshua, Braxton Twinneh, Lester & Yingen DADDY send Happy Birthday too! Not suppose to call him daddy cause he dont like hahaha! First person to wish me on Facebook was Weijia Xiaojia, Jason Sayhi then third was Vanessa Francesca Low. Lastly, my favourite god brother, Kenny! Wake up at 6.20am then went to school to find JiaJia and SiSi as they call me to go school early. They bought a mini chocolate cake for me! Well, what a good birthday cause I was having cough, sore throat, headache and flu. Nicholas came over to pass me his present to me then when I go up to the hall, T.JiaYan and Yixin also handed their present to me(: Thanks alot to you guys, schoolmates lovers! After school, went to remedial till 4pm plus then Darryl came to fetch me from school then meet Eugene while on the way to NEX. Darryl bought a pink rose, blue rose and a purple rose for me. Eugene and Darryl start to somehow have a little argument cause I told them before that nobody has given me flower before then both of them want to be the first to give me. After that, went to KFC find Kenny and Nicholas awhile then we went up to have Pastamania while Kenny and Nicholas study. We were spamming pictures here and there then finally, Eugene get to take a picture with me together. We went down to meet Kenny since Nicholas have to go off already and we walk Darryl off then meet Douglas and let him have his dinner at subway. Eugene seretly went up to buy 3 blue roses for me then im very happy of course. Kenny, Eugene and Douglas send me back home then sing Birthday Song to me. Thanks for making my day, guys(:

1604'11 100FACTSaboutme

2011-04-16T20:20:00.008+08:00

1. I'm an addict of Doraemon .
2. I hate people that's always late for outing .
3. I hate people who interrupt other's conversation .
4. I hate people that doesnt know the truth and start accusing .
5. I used to think death would solve everything .
6. I love all my friends .
7. I hate people that judge people without knowing them inside out .
8. I think guys that plays music is damn attractive .
9. I love blue to the max .
10. I never use violence to solve my problem .
11. I'm as lazy as a pig .
12. I have short term memory .
13. I dont have curfew .
14. I dont like to wear dress & skirt .
15. I'm super friendly to people .
16. I'm dumb .
17. I daydream at least 3times a week .
18. I dont smoke .
19. I try not to get money from my parents to satisfy my outing with friends .
20. I'm okay with durians .
21. I hate people who keeps repeating their words .
22. I dont behave like normal human beings .
23. I bastard my close friends .
24. I like to message than talking over the phone .
25. I enjoy horror films .
26. I dont know how to swim .
27. I hardly eat sweet stuffs & tidbits .
28. I hate rich brats that are arrogant .
29. I go on diet at least once a month .
30. I hate people who break their promises .
31. I love catch toy machine but I dont keep them .
32. I sleep with my soft toys .
33. I only sing to my best friends .
34. My Best of th Best friend comes from my Primary School .
35. I hate people who complains about their life when it's good .
36. I love listening to musics .
37. I come from a poor family .
38. I had two brothers that is good in drawing .
39. I used to play basketball & volleyball .
40. I fracture both my hand before .
41. I attitude when people piss me off .
42. I hate people who dont dare to admit their mistake .
43. I hate those who think everything should be theirs .
44. I love people that respect other's decision .
45. I slit my wrist when time is not right for me .
46. I like to do DIY stuffs .
47. I love hugs .
48. I suck in doing NAPFA .
49. I'm easily distracted even I seem 111% focused .
50. I cant play billard & bowling well but I can do miracle shots .
51. I'm a freethinker .
52. I hate people who act big but beg like a dog .
53. I can spend money like water .
54. I learnt hairstyling and DeeJay before .
55. I've climbed Mount. Kinabalu once .
56. I trust people easily for the first 3 times .
57. I did malay dance when in Kindergarden .
58. I love to go for camp .
59. I hate packing for camp .
60. I get cold easily even temperature was like 25degree.
61. People who snatch my things will end up quarrelling with me .
62. I hate backstabbers .
63. I enjoy my life by leading it my way .
64. People dont give me sweet stuffs cause I will be damn hyper .
65. My mom and me behaves like friends .
66. Relationships are allowed in my family .
67. I'm slow-witted & blur .
68. I had open fire using a real .22 revolver before .
69. I always forget where I've placed my stuffs .
70. I'm very clumsy .
71. I believe that angels exists .
72. I'm afraid of darkness .
73. I like attending jamming session .
74. I dont know how to take bus by myself .
75. I'm do households .
76. I spend at least 20mins to sleep in school .
77. I love money but I'm not money face .
78. I fucking hate people make up stories to make things worse .
79. I always have lots of time to sleep after finishing the exam paper .
80. Bitches and Jerks should never be in my life .
81. I enjoy the times being with my squad .
82. I think schools are killing the earth by wasting so much paper everyday .
83. I'm very violent that I just slightly move my hand can make my friends run .
84. People who tries to fight before sitting down and talk are like retards .
85. I hate lizards, crockroaches, rats and spiders .
86. I made my turtle short-lived . (IT WASNT ON PURPOSE)
87. I was never a camwhore .
88. I used to have 4 hamsters .
89. I've never played paintball in my life .
90. I have at least 5cards in my wallet .
91. My maturity are different when I'm with different people .
92. I enjoy being loved than to love .
93. My teacher always scold me before knowing the truth .
94. I tell my mom at least 30% of my problems .
95. I always get bully by my brothers .
96. My goal in life used to be a police .
97. I've not work in my life, not even once yet .
98. People who complain about their friends but still stand side by side to them are the best .
99. I used to think that Doraemon exists in the world . (DUMB)
100. I dont know how to cook .

LIKE FINALLY I COMPLETED?! HAHAS (:

0804'11 BADBYE than GOODBYE

2011-04-08T16:16:00.002+08:00

Feeling really really very low as last night broke up with Matthew, a guy I spend for more than a year. Kinda regret but when the thought of helping him to focus on studies, just help to calm me down. I might not know what he thinks but I still feel strongly for him. It wont be so easy to actually totally let go of someone that you love so much. Gonna' take a long time but time heals everything. Kevin and Chengchun scared that I will do silly things then keep reminding me. I'll be happy so long he's happy though Im not going be the one making him giggle, smile and laugh again. There's a sharp pain in my body, on my heart. Still regretting deep inside my heart but COME ON CHANNEL, DO IT FOR HIS FUTURE! Get over me soon and I'll do my very best to put it down. Thanks for all the sweet memories that you've given to me. FRIENDS, do your best to help heal us yeah(: I'll live my life with smiles everyday. Peeps, dont worry that I'll definitely not do stupid things! People ask me that "have you thought it might be a wrong decision?" and well I said "It's just lyk you dont know whether it's right or wrong to be in a relationship. You'll only know after doing so and thats the same as breaking up". People change, feelings fade and one day, we'll be like before again, as a friend. Lastly, I just want to say that I might complain but never regret loving you at all. Back to the time of being single -

0604'11 THE SHOW GOES ON

2011-04-06T19:44:00.002+08:00

Today school end at 1.30pm then yesterday message with Kelmody then he promise to pass me the songs I want. DAMN ADDICTED to the song call THE SHOW GOES ON by Lupe Fiasco thanks to KELMODY larh cause I heard this song in his iPad. He say today send me home then wait for me to finish loading the song then he go off already then he actually finish lesson at 2.30pm then I waited for like 1hour for him. Aiya! What's 1hour to me? LOLOL! He like some idiot carrying his violin in the big case around. Went to take 109 then help him to tie the band onto his hand. I remember he actually told his Sec 1s that Im his sister when I went to borrow his iPad and all the girls was like "WALAO" and STARE AT ME :/ Walk around the whole point just to find the UOB atm then he say he was running late then faster bring him to bus stop take 159. Actually got something to tell him but didnt hahahas(: Cant find any USB that fit the harddisk of his then when Big Bro came home, i ask if he has it then thank goodness, he does have it then I transfer all the songs to my lappy. Big Bro bought a green ipod shuffle for me as an early birthday present ♥ ILY BRO ^-^ Later Kelmody driving to my house to take back his Jacket and Harddisk. He's going to Taiwan tomorrow morning. Nobody gonna be there to ask me be more FEMININE anymore and cant scold ASSHOLE liao. ENJOY YOUR TRIP THEN(:

3103'11 Yesterday was YINGEN's DAY

2011-03-31T16:04:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was Yingen's birthday. So th prev day before his birthday, Yixin and me decided to buy a birthday cake and card for him. Bought the Chocolate Mint cake from Point then went home to put in the fridge. My friend came over my house to get me dye his hair. The colour he bought was DARK CHOCOLATE but the result after dying the hair was GREEN. MIRACLE! After that, I painted my eggshell silver and drew a face on it with the name "Yingen" on the bottom. The next day, I went to school and took the sand from Yingen to fill up the egg so that it would balance properly. After that, i put masking tape to seal up the hole and use a grey marker to make the masking tape not so obvious to spot. We were all trying to light up the candles but keep cant then I stood up and went to off the fan of the whole canteen LOL. After that, the fan was switched on again. Stupid Yingen forgot to bring his iPad let me play. Went to class then was like kinda crazy that Yixin, JiaYan, Gin & me start spamming taking pictures of ourselves. After school went to find Yingen to take picture of the birthday card that Yixin make. I ask Nicholas to take picture with Yingen together then the both of them behave like some kids, RETARDS. Yingen walk me to the bus stop then went off after my bus arrive. Around 5pm, Matthew came over to my house and pei me. He forgot to top up his ezlink card then he walk all the way from his school to my house just to see me. He admit that monday he like angry is really cause I ask him to go home instead of meeting me. HEHS SO HAPPY TODAY(:

0203'11 SCHFUN

2011-03-02T21:45:00.008+08:00

Today wake up 6.20am then tried to wake Mom up to go for breakfast but she couldnt get up cause she's too tired. Went to school hoping to eat the fried noodle but the store isnt opened. Only bought a drink then went to listen music and rest. School start at 7.50am today then the first two lesson is Mdm Yusma's Social Studies. Something pissed me off today. Well, to avoid conflict, I shouldnt write in my blog anyway. ILOVEPEACE (Y) Third lesson was Chemistry . Was getting kind of sleepy but didnt sleep at all. Tried to do the Deyi's paper then realise that there's so many question that I didnt know how to do! Recess, sit with Latith them today and eat the Malay Mix Rice. CE period, Ms Yap use it to teach Chemistry again. SHE'S ALWAYS LIKE THIS! English, did some filing and corrections for the work. After that was Chinese. Mr Lin went for meeting then ask some teacher to relief and do some comprehension work. I actually didnt fall asleep for the whole day in school! That explains why Im so freaking tired now. Justin was so funny that he brought a roll of toliet paper to school and there's a US Money picture printed on it. It's just like those rich people use money notes to wipe their butt. HAHAHAS. Mr Bruce give me 3 chocolate then I ate one and gave them to Ms Lee & Fuxiang each. Mom cooked Curry Chicken today & Matthew came to my house and pei me eat. Then, he went back school for the 'Parents Teacher Meeting'. Tomorrow gonna be so tiring plus there's training somemore. Got to study hard for next week's COMMON TEST!

0103'11 MANIA&ICECREAM

2011-03-01T18:24:00.005+08:00

Today woke up 6pm, bath then too lazy to tie up my hair then just went to school. Was so tired this morning! First lesson, Mother Tongue, we did some compo writing then finish already. 2nd lesson was PE, I didnt play any games cause I was busy copying the notes from Yixin's notebook. Mr Seow keep call us play but ignored him. Next was Ms Yap's Chemistry lesson then didnt listen at all cause I was still copying the notes as I dont want to waste time cause I cant bring home Yixin's notebook to copy. Recess then D&T lesson, today we had theory instead of doing coursework cause next week is Common Test already. Copy down the D&T notes that Mr Zaidi told us then done copying all the notes already also. Physics was like so boring then MingCheng is like so bad lah. He ask me to send break up to Matthew then lend me his ipad. Of course, I didnt do it. Who would, anyway? I went for English remedial with Yixin & Gin but left earlier but I was drawing at the white board instead of anythinq also. Meet Joshua & Chengchun on the bus then we went to eat Pastamania & proceed to buy icecream from 'LIFE IS HARD. ENJOY SOFT!' I bought the BlackForest flavour as it puts there 'Lovers Favourite' hahaha. Everything was nice except the almond cause I dont like almond. The spongecake at the bottom of the ice cream mixes well with it and tastes heavenly! We went to Plaza to see if there's the type of file I would want to buy. Well, there isn't. So, I went to Serangoon Stadium to meet Matthew as today was the day they test for qualification of people to take part in sports day. After that, Matthew send me home and then went home getting ready to have tuition at home. Tired & the ulcer is making my life worse!

2802'11 YTD&TODAY

2011-02-28T20:45:00.005+08:00

2702'11 OUT.WE.GO
Yesterday went to Kovan to meet Matthew after his mass at the MacDonald to have our lunch. After eating, we went to take train City Hall and went to Peninsula to walk around. Matt bought a A7X shirt which is like his favourite band. We continue walk around then we saw a Doraemon Guitar! It's so damn cute! We then proceed to Clarke Quay and went to buy Sticky. I bought Love Heart, Mango Rock & Mango Pudding! IM A PURE MANGO LOVER! Wanted to go Matthew's Dad Office but afraid that we dont have enough time as he have tuition at 8pm. We went to take train to Hougang Mall and walk around. Dont know what to buy at all. Getting tired as woke up early in the morning. Matthew send me home & slept for a moment. After he went home, I went to play bowling with Randell, Braxton & his brother. They damn CHEEEEEE..KEN! Take my phone see then run inside the toliet.. When I was about to swing th ball out, I dropped it sia! So embarassing then when one auntie beside me also drop, I told Randell them "Well, im not th only one :P" hahaha. After that, went to eat then went home already.

2802'11 SLEEPYPIG`
Today dont know why so sleepy. Fall asleep in Mdm Yusma's lesson. Mr Seow lesson is so boring then recess I get to eat Lontong like after a hell week. Cos` of my piercing then cant eat. UA at Ms Yap lesson then just listen to MP3 and rest. After school, went to Mdm Yusma's Remedial then went to Mr Seow's Remedial also. Ended school like 3pm then went to take bus 53 to Matthew's house. He's studying and Im using his laptop to play. After that, fall asleep at his house and woke up around 6pm then went to buy Mash Potato & Potato Chips to eat while on th way home. Im still freaking sleepy and Im gonna sleep soon for tonight, I guess.

0902'11 1 Year Anniversary

2011-02-09T21:39:00.003+08:00

Today is the 1 Year Anniversary between Matthew and me . We've been waiting for this day to come for so long . This morning was late for school cos the bus came so late at 7.46am . GOD ! Today lost my Doraemi in school then abit sad sad . Stupid people keep cut the queue then make me wait for so long then can buy my food . Went to office to take the stupid insurance form then went back to class for Chemistry . Ms Yap wrote on my test paper ; "Away from class without permission". WTH ! Took a picture then mobile upload to facebook . School ended then went to bus stop with Yixin . Mama cooked some soup and steam rice for dinner . 2nd Bro even fry chilli prawn and it tastes damn nice ! Matthew came over to eat with me . He's so addicted to the chilli prawn's sauce . 2nd Bro went out to learn driving then Matthew was using the computer watching some video from facebook . He's so funny when I tickle him at the spot of his ribcage . We took a picture together then after awhile , Dad came to fetch us go to Grandpa's house and before that , he send Matthew back home first . So he dont have to walk back at all . Today didnt do much though it's our Anniversary cos both of us ended school so late . We've decided to celebrate on this coming Sunday after the jamming with Randell them . Thus , Valentine's Day is coming too and we can celebrate both together(: Friday, Saturday gonna have Chingay! Gotta have fun for this whole week♥

0202'11 Swollen Wrist

2011-02-02T12:21:00.003+08:00

Yesterday play volleyball with T.JiaYan during PE then play until whole hand red and the wrist plus the thumb's joint bone got bruise blueblack. We went to the canteen hoping to get some ice cause my wrist there is swollen. Canteen dont even have ice, WTH. Then went to the office also dont have even cream also dont have. Mrs MC tell me to call my mom cause it might be a fractured cos it looks like the bone move out. I only told my mom that my hand injured then hang up already. After D&T then the pain like somehow getting worse and good each time. Went to find Mrs MC then she say suspect fractured, must really go take X-Ray and see already. She cannot anyhow rub my hand cos it might get worse. Then before that during recess, JiaYan grab my hand and squeeze cos she forgot. After school, Dad and Mom came to school and drive me to Khoo Teck Puat Hospital at Yishun. Went to take X-Ray of my hand then the doctor say it's not fractured but swollen. Take medicine and cream for my hand then go already. Matthew know my hand injured then wanted to come to Hospital and find me but then already finish visiting the doctor so I told him no need come already. My mom prank call JiaYan and scare her about my injury then she really shocked. I took over the phone then tell her that my mom disturb her only. Eat Subway at the hospital then after reach home, eat medicine and apply the cream on my hand already. Think next time cant play sports like this anymore. AWW);

0901'11 LOST&FOUND

2011-01-09T18:26:00.003+08:00

Today I found my old notebook and found many things. One of the page is about a day on 24 Feb 10. I shall post it out(: Ohya and something I wrote.

Today, 24 Feb 2010, I suddenly had a feeling of afraid to lose Matthew. Is it because the feeling of love is growing and that's why I am afraid of losing him? Vomitted during NPAP training but didnt report sick and continue doing training till dismissal. Suddenly, I had another thinking of quitting NPAP but I change my thinking eventually. Hope nobody would tell Matthew that I vomitted today. I think he will be very worried for me. After NPAP, went to meet Matthew as he is going to train with his friends again. Am I loving him 100% or I dont seem to trust him? Everytime, I thought of the past that Amir betray me because of other girl, Im afraid that the history would repeat itself and I reject my suitors. Matthew is different so I feel that I could trust him very much but Im still afraid that history would repeat. What would happen to me if one day, Matthew did something like this? We havent really got steady yet so he can still change his heart anythinq or anytime. If I could wish upon a star, I would wish that me and Matthew would be together forever and ever. I simply just love him too much. Im really afraid of losing my love one. I would do anythinq for him. There's nobody else in my life could make me feel like this anymore except him.

Love is not simply a word for writing
It's a type of word for expressing
Writing on paper when the word could be erased
Craving on stone when the stone would break
The best way to epress your feelings is to
say 'I LOVE YOU' face to face
Though it might be difficult, but you have proven
that you love him/her very much
Forgive the mistake, Forget the past
Remember the future ahead of us

Just hope that everything goes smoothly
Though there's no smooth sailing in life
Dont trust 100% in eternity
It would led you to minute of HAPPINESS
But eternity of MISERY and PREASURE
Be yourself Be truthful

If you cant accept me at my worst;
You dont deserve me at my best

1912'10 Trip at KL

2010-12-19T16:54:00.002+08:00

1912'10 Day 3 Leaving KL;

Woke up at 8am in the morning then wake Mummy up and wake Papa and Brothers at 8.30am. After wash up, we went to the hotel's restaurant for breakfast. Fag that the food has only a small variety. Plus it wasnt that very nice too :X Mama say when she go take the bread and go toast it, got one indian man at behind see the bread okay already then faster take. Then Mama need to take another bread and toast it again. She say the indian man not just take one but two or three. Like never eat bread before lol. After breakfast, Mama and Brothers went back to the room for bathing and pack up while Papa and me stay at the lobby use internet. We check out at around 11am then we start our journey to go back Singapore. When we reach Johor Bahru, we stop at some place to have our lunch. Before we stop at the place, I saw a dog sitting at the road and scratching itself. The dog not afraid that the car will hit him luh hahahaha. The Wanton Noodle, Hokkien Mee & Char Kway Teow was very nice and it cost not more than RM5 but at least of RM3.50 only. It's only around S$1plus and it's so nice. It's very worth eating especially the Wanton Noodle. After that, we went to Malaysia's Custom then *CHOP CHOP* and continue drive to Singapore's Custom then again *CHOP CHOP* and check the car's boot. Check finish then faster drive home and rest already. We reach home when it's almost 4pm then we need unpack everything. Unpack finish already then here I am, updating my blog(: So tired. Gotta get some rest!

1912'10 Trip at KL

2010-12-19T10:42:00.005+08:00

1812'10 Day 2 at KL;

Gosh! Last night was hungry and share a plate of Fish&Chips plus Salad with Mama. Brothers eat Nasi Goreng and Chicken Chop. The food is special and nice hahahaa. After that, we went back to sleep till morning. Dad wake us up then everybody wash up and go eat and do some shopping. When the hotel just left, the tyre was flat then no choice need to change the tyre. Brothers help dad then after they change already, we went to the nearest car repair shop to tighten the screw of the wheel to the car then buy another spare tyre. While waiting, we went to the nearest cafe call 'Drich'. There got Wi-Fi and that's how I could update my blog and play facebook. The people check tyre so slow then we need to stay at the cafe for so long. Later people thought why we keep sit there then thought we only use facebook nia. After the car is done, we went to Sunway Lagoon's Pyramid Shopping Mall. OUCH! The escalator make until my leg's skin peel. The shopping mall is big but nothing much to buy at all. I only bought a dress and Big Brother bought 3 shirt or 4. Then nothing already. The clothing there very different from what we wear. We eat abit at a Porridge Noodle shop then we went to IOI mall and walk around. Mama bought a sandal for herself and it's comfortable as it has cushion on it. The shopping mall nothing to walk liddat then we went to have steamboat as dinner. There were crab, prawn, vegetable, fishball, noodle, bee hoon, eggs, quail eggs & many many more. After dinner, we went back to hotel then go rest already cause everybody is very tired. During midnight, we were hungry again and called for Room Service again hahaha. Mama eat Nasi Goreng, Big Brother eat Yang Chow Fried Rice and I eat Mee Goreng. When we were falling asleep after eating, 2nd brother suddenly wake up and say he's hungry then no choice call Room Service again and he ate Nasi Goreng also. Sleeping is always the best :D

1812'10 Trip at KL

2010-12-18T11:21:00.002+08:00

1712'10 Day 1 to KL;

Today woke up at 10am then get changed and pack the last few items into my baggy(: Dad drove us to KL from Hougang. The whole trip takes around 4-6 hours. Imagine how tiring is that! My butt hurts :P But during the trip, of course we got stop and went to have our lunch. We had the Curry Fish Head and it was kinda famous too then the uncle like think we are staying there for good then tell us when they are open and close. Hahahaa.. We even went to Melaka cause i was raining at first so we think we could just stay at Melaka first. The place like so quiet 'wu lu' then cant find any hotel at all. When we found the Hotel, it got no rooms. Oh my holy why fool me! So need to travel to KL luh. From Malaysia's custom to KL is 314KM then still need go find hotel all these.
Total I think add up become 350KM. I've not add the distance from Hougang to Singapore Custom. We book in the hotel around 6pm then we unpack some stuffs
then we went to have our dinner. Dont know where did Dad drive to but were out of KL. We went to have BBQ Crab and it was very famous at there. At first,
we couldn't find our way so we need to ask people around. The crab was really delicious and it seems to have some special sauce on it. We reach there around
8pm liddat then we finish eating around 9.30pm. After that, straight go back to KL to rest cause everybody's tired. There were alot of tourists waiting for
the lift so I went to the Lobby's Toliet. When Im done and was going to wash my hand, there was a bangala uncle standing infront of me! I was so shock then
I say "Ehh.. This is a female toliet not male's" but he like stare at me. Thank goodness that mama came out from the cubinate at that time then the uncle say
"sorry sorry...go wrong" then went out. When we go out of the toliet, the uncle was standing at the way where the toliets are. Mama was very angry that she
angrily say "I thought you say you wanted go toliet?! Why you stand there? GO LAH!" then papa was about to go the toliet then he ask what happened. So mama
told him everything and told both brothers too. 2nd Brother even confirm that the guy was the one that go in toliet with him at the same time. So how could
he be go in wrong toliet! Fxcking Bangalah Pervert! Cos' of this, I cant stay at lobby to use wireless. This hotel ony have wireless internet at the lobby
plus somemore my room is at 21th floor so cant connect. Stupid pervert make me cannot go down lobby use internet! No choice need use notepad to take down
what I want to say in my blog then when got chance to use internet then post it up to my blog(: Time to sleep yeaa!

1412'10 "IDONTKNOW"

2010-12-14T22:39:00.003+08:00

I finally realised that even I cry million tears, facts arent gonna' change. I waited almost 6hours yet there isn't any messages from you.. I posted "aww :l' in facebook and you commented. I wonder why you could use facebook but not reply me. You ask what happened then you just disappear again. TONS of things hoping to know from you. I always give you a 100 perfect score of being a boyfriend. I dont like the feeling of waiting for someone's message. Especially when the person arent really going to message you. If I message you, Im always the one giving in. You might not think so. I told you times that I dont like the change in you but you dont seem to care.. When we were just together, you were really caring and sweet to me but now, you werent the same as before anymore.. During our 10th Month Anniv, I was kinda angry at you cos during the movie and after the movie, you were messaging with someone else. I saw the name of the person. It was suppose to be OUR day but you are distracted by other people. Just like that day, you went to Sentosa with your church friend. I didnt know anythinq and was worried about you. In the end, all the worries were just "EXTRA". Times that I said sorry, you think the fault was really in me, right? Ever since I said a sorry, all the problems we had, you didnt bother to apologise even the fault was in you. I dont want any cold wars and I just apologise. I really feel so heartbroken why you have become like this.. sigh

2611'10 XingWang HongKong Cafe

2010-11-26T23:20:00.004+08:00

Today went to have lunch at Kovan, XingWang Cafe with Mummy and 2 brothers. It's been so long since I went to eat at there(: We order a Curry chicken, cheesey mushroom baked rice, har gao, siu mai, thai fried tofu, pan fried dumpling, brotch soup, fried shrimp dumpling, porridge, fu pi juan, rice and bread. The baked rice smell so nice like pizza and of cos, that's mine! The brotch soup is also mine then 2nd bro eat the porridge and Big bro eat the curry chicken and rice. Mommy help to eat the other side dishes. I like the pan fried dumpling cos it's so nice especially with vinegar. All the food was so yummy but we didnt finish the bread and curry cos we were all too full. After eating, we went home straight so big bro can pack his bag for camp. Matthew went for his confirmation camp in the morning so whole day didnt really get the chance to message with him. Just now before he went to sleep, we talk on the phone then he told me that the whole day were playing games. The camp is 4 day 3 night. I wonder if we can still message anot cos his battery might not be sufficient. Surfing net to find out where to buy the magazine of Queen 女人我最大. There's a type of cream I want to buy. I wonder where got sell it. Today nothinq much to say about so mm.. byebye(:

2311'10 Megamind

2010-11-23T20:08:00.003+08:00

It's been so long since I blog again. I've been lazy lately hahaha. Last week tuesday 16 Nov, Matthew pei me go bugis watch Megamind(: We went to serangoon take mrt to Paya Lebar then he saw his church friend. We get down at the same stop then the friend from the back and tap him say hi and then she walk away. Matthew try to tap her then she went too far hahaha. We change from circle line to green line and saw his church friend again. This time he ran forward and scare the friend but in the end he kena hit by the friend. The train was so full and almost 2/3 of the people in the train get down at bugis. We went to buy the tickets first then went to walk around. We walk from bugis junction to iluma. He saw a girl playing the DDR game then he start thinking about the Russell Peter's video. When it's almost time, we walk back to Bugis Junction and go to the cinema. Not alot of people were there and guess cos the movie's too early. The show was hilarious then Megamind so cute aso. After watching, we went to Bugis Street and walk around. I cannot find the shop I want D: Actually need go attend Matthew's cousin' parents session then we cant make it so become his grandma go for it. We were already back at Serangoon so we went to Hougang Mall to buy Subway for mommy(: It was raining heavily that time then Matthew send me back home. He stay at my house till the rain stops then went back home. I wonder if I would remember to blog hahaha. Hope so~

1910'10 Exam Ends!

2010-10-19T22:31:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of exam and Im so happy that I want fly to the sky. Im a peacock! You gotta let me fly! LOLOL~ Today had Maths Paper 2 and Chinese Paper 3 A.K.A Listening Compre. During Maths Paper 2, there's quite a few questions I dont know how to do then I just anyhow write. The last question which is the pie chart is kind of confusing but after you sort out, you'll find out the answer. I found out that 320degree = 40x = $.... then x = 8. So I need find the whole 360degree. I forgot that 320degree = 40x so I was like stuck at 40x and the missing 40degree. At the last 20mins of the paper, I sort out the method and I did it(: We went for a break then went back to class for Chinese Listening Compre. It was raining hevily but it didn't affect the sound from the radio. Paper finally ended and everybody wants to scream like mad because EXAM ENDED! We were like crazy and Jiayan & me look at Weilong & MingCheng when they called us. We turn and saw them acting like couple then damn funny. Baby came over to meet me after my paper then we went to Interchange to take bus to Hougang Mall to have our lunch. We went to the basement and decided to eat Pepper Lunch. He order Chicken Pepper Rice and I order Salmon Pepper Rice. I scald until myself then damn stupid larh.. Not 1 time but 2 time somemore then I saw FengLong at LongJohn Silver so Baby message him then after that he come find us and we walk around then he went off to find his friends. Baby and me walk around then we went to Top Up our ez-link card and come my house. He on the Russell Peter thing again and he was laughing like he never heard of jokes before. He's so joke and cute LOLS. Mommy cook porridge for us to eat then after that Baby went home already. Ohya, I bought the Shin Chan's sweet; Chocolate Biscuit. It taste like Honey Corn! Though not the first time eat but it's still so nice(:

1710'10 What are SUNDAY for

2010-10-17T20:59:00.004+08:00

The title of this post is very random so anyway, I just gonna start writing craps. Every Sunday is always making me to take a short nap & I ENJOY TAKING SUNDAY NAP! So random today eeeek. I open the cabinet at the kitchen then I saw packets of gummy sweet! I wanted to open and eat but later I gets too high so didn't eat): This afternoon didn't eat full meal cos' before that already go cook maggi then Mommy bought 2 KFC Egg Tart for me. I liked it as egg tart is one of my favourite(: I had McSpicy as my dinner. These days keep feel giddy then headpain and my back always pain now also. Tomorrow will be having DNT Paper till 9.30am and I dont feel like studying for it cause I'll still forget the answer tomorrow. Baby today got religion class then he keep accidentally call me. I feel so bored and that's why Im blogging anyway. I dont know what to blog about today but still post. Im really talking craps now. Hahahas :P S- Songs U- Unite N- Negatively D- Dunks A- Away Y- You. CRAPS. After you see this, you realise that it isn't talking about anythinq. LOLS (Y) Tomorrow got paper and seriously I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING): Most of the schools finish exam already then only my school havent finish. FBI; Female Body Inspector!

1610'10 Movie(:

2010-10-16T11:31:00.003+08:00

Yesterday too tired to blog so didn't update :X Shall blog about yesterday then(: Yesterday woke up at 4.50am then bathe and brush teeth etc. Baby came to fetch me at 5.30am then we went to the Old Montfort MacDonald to meet Ryan Er, Aaron and Trevor. We reach there and saw only Ryan Er and Aaron. Trevor was damn late that he came at around 6.30am. They were like talking rubbish and jokes all these. We went to take 147 at 6.55am. The 4 of them sent me to school then I saw LiTing on the bus then she was revising for her Geography. We got down the bus after the Petrol Station and we j-cross the road lol. On the way to school, they saw someone from their school wearing uniform and smoking. Dont know who the hell is that guy bt Trevor knows him ba. By the speed we're walking, Im sure gonna be late so I walked fast then they send me till the gate then we say "BYEBYE". They walk back to their school and I went inside for morning assembly. I didn't tie up my hair and dont bother cause only 1 paper today and it's Chinese Paper 2. I used around 45mins to finish the paper and used the rest of the time to sleep. I was sooo SLEEPY! It ended at 9.30am then JiaYan and me went to General Office to take renewal form for locker rental. I went to Montfort to wait for Baby since it was his last paper. He told me that Ryan them ask him and me to go watch movie 'The other guys' then at first dont feel like going de but Baby say if I dont go then he also dont want go already. Ryan them also keep ask me to go then Trevor promise to give me a Mango Pudding if I go. We went home to change and Baby come to find me then we go Hougang Interchange to meet Royden, Ryan and Aaron. Aaron was like a small child that he desire shurlpee so much. After that, we took 89 to go Downtown East to meet Trevor since he live at Pasir Ris and is convinent for him to go there. The 5 of them was all wearing dark clothing except Im the only one wearing white. All of us didn't bring alot extra money so yea LOL. We went in the theatre and watch the movie. It was damn funny larh then 2/3 of the time was all like 'Scumbags, Bitches' and others more. Every scene is so funny and full of laughter. The Allen's Wife was very hot then the whole theatre saw her then start to 'WOW' and I was thinking "WTF! So big reaction". After the movie, I saw Royden holding his there then we start joking. We went to walk around then go to the bus stop to take 89 go back Hougang Mall then me and Baby had dinner at QiJi. Baby send me home then he sat down and rest before he goes home. He say his leg very sore hahaha. I ask him to do 50pumpings then he really did it and did very fast. Around 7.42pm then he went home. After he reach home, he will sms me to ensure that he's safe(: I fall asleep very early last night like around 9plus then today woke up at 9am to watch TV. It was very fun yesterday especially with Baby(:

1410'10 My wish

2010-10-14T20:56:00.003+08:00

Geography was the first paper today and it was kinda hard cause no matter how much I study, I still cannot remember what's on the notes also. I did something for my classmate. Not something to be proud of anyway. Jiamin today pei us eat during the break then after that, whole group of us go back class together for the next Chemistry paper. I dont like Chemistry and I know I wont be able to do well. I didn't even revise on the notes somemore. I guess I'll fail my Chemistry for sure): After the paper, Dexter, Andre, Junkai, Aloysious, Nicholas, JiaYan, Jiamin and me went to the Serangoon Interchange to walkwalk then we went MacDonald to chit chat. JiaJia and Sisi's Mom was there so we sit together and chat till JiaJia and Sisi come back and talk also. Baby and Ryan Er came to find me then they went off for soccer. As soon as we finish chatting, most of us went off already then I went to find Baby them near the Bowen's Soccer Court. Fathur, Matt Lau, Wilson and some other people was there. Since they were kicking soccer and I dont know what to do, I just went home first and bathed. Baby came over at around 2plus when he had finish the soccer game. I fall asleep then Baby keep disturb me then I woke up and tickle him. He told me that tomorrow he going to meet his friends at Old Montfort Macdonald then since Papa went overseas, I ask him fetch me hahaha. He made me so happy today and he's also very happy too(: Tomorrow is his last exam paper already. Hope he can do well also. I wish that my subjects will at least pass and go Sec 4 and wish that everyday would be so happy(:

1310'10 Hand Words

2010-10-13T22:48:00.003+08:00

Today had Chinese Paper 1 and Physics Paper. We had Physics Paper first and there were alot of questions that I dont know! I try my best and some anyhow do. Hope at least can get a few marks. We had a break in between the 2 paper then me and Jiayan went to the toliet and we actually forgot about the time and was late for the paper! The whole class was waiting for us then we faster settle down and get ready for the Chinese Paper 1. I did informal letter writing and a composition. Letter writing about a friend left home due to conflicts with parents and my composition is about witness-ing a incident of students getting bullied. The topic for composition is so wth cause dont even understand what they are talking so just choose this and do. Today ended at 11.45am then walk with Yixin to bus stop. Bus 109 today come very fast so Yixin was left at the bus stop :P There was a girl from my school (dont want mention name here) like dont know how to sit liddat. Cross the leg also dont know how to close the leg liddat. Let people see her inside out in the bus. Then walk also machan like some girl just kena ic, u, c, ic, u. I see the way she walk is so unglam lorh. She damn fking rude also. In the bus keep stare then I ask her what then she act as if very scared then say "wa i very scared i very scared". WTF sia. Last time when just came to this school, like some dog keep follow behind people then now think ownself very big then start acting ah lian. Dont want talk about such people already. Pollute my blog D:< Today Babyy came my house again then he pass me notes for geography^^ Hope tomorrow's Geography and Chemistry Paper can do well. At least fews that I'll do well. The Eddie at msn ask if I got boyfr then I say yes and he still ask if he can be my second boyfr. Somemore, Baby was just beside me then he like angry then start saying "WTF. Who is that guy?" etc etc. Stupid nonsense sia the Eddie. Babyy went hope around 7pm cause he got tuition again and today's tuition is the last one he's having already cause exams are going to be over for him which is this friday. Tomorrow is Baby's Maths and POA paper. Hope he can do very very well(: That's all for today! Im bueno-ing~

1210'10 Never let go of you

2010-10-12T20:22:00.003+08:00

Today had English Paper 2 and Mathematics Paper 1 and it was quite okay but some Maths question ask me state reason then I forgot what reason for what answer so I just anyhow write. Everybody was like talking during Maths Paper. Today ate fried spaghetti in school then Nicholas want to try then I dont let him try. I purposely eat infront of him and make him want to drool. The cheese fries were very nice also :P I shall eat that tomorrow or maybe wont be eating cos im on a diet! Today Mr Tan say I like slim down again. That time he also liddat say but I still so fat lorh! After exam, went to Watsons to buy things again LOLOL! Bought the oil control paper and others. When I was paying for the stuffs, guess what me and Jiayan saw infront of us. It's a V-I-B-R-A-T-O-R! Oh my HOLY SHIT == Why is this thing right infront of the counter?! It's like so un-glam! LOLOL! Jiayan accompany me go interchange wait for bus then go home. When coming home, got funeral those thing that the people has to walk behind the van that contains the coffin. The people were going up the bus that drive them to the destination then the whole traffic jam. I cant even cross the road also. Today, Babyy finish exam at 1pm then he came over to find me. His blister got worse then got bleed somemore): We play game together then he seem so tired that he fall asleep. So I didnt disturb him and he ownself wake up after like 20mins only. I accidentally say wrong thing then make until he so sad. Felt so guilty but now, I know how important I am in his heart. Babyy left at around 4.30pm cos he got tuition. Tomorrow would be Chinese Paper 1 and Physics Paper. OMG I got totally no confidence for PHYSICS! I shall try my best tomorrow. After today, I made a very final deicision that will never be change! I'll never let go of you again after today! Matthew.W ILY ♥

1110'10 1st Day of Exam

2010-10-11T20:06:00.004+08:00

Today was the first day of exam and it was about Social Studies and English Paper 1. When I reached school, I studied my notes about Principles and Ageing population then JiaYan suddenly tell me that there will be Traffic & ERP questions and I didnt learn. Somemore, I thought that we could choose 2 topics ourself. So, I never go see the note for Traffics. The Social Studies were the first paper and it starts with giving me a big shock. There is no AGEING POPULATION question and there is only TRAFFIC and Principles and I learn Principles. The other choice was to do Northern Ireland. At first, I did Traffics but after that, I correction tape it away and do Northern Ireland. After the paper, we have a break and have our English Paper 1. The topic for my Composition is 'Jealousy' and the formal letter writing is to write a letter of commendation to the Manager of SBS Transit to compliment about a Bus Captain's excellent service. WOW! I actually remember it. After that, Jiayan accompany me to the Watsons' at Central. I bought the Red Wine Mask for Mummy then went to eat chicken rice and saw Dexter them was there also. We sat down together then have our lunch. Babyy came my house today and we keep talking talking. He had the blur face when we was stuck at his own Physics Book question. Babyy is having tuition now then cant accompany me sms. Nevermind luh cause he'll message me once he had finished his tuition. Hope tomorrow's paper; English Paper 2 and Maths Paper 1 could do well(:

1010'10 I remember..

2010-10-10T22:47:00.004+08:00

It's been so long since I blogged! Now, im buck! And that's for more(: I might be doing daily blog since I'll be having my first exam paper tomorrow. Tomorrow's paper is English Paper 1 and Social Studies. English Paper will be not much problem for me but Social Studies, I forgot which to study already :P I'll just ask the others tomorrow morning when I reached school. Since I came back alive for blogging, I've changed the blogskin, musics and edited some stuffs like my profile and links.
Lately, went to study with Baby and played somehow, i guess. It was our 8th mont anniversary yesterday and I was so happy but couldn't go out cause of exam. It's alright! Cause we'll have more up-coming anniversary waiting for us. 10.10.10 is a perfect 10! Last 2 week was so happy cos Baby bought me to his grandparents' house to see Baby Sherwain! He was so cute and it sneeze like "AH CHAO" instead of "AHH CHOO". HEHEHE.. it's so freaking cute and I hope i could bring him home! Last week finally finished my DNT Practical work and it was quite wonderful I guess. This is my first post for this month and shall be the start of my daily post. I hope so hahahahas. Currently messaging with Baby(: No time to blog already! Byeeee.

0809'10 Recap. 4

2010-09-08T13:25:00.003+08:00

0609'10 Monday; Shopping with TJY

Today went to AMK Hub and do some shopping with TanJiaYan. We start walking from the highest floor till the basement. We went to the shop called "Bus Stop" and bought a T-Shirt that has a girl listening to music with her headphone. Next, we went to the Young Generation to make 2 handphone strap for JiaJia and SiSi's birthday present. It cost me $22.60! Nevermind. They're my best friend, baobei and laogong(: We went to Cotton On to buy a coat but no more stock. After that, we went out of AMK Hub and shop outside and bought some T-Shirts from the shop "HotStuff". I bought a Starbucks, Henieken and a Baby Milo shirt. We just continue to walk around and went back to AMK Hub to take a bus to Hougang Mall to meet Kevin to study. JiaYan checked the board and says that Bus 25 got go to Hougang Mall. So, we took the bus then found out that we are wrong and lost! We alighted at a place call Kim Chuan Road then we went to the opposite side to check if there's any bus that can bring us to Hougang Mall. We found 151 and 51 that goes to Hougang Interchange. So, we waited and took bus 151 and we arrived at Hougang Mall. Kevin said he was at the TimeZone so we went up and find him. I asked him go study already then he say he want play first. LMAO! So we waited for him to finish playing then we went to the Library to study. He didn't tell me to bring my Maths Note Book so there's a few question that I couldn't help him. After studying, we went to Popular as JiaYan wants to buy something. It was quite late so we went off after going Popular. On the way, we bought some Otah home and eat. Kevin is so funny that when I say "huh", he will also say "huh" lo. HAHHAs. Oh! I remember that I saw Serene outside Hougang Mall and she shook her head and ask where's Matthew. Do you have the right to know? I just tell her "Dont Know". Since she so KPO, can go find out herself.

0409'10 Inter Area Based Project

2010-09-04T15:01:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was the Inter Area Based Project of NPCC. We were dismissed from school at 12noon but Eugene went missing till Ms Oei went to the General Office to make an annoucement to ask Eugene to come to the office and meet us now. We rush to the bus stop and board the bus. Eugene realise that he forgot to bring his belt and after we get down from the bus, Jinheng realise that he left his file at the bus stop. Thank goodnes, he ask his friend to help him go get his file. We reached Bowen Secondary at 12.40pm and we had left 10mins to change and eat. After changing, we didnt really eat but we bought drinks. We board the bus to HTA with Bowen and Xinmin. Bowen cadets were so high but well, they didnt spare a thought of the people in the bus as they were screaming and singing out loud. It was so annoying! After we reach HTA, I was asked to be the IC for the squad then command them to march to the Harmony Hall. I should have rejected it instead of accepting. We sat down at the seats in the Hall. Bowen cadets were still talking non stop ever since from the start of the bus ride. We waited till around 3pm to 4pm till the IABP to start. The skits were not bad and the Group 1's laptop were so "good" that it actually shakes. It's actually a file only. Group 2's presentation were very boring and too formal. Alot of people fall asleep during their presentation. Finally, AREA 6 is doing the presentation. They were so funny and Guanwei actually "slap" Weiling but HongKai really got slap by Fiona. Desmond and Norman looks so cute in formal with tie(: Norman was actually a PROFESSIONAL GAMBLER. Lester is a Loan Shark. The presentation was so exciting and got everybody high. Area 7's presentation were good too and especially their video were very funny. The results were out! Area 6 got 2nd and Area 7 got 1st. As they were annoucing the Champion instead of the 1st runner up, they said "The Champion goes to Area S...seven!" Before they said 'seven', Junxian Sir jump up from his chair and wanted to clap. Well, we got 2nd and we stood up and clapped for them. Area 6 GOOD JOB! ^^

1808'10 ShopBuyWear

2010-08-18T21:34:00.003+08:00

Today after school, went to Heartland Mall with Jiayan. We went to 'Gift A Name' then Jiayan want to make HP Strap. She choose the pink "plastic" strap and some wibbly font for her name. We walk around Heartland Mall then I bought 3 pair of ankle socks. The patterns all so cute. Next, I bring Jiayan to the LabFloret to show her the Blue Rose I've been talking. Blue Rose is so special, unique, beautiful and romantic! We went to Hougang Mall to meet Matthew then went to buy some stuffs. First, went to Minitoon walk 1 round then nothing to buy. Then, went to BlackOutz to buy Pencil Box and went to Chamelon buy clip. Wanted to buy new file at Popular but it's SOLD OUT! Too bad then.. Next, went to Minitoon again then buy sweets. After that, went home already. Matthew pei me go home then he stayed and accompany me talktalk(: After he went home, I pack my stuffs and do my 3 chinese composition & letter writing homework. Well, I only copied the work but I got add in more things. It was so tiring to do 3 composition and letter writing. After that still need update NPCC Blog with the Reflection for training done by the cadets. Tomorrow still got training then collect more NDP Reflection from the Sec 2s and upload them tomorrow.
Blue Rose; You're my totally obsession. 3: I Love You ^^

0908'10 6th Month Anni. cum National Day

2010-08-09T23:28:00.003+08:00

Today was the 6th Month Anniversary between Matt and me(: It is also the day that Matt is going to watch NDP with Mom, Big Bro and me. Matt came over at around 2pm then the 4 of us went to block 644 to eat lunch then went to the Community Center to register then take the bus go to SengKang to watch the NDP Live. We reach SengKang at around 3pm to 4pm then we went to take the goodie bag from the stations then went to sit down. I explore the goodie bag then look at the parade segment that were shown in the magazine inside. There were biscuit, drinks, flag, flag clapper, poncho, battery, magazine n more. Damn idiot. There was no shelter for us and it was so freaking hot. I think Im gonna get burn soon. The show started at 5.49 and we had to say the cheer and shoot the popper. SengKang broke the record of having the most people shooting the popper at the same time. I was filled with the glittery paper and that include my mom, bro and matt. Big bro and Matt talks to each other and keep laughing. Well, I dont much understand all their conversation as some is dont know what Montfort thing. When the parade starts, the Sergeant Major command the Supporting Contigent to come out then the Parade Commandor take over it and command the Guard oh Honours to come out. There were some video that they interviews the contigent people. Jasper was in it but the interview was abit of fast as I can't see clearly but his voice make me very sure it was him and makes me double confirm when I saw his name. Too bad that Ryan wasn't interviewed. The parade was damn cool then the tanks and many other "transports" for those Special Command Unit, Chemicals and etc etc came out. Performance was quite okay then the firework is very nice. SengKang also have the fireworks just at the big field there. The tanks and everything came to SengKang and it was really damn cool and nice. Matt was holding me and I was so happy. I hope that moment lasts forever. After that, the bus drove us back to the CC then we went to eat. After eating, Matt went home himself and the 3 of us went back home also. I thought I tear away the laptop's sticker that belongs to my bro and he got really angry and scolded me. I told him I didn't know that it couldn't be tear off as nobody tell me. He talked loudly to me): I found out the sticker was still on it then I told him and he came over to take it as the sticker is something related to his school so it's important I guess. Well, my mood was spoiled. I accidentally knock off Mom's potato chip then she thought I did that on purpose. She scolded me and that really breaks my heart. I told her it was an accident but she dont seem to trust me. Nobody cares about me anyway. Since these things spoil my mood, I dont feel like talking to anybody but Matt was talking to me. Just because I no mood, he no mood also. So we like got nothing to talk then keep "mm", "yeah" and "orh". I got really fed up as he promise before that he wont keep say "mm", "yeah" and "orh". I told him that "since we got nothing to talk about then dont talk better". He said "fine.." I suddenly like feel so stress out then I actually send something that will make me regret for life.. I actually ask for break up. I shouldn't had sent that to him. He hasn't reply me. I'm crying now. I hope I really dont exist in the world so that I wouldn't cause unhappiness to anybody.

0708'10 PeiCai NDP Celebration

2010-08-07T20:30:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was school's NDP Celebration. All uniform group had to fall in by 7am so everybody had to wake up very early. I woke up at 5.40 then wash up and change to my full u. After that, dad drives to fetch Reuy Feng a.k.a my squadmate, and went to school together. The night before yesterday was the longest night that I spent with my uniform. I used 2 hour and 30mins to prepare my uniform including my boots. This is gay! After reaching school, I even help Ryan to polish his damn boots. The last time he polish his boots was during the CL camp and it was also polish by me. The unit's uniform was almost no mistake but they wait until come to school then pin up their badges and that waste alot of the time. The parade started at 8am and the whole school people were all around from 1st floor to 4th floor looking at the parade. Im so nervous and scared to screw up the whole parade D: But I mustn't lose to Matt >.< He's a Parade Commander while Im only a flag bearer. So unfair! I took a deep breath and used my courage to march into the parade. Wearing a glove on my hand makes everything seems to slipping off my hands. The NDP Speech was 3 pages and the emcee purposely keep pause then make the uniform groups people keep stand there so kelian. After the parade, we had the Awards Day and NDP Concert! We had NDP Idol also and different people from each class took part in it. We had Sing Along sessions and since all the teachers had to go up the stage, we sabo the teachers to hold the microphone to sing out loud :P Everybody was so high! We even took a photo with everybody in it. That includes Sec 1s, 2s, 3s, 4s, 5s, Teachers, Parents Support Group and Alumini people. We shouted "Happy Birthday, Singapore!"
Check One Check Turn Check Left Right Left Right Left!

3107'10 Trip to Simei ITE

2010-07-31T23:40:00.004+08:00

Day 1:
After morning assembly, Graeme gave us time to have our breakfast then we took the bus provided by the school and headed to ITE (east) Simei. During the bus ride, Ann and JiaYan keep taking photos then till we reach ITE, I started taking photos also. Our group of people all put on earpiece then like one gang liddat. We went to the Lecture room to listen to the speaker but other people damn noisy. There were 55 CCAs altogther and includes snookers and more. There was a tour by th ITE girl called Jane and the speaker call Justina. We went around to see the courses like nursing, technology, hairstyling, make-up, beauty teraphy, video-ing, cooking and there's more. Im so interested in beauty teraphy! We did alot of practical and had our lunch at there. There were alot of photos taken like camwhore. Keep taking photos then doing do also anyhow take. The ITE seems bigger than Orchard ION and looks more like a shopping mall than a school. We even had to design a T-shirt about F1 a.k.a Formula 1. Each group had to design 2 T shirts so Ann and I each took 1 T shirt to design. Next day going to have a Car Race Carnival. The car race carnival is competition between Events crew, Pit Stop crew, F&B crew and Video crew. Events crew do hairstyling, makeup and dress up. Pit Stop crew is involve in making robot to race. F&B crew will be baking cookies and Video crew will be taking photos and video down the process of the competition.

Day 2:
Today morning assembly then Voices & Vision till 8am. Headed to ITE after breakfast then reach there around 9am. We went to play the billard and it was quite fun. It ws my first time playing billard and I only shot 2 balls in. Next, we went to the competition side and get ready to start our competition. The competition finished around 11am then we headed to the MLC a.k.a Media Learning Centre which is like the computer lab and did the survey. After doing the survey, went to take the bus and head back to school.

2107'10 Racial Harmony Day

2010-07-21T20:04:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, Yixin and JiaYan came over to my house and make sushi for tomorrow's Racial Harmony Day Celebration. We had fun making the sushi then we try eat the sushi also. The first few sushi looks ugly but after that, it looks kinda perfect(: This morning, people message me and remind me to bring the sushi to school in case I forgot and left it at home for myself :P Meet JiaYan in school then went to the office and find Ms Yap to pass her the sushi. After that, went to canteen and buy water then went up to the Multi Purpose Hall for Assembly. Everybdy went back to Homeroom after assembly then we watch video and when it's time, Nicholas and Ann went to change to their Kimono then I went to help Ann with her belt. Ann look so cute in her Kimono while Nicholas look like some Uncle wearing Bathrobe walking in public. Zen Kiat took Jerome's phone then play music out loud till 10am then Upper Sec proceed to the Multi Purpose Hall for the Fashion@PEICAI. We saw the 'models' doing their practice for catwalk thenit's so funny. Some of them even dance and act. When the Fashion@PEICAI start, everybody keeps clapping then JiaYan and me keep taking photos. Mdm Yusma so cute when she fan herself and dance with HongWei. Ann look so serious then Nicholas keep "haaa haa" then walk like going market. JiaJia wore her traditional costume then she pair up with Aqil for the catwalk. Faris and Smita still dance during the catwalk. Francis is the most funny one. He took off his sunglasses and pose then got alot people screaming. After the Fashion@PEICAI, Yixin, JiaYan and me went to take the food from Ms Yap and went to set up our booth for the Food Fiesta while the others go back to class. Nicholas brought fried rice and Ann brought her chicken dish. It's a philippines' dish and it smells very nice. Alot of classes made sushi also then MingXuan's class brought Roti Prata, Ondeh Ondeh and Curry Puff. After the food fiesta, there's food left so we brought back for the other classmates to eat. Ms Lim also bought some food for us then everybody eat. Zen Kiat blast the music till very loud then Ms Yap keep saying him. Racial Harmony was so fun. Hardly take so much photos with my classmates♥

0407'10 IGNITE & SYF

2010-07-04T20:53:00.004+08:00

0207'10 IGNITE Concert:
School dismiss at 10am today then only had 2 lessons. Went home alone cause JiaYan went to help out. Reached home already then do own things and fall asleep. Woke up 2pm plus then went to bath and wait for the hair to dry before changing to the dress. WhatTheHell I wear the dress like so weird larh. Joel came to fetch me and went to Kovan to meet Jasper. If Joel never come, I dont think I would dare to step out of the house. Went to eat at Yoshinoya (Not sure spell correct anot) but Jasper never eat. We went to walk around before Kenny and Matthew come to meet us. Went down to the KFC to find the both of them but in the end got one special guest appear. Junxian Sir was there then Kenny say that he drive them here which is their taxi driver. LAUGHS. Matthew still say "My escort what" then Junxian Sir like want laugh dont laugh, want angry dont angry. Joel and me sit there then look at the 4 of the eat KFC. Junxian Sir drive us to Paya Lebar Methodist Girls' School then went off already. We sit in the canteen to wait for Yixin to come and get the ticket from me then wait for like so long larh. Orange dont know how to roll. After that, went in to the hall and watch the concert. The 4 of them keep make joke of everything. The concert ended at 9.30pm and we walk to the bus stop at the other side to take bus. The high heel made my leg damn tired and pain): Reach home already then faster go bath then go orhorh already.

0307'10 SYF Opening Ceremony
Woke up at 9am plus then wash up, watch tv then play computer. After that, changed and went to take 109 to go meet Valarie at Serangoon MRT. Reached Stadium at around 5pm then went to Kallang Leisure Park to walk around. Jasper say he left his wallet, which contain the SYF Ticket, in Matthew's bag. No choice then went to loading bay to wait for him come out since he ask me to wait there. In the end, he never come out. Benedict Sir went in to help me find him but he said Ashwin took it away already and none of us can contact Ashwin. He was at Gate 1 taking the contigent and none of the Log CIs can go in. Went up to the North Entrance to meet Ryan then I went to try Ashwin again. This time, QingFeng Sir say he help me to go Ashwin then half way, he took out Jasper's wallet then he asked if I was looking for this. He say that Ashwin say pass it to Jasper so QingFeng sir doesnt know I was looking for the wallet cause I only say I waiting for the tickets. Waited for Jasper and Kevin to come then late already they still slowly walk. Make us cannot watch the band performance): Thank goodness, we went in before the Parade start. The people behind us damn noisy. Scream like some mother liddat. Parade finish already then the people behind us also left. Kevin and Jasper went off since they need go for their chalet. Valarie, Ryan and me stay behind and watch finish the whole SYF. The whole thing is less than 2 hour. After that, we went to the Leisure Park to wait for Matthew and Kenny to come out. We went to play bowling while playing. It was my first time playing. At first, my score so high till the phone call comes then I so angry and my mood is gone then I cannot score higher than Valarie already. After that, went to Burger King since Valarie needs to eat dinner. Took MRT to Serangoon then to Hougang Mall then eat at MacDonald with Kenny and Ryan. Reach home at around 12am then damn tired. Go bath then sleep already. Feels like one pig liddat.

2606'10 Hachi

2010-06-26T23:18:00.003+08:00

Today keep kena woke up every 2 hours cause of people keep messaging then make me wake up. Especially Ryan the most joke one. Send me one "pigu" then I ask "what" then never reply me at all. After woke up at around 11am plus then wash up and play computer awhile. Actually want to ask Matthew come out but his leg pain): 2pm go meet Kenny at Hougang Mall then go buy school shoe. Walk inside Hougang Mall cannot find any shoe I want then went out of Hougang Mall walk one round still cannot find the shoe I wanted. Took bus 74 to near old Montfort there then go look around. Finally found the shoe I wanted but not my top choice. After that, went to MacDonald to eat but not hungry so only Kenny eating. Keep talk talk talk. Ask him help me find a job then he dont want. After eating, walk back home then sit at the playground there talk awhile then went home already. At night, watch Hachi with mummy then damn touching that I almost tear-ed): Hachi is a dog's name but actually it's full name is Hachiko. The dog is a very loyal dog. Before the owner died, he always send and fetch his owner to the train station for work and back from work. After the owner died, Hachi still go back to the train station everyday to wait for his return and he waited for 9 years till he died. This is a true story and that city even had the statue of Hachi outside the train station where he used to wait for his owner. I hope I have a dog like this in the future(:

2506'10 Recap about Yesterday

2010-06-25T20:23:00.009+08:00

Yesterday forgot to blog cause too lazy use to computer :P Now let's recap about yesterday. In the morning, woke up at 6.50am then went to bath and let my hair dry then do my own things before going out to meet Valarie. At 8.15am, I went out of the house cause I thought I saw 8.45am then was suppose to go meet Valarie at 9.45am. In the end, I reach Jubilee at around 8.40am. What The Hell! I went to walk around then went to Cheers go buy Pink Guava then time was like 9am plus only. I sat down at some area then message with Matthew. He made my day sad again. Some people got nothing better to do. Bet $100 on whether I going for movies anot. Still ask Matthew to call me not to go for the movies. I'm so pissed off larh. For those you all know yesterday was what day, I also say already. I skip the "event" just to accompany u all then in the end what I get was all this nonsense. Matthew, eventually you will see this post so I dont care. You dont trust me at all. You dont understand at me. You say that I spend time with the others more than the time I spend you. That is not true at all. In fact, you are the one that I spend the most time with you. You said "To you, may be an excuse but to me, it's a reason". You are just trying to defence yourself. I'm so disappointed by you)': After Valarie came, we went to the cinema and get our tickets then went into the Hall cause the show starts at 10am then just nice 10am already. The worker never on the lights inside then totally cannot see anythinq. We ask them on the lights then we went to our seatings and waited for like 20mins! Valarie and I damn pissed off then we went down and actually wanted to ask the person why so long then we saw people outside then we thought got people havent come in so we went back inside to wait awhile more. In the end, when the movie starts, THERE WERE ONLY 2 OF US =.= For just $23, we could get the whole cinema hall. We watch Toy Story 3; 3D but it's like no difference at all. After the movie, we went to have our lunch at the Shabu-Shi(: The food was quite okay then Kenny come find me before going Hougang Mall to meet Joel. After eating, Valarie need go for her Work Experience Programme Graduation then Kenny and I went to take 165 to go Hougang Mall. Reached already, saw Joel, Desmond and Jasper talking happily then everything okay already. WHAT THE HELL.. I thought they going quarrel like hell then in the end okay already but it's better than they quarrel then fight. Instead of going to watch movie, we went to play arcade then go play LAN. Jasper and Kenny play basketball then Kenny score like 300plus then went to play the Guitar game. During the last stage, Jasper go anyhow press on a song then Kenny and me must play like mad liddat. The next turn, Desmond and Kenny play the guitar then Desmond dont know how to click then he become damn pek chek and start anyhow press. On the last stage, cause I want try a song then I took the last stage and play then Desmond go anyhow press also then again, play like mad again. After that, we went to buy Ice Cream and Bubbletea then go to the LAN to find Junrong and Ryan. Some play audition and some play dota. Actually they want play maple then in the end dont have then they play dota. Play finish LAN already, we went down to 7-11 and eat Maggi then Ryan want HALAL MAGGI. LAUGHS. I keep joking about the Halal Maggi thing then when we holding the cup noodle, our hand keep shaking. Eat finish already then went to play basketball but Junrong and Desmond went home. Ryan and me never play then we sit at the bench there and talk until 7plus or 8plus then everybody need go home already. Papa and mama went to fetch me home then faster bath and watch DVD but in the end, fall asleep while watching the DVD. That's all about yesterday. Today finally saw the CUTE BABY that mummy is always talking about. Photo will be shown(:

2306'10 CLBTC 2010

2010-06-22T22:32:00.006+08:00

♥I'm back from my CL Camp! Alot people keep ask me update my blog so in order to stop their talking, Im updating :P Kayy so actually I'm still HIGH. Nvm let me blog first.

♥Day 1♥
Matthew came to my house to pass me my boots and send me off to school. On the way to school, I'm so scared that I cannot endure through the camp but in the end I still went for it because Joel told me that "There'll be your squadmates enduring with you(:". After reaching school, put bags into NP room then everybody split and some do safari beds, clear the room, then fall in again. First programme is, Campcraft so everybody went to the canteen with the spars and twines. We used around 2 hours to revise on all our knots and lashings. 1 hour of Lunch, MAGGI; Onion Chicken plus Winter Melon syrup. Then we used 3 hours for our MOI on Setup of Tentage and Flag Staff. Tony start to teach us and well, actually I dont know how to tie the knot on the pag till he teach. Everybody learnt what they have to learn then we proceed to have our lunch. We had our Game Session 1; Number Punch! A game that no one knows cause is Junxian Sir created it :X Next up, is our MOI on Physical Training! Junxian Sir teach us that we have to start from our heart(actually i forgot the other word) to like say ready to start our warm up from head to toe then cooling down with 5BX (5 Basic Excerise) or from toe to head. After MOI PT, everybody went to take their writing materials then proceed to Mr Lin's classroom for Lecture on Parade Format by ZhongYou Sir then know the basics for 3rd Class Drill Badge, 2nd Class Drill Badge and 1st Class Drill Badge then we went to proceed for our Dinner! 1 hour of dinner again, Maggi; Curry and Winter Melon drink again. 1 hour of Lecture on Weekly Training Schedule by Junxian Sir then when ending, he receive message then he say Matthew outside the school then whole squad "WOAH.." then look at me like I did something funny. We had games again after the lecture but I forgotten what game was it. Finally, time for debrief/reflection. We got pump and I think what Zhongyou Sir says make sense. We really dont have teamwork for the first day and we lack of discipline plus we dont have the sense of urgency. Pumping is just to make us remember our mistakes. We went to Indoor Sports Hall to have our Wash Up then Lights Out at around 12am.

♥Day 2♥
Woke up at 5am then went to wash our face and brush our teeths(: Flag raising finish then report strength to Zhongyou Sir and begin our PT for 1 hour then we had our breakfast with bread plus kaya. We had our MOI on Basic Drills then continued with MOI on Baton Drills with the 4 hours. Followed by lunch, MAGGI: Curry with Bird Nest Syrup then MOI on Rifle Drills for another 2 hours and we had our 2nd Class Drill Badge Test again. Flag lowering then we had our dinner again. MAGGI: Chicken with Bird Nest. After dinner, it's our Lecture on Total Defence Gold by Junxian Sir. 2 hour Lecture become 3 hour plus because we give up our games session then listen to Junxian Sir about actually what he expect from our squad and what we need do for our unit. What Junxian Sir said when finishing the lecture actually quite touched me. Next, debrief and reflection again then listen to Zhongyou Sir and well, he say that he see that we have abit of teamwork than Day 1 then after debrief, we went to ISH for wash up then lights out again but some of us stayed up a little longer to polish our boots then I help Guanwei to polish 1 of his boots then help Ryan to polish his boots cause he injured his leg then let him rest lo. 2am plus then Zhongyou Sir and Kok Leong Sir come in the ISH to steal people's rifle then saw me and reuyfeng polishing boots and timothy teaching amos about campcraft. We faster rush everything then go sleep.

♥Day 3♥
Woke up at 5am again then wash face and brush teeth. Flag raising then report strength again and had our PT again): Everybody's leg was like, OhMyGod! Finally after PT is our breakfast. We had bread with Kaya and Milo this time. We keep eat half way then stand up greet the sir and mam then when we going greet Junxian Sir, Guanwei go put this bread into the cup that have the milo powder in it then we keep laugh at him. Junxian Sir went to the toliet before we greet him then we decide Guanwei go in the toliet and greet him then JinHeng follow him help him push the door then they go march to the outside of the door then Jinheng go bang his leg damn loud then I stand at the podium say maybe Junxian Sir just nice open the door then damn joke then seriously Junxian Sir open the door when Jinheng was about to open then both kena shock then damn joke larh then Guanwei greet Sir then come back and everybody keep laughing. After breakfast, it's our Sergeant Promotion Test; Campcraft then we split into 2 groups and it lasts for 3 hours. After we had our Campcraft test, we had our Sing Along Session for 2 hours then everybody so high and didn't realise that 2 hour passes so fast. Next, we had our lunch with MAGGI; Curry and Bartley. Next, we had our Drills Revision and need to remember our Sizing Commands. After Drills Revision is our Games Session; Crossing the Dangerous River. Then everybody also play until quite high and keep "OMG.. FASTER! Sir coming to steal the board!". Damn fun(: Next, we had our dinner and guess what! The instructors damn good that they buy MacDonald and KFC for us and they know what we wanted because on the second day, ZhongYou sir ask us before. Not just the burgers and the fried chicken, we also have coke, pepsi, nuggets, french fries, salad and mashed potatos. That's more than enough for us then we faster east finish go change to our Full U and get ready for our Sergeant Promotion Test; Drills. The test lasts for 3 hours and many people very nervous keep making mistake during MOI, including me I guess. I ask my squadmates if I did well during our short break then they say good then they keep saying their own one not good when it's actually better than mine. My MOI is about Rifle Drills then I quite scared at first till I give a further details then I start not to panick. After our test is our Parade Rehearsal for the next day's Graduation Ceremony then Guanwei get to learn Drill Cane drills): Parade Rehearsal lasts for 1 hour then we went to bath and change to our MOST COMFORTABLE wear; Shirt + Shorts + Slipper then we went for our "Lecture" on Expectation of A Cadet Leaders and our Posts Deployment. Actually we had our santry walk after the "Lecture" but cause of the past 2 days that I lack of sleep, I whole night moodswing then the guys ask me go sleep plus left me the only girl cause YuanYi went home as she got YOG for the next day. I slept at the command post on the safari bed then well, it's not that cold.

♥Day 4♥
Woke up at 6.20am then realise that Chui Yee mam actually put her jacket on me cause she scare I cold at the night. Went to brush teeth and wash face then faster go back command post cause scare the boys very fast then all waiting for me only so went back fast then all havent come down so I slept at the table while waiting for them to come down. We had our PT again then we play Captain Ball for the remaining time then cause when I get the ball, the boys cannot block me cause ZhongYou sir make the rule then the boys like sian then when Chui Yee mam get the ball, they also sian cause they cant block so I went to block her. The captain ball game was quite fun(: After PT, we had our breakfast; bread with kaya and milo again. This time, Zhongyou Sir and Chui Yee mam eat with us then we talk while eating then we faster clean up everything then start our Area Cleaning. Amos and I went to ISH to check the toliets that we use for wash up then we faster went down to help Eugene, Jinheng, Aqil with the Mass Tins then we finish very fast then when we going back to the command post, Guanwei, Reuyfeng, Joshua and Tony just finish cleaning up the field and trying to come help us but we already finished(: After that, Tony, Eugene and I went to clear the NP room while Joshua and Jinheng go clear the structure for our uniform and sweep the floor as we put bricks. ReuyFeng, Guanwei, Aqil, Amos take all the tentage stuff and flag staff to us and we pack them in to the NP room. Finished already, fall in infront of command post and wait for instructions to go change into Full U for our Graduation Parade then we use like about 5mins to 8mins finish changing to our Full U. We revise on the whole parade then we practice our Bersurai cause we not doing shout timing for "Left Right Left". We change to "C L B T C" then shout NP! We had our Actual Graduation Parade after that then we did quite well, it's what I think larh. Everybody went to receive their rank and CL Tee then JunXian sir bad larh. He go give 3 people Corporal Rank just to prank them then scare all of us. Everybody get Sergeant rank then so happy larh^^ I damn high after that. Mr Lin then give us the closing speech. We took photos after the parade. We went to change to Half U after taking photos then we have the short briefing from all the instructors. We receive our new uniform then we get the NPCC Ambassdor's Magazine then went home after that. Matthew, Kenny and Jiayan was outside the school waiting for me then Matthew help me take my bag, Kenny take my new uniform, Jiayan take my uniform cover then I take my shoe bag. I took out my piggy from Matthew's bag cause on the first day, I ask him to bring home and bring it back to me when I break camp. The pig got Matthew's scent then I so happy to see my piggy again. Went to eat MacDonald then Matthew went off first cause he need go for POP Training. Jiayan and Kenny send me home then we chat awhile at my house then they went home.

So happy to reach home(: Some of the programmes on top are not in order cause got some sudden changes but I try to follow the changes though I copy from the original schedule. Thanks to Matthew, Kenny and Jiayan for coming to see me break camp. Joel didnt came cause he dont know need do what but he still got message me and yeah what a friend does. Until now, I'm still HIGH♥

0906'10 Survival Training Camp (STC)

2010-06-09T20:17:00.003+08:00

❤Let's start with the Survival Training Camp Recap. that's on the 4 June to 6 June.

❤Day 1❤
Reached school at 11.55am then waited for everybody to gather then take our new unit tee and change into it. Before we board the bus, Junxian Sir call us to switch off our phones and he confiscated it. So bored during the ride to Changi Jetty cause dont have our phone with us. After we reach the jetty, we took the boat and reach the Pulau Ubin. Next, we have a 30minutes walk to reach the Campsite. We gathered at the foyer and waited for the other schools to come and start seperating us into different groups. I got split to Group 2 and for the 2nd time, I'm same group with Serene again! OMFG! I'm damn fucking pissed off. After splitting, we did our tent-pitching then put our bags into the tent and get the stuffs we needed with us. Next, we had our dinner then Ice-Breaking Games. The games got like Blow Wind Blow and well, I dont remember the names for the other games. After the games, we learn some songs then we went back to the foyer to have our briefing. Each school have 2 volunteers for the Campfire Committee. After briefing, the Campfire Committees have to stay back and sing songs and choose the emcee for campfire. Well, the emcee is Matthew and me. After the discussion, everybody went for washup then lights out.

❤Day 2❤
Woke up at around 6am then went to brush teeth then fall in at the foyer at 6.30am. We had our PT as the first activity then got alot ants keep climbing on the legs and hands then bite us somemore. It's so painful then everybody keep complaining also. After the PT, we had our breakfast then discuss about the campfire performance then another briefing by the CIs again. Forgot what happened next then we had our lunch. The other campfire committees will be the Song ICs then they teach the other people about the Campfire Songs. Matthew and me keep brainstorming about the emcee script. We cannot finish up our script then we still have to do our 3 Cycle of Activity. After our activities, we went to wash up and have our dinner. After eating, we keep thinking about the emcee script till I went mad and start shouting like mad. When me and Matthew just stand into the place, everybody start screaming and clapping. After we introduce ourself as the emcee, everybody start screaming and clapping louder. Campfire start with the Opening Speech by the OCs then we start singing the Campfire's Burning but some of the Song ICs like not doing their job then just stand there macham like some security guard liddat. After campfire's burning is the another song I forgot the name :D Next, was STC Group 1's performance and followed by Gako the Frog and Peace like a river. STC Group 2 came to perform next and Norman danced the "Nobody" so cute. Next was Three Little Duckling then STC Group 3's performance. Followed by the Father Abhraham then STC Group 4 start to do their performance. Well well, I forgot alot song then confirm is Group 5 and Group 6's performance. After Group 6, we sing the song I Asked My Love then I went to sabo Joshua and a girl to come up but the whole STC and CIs sabo me and Matthew. When we were singing till a part where it says "I ask her to, be my future wife" then everybody call Matthew to kneel down and ask me the question. The song continued with the REJECT then everybody start BOOing then behind got say until the guy see the ex girlfriend with another guy then I went to drag Joshua then everybody start BOOing louder then Joshua very scared that he faster run away. Campfire damn long and well dont wish to drag too long. WASH UP AND LIGHTS OUT!

❤Day 3❤
Woke up at 5am plus then fall in at around 6.30am with our bags. We didnt have PT then we had our breakfast straight then went to unpitch our tents and do our Area Cleaning. After finishing up the cleaning, we sit at the foyer and have our last briefing. Junxian Sir dont know play what game that nobody can actually understands it then he give out the left over rations and tissue paper packets. After everything, we went to the Jetty and went back to CHANGI JETTY! Goodbye Pulau Ubin(:

I dont wish to go back the campsite again unless the route gets shorter and the mosquitos are gone. Campfire is so fun but not the whole STC❤

0306'10 STC Tomorrow

2010-06-03T20:56:00.003+08:00

OhmyGOD! Tomorrow is Survival Training Camp (STC) already! I'm not mentally prepared for that yet. I've finish my packing a moment ago but still feel that I missed out something. I'm going to be so so dead if I forgot to bring important things. Did I really forgot to bring? or I'm scaring myself? Okayokay! CWJS, Calm Down! Calm down, okay?! Why STC like come so sudden? Can I skip the camp? Ehh.. NO! I promise my friends that I would go for the camp and I cannot let them down. I'm so sad that Kenny couldn't go because he has his church camp then dont know why Louise not going. Heard from Guanwei that Amos, Eugene and William not going. Aiya standard for them anyway. Grrr... but it's okay cause my two son, Jasper and Desmond, is going for STC. Then Honey Bendan Slow Witted Bee is going also. I'm so happy larh. He say he go STC for me cause actually he dont even want go. Ryan, my didi, is going and YAY YAY. Today went to meet Kenny, Desmond and Ryan at Hougang Mall but reach there at around 4pm plus then Ryan went home le but Kevin was there. Then we went to the rooftop and chit chat plus talk about tomorrow's camp. Around 5pm plus then Kevin and Desmond need go home plus they havent do their packing yet. Matthew was at Jasper's House then he came to find me and send me home. We chat chat awhile then mummy came back then say want give Matthew drink the dessert cause lately too heaty then she ask Matthew bring back the whole bottle. My Second Brother and Mummy so joke la. She told brother that Matthew was outside the house then he go out and peep. Hahahahas then Matthew say hi to my brother. Mmm.. another happy day. 3 happy days in a row. Hope tomorrow all STC groupmates can be my good friends(:

0206'10 Wish

2010-06-02T18:55:00.004+08:00

These 2 days, because of all the people around me, including Matthew, I'm in a very very happy state(: Kenny would always comfort me and Joel will somehow sound like my father and the friends would always solve the problems for me. Well, do not take them for granted! Jasper, maybe I do not know the whole story why you seem so unhappy, I hope you'll smile once again soon. Kenny, as my gan kor, you are always there for me no matter what happen and when I did something wrong, you would always ask me not to say sorry because you think a little sister shouldn't say sorry to the brother. Joel, my kangaroo friend which will always solve problem. You would always ask me to calm down, relax and meditate if I got time. Im your trustable friend and I'm happy to become too. Desmond, though I dont know much about you but you are really another joker that brings laughter to people's life. Ryan, my precious little brother, always making me smile no matter what happen. Stopping me from doing mistake and leads me to the right path. Another friend that I could trust telling you everything. To my other friends, thanks for being there for me when I needed someone. Matthew, my honey bendan slow witted bee daddy. The main reason that I'm so happy these two days, is you. You insert many fun times into my life. Making the only history in my life. If I could make a wish now, I hope everyday would be like these 2 days and all my best best best friends would still remain as my friends for my whole lifetime!

0106'10 "Exciting"

2010-06-01T18:44:00.005+08:00

Today woke up at 6am plus then went to bath and get changed. After that, comb my hair wait for it to dry then clip up my frindge. Went down at around 7.50am to wait for Kenny come find me then bring me go school. When we reach the bus stop, I ask Kenny for the poncho that I needed for STC then he actually forgot about it! Ahhh nevermind about it. When in the bus, the stupid lorry suddenly stop at the bus lane there then the bus suddenly brake until damn jialat then everybody nearly fly, including me. Thank goodness, I quickly hold the bar near me then Kenny help catch me also then got one Auntie never hold anything then she from the middle of the bus fall to the front of the bus. OhMyGod! When I saw it, I damn shock then I keep thinking to myself that I'm so lucky that I didn't fly. The auntie fall down already, get up then get down at the next stop already, she still can chit chat on the phone somemore. I wonder that did she really fell just now? Went to school make IC at the ISH then went off damn fast. Kenny waited for me outside the school then we saw JiaYan when we walking to the Interchange to take bus go Hougang Mall to have breakfast with Desmond and Joel. Desmond and Joel come later then me and Kenny then we try to find a seat and sit down. After eating, we went to the playground then we slack and chat chat. Oh and Desmond call me "mummy" and that, I got a new son(: After that, Matthew and Jasper come find us at Hougang Mall then after that went to the Interchange take 165 cause Desmond, Joel, Kenny and Jasper need go back school for Campcraft Training then me and Matthew go AMK Hub watch movie. We took damn long time to decide watch what movie then we choose "Echoes of the Rainbow". The show some part funny, some boring then some sad part. The last part when left around 10mins to 30mins, I fell asleep then didnt watch finish all. After that, went to take bus go home then Matthew send me home. We chit chat awhile then I went home and doing the blogging now. Today so fun then I feel so happy also(:

3005'10 2nd Bro is Back

2010-05-30T21:28:00.005+08:00

Today is the day that my 2nd Bro comes back from Taiwan(: Well, when he hasn't go for the trip, I couldn't wait for him to go but after he went off, I wanted him to come back as soon as possible. The weekends without him was so quiet. Without his friends, his music playing and his mahjong sound seems so weird. Today woke up at 9am then watch television then went to bath and get ready to go fetch brother back home. The flight was suppose to land at 11.33am then me and my parents already at there waiting then they change the time to 11.44am then landed. I saw brother and his friends inside waiting for each other then they keep go in the shop buy wine then somemore buy alot sia. The sergeant extra keep talking to them then all the NS people's family wait outside for damn long. Like around 12.50 then brother can come out. After that, went to XinWang at Kovan for meal then went home so brother can rest. Brother brought wallet for Daddy and Mummy, a Christian's necklace for brother and lastly, a bracelet for me(: Brother brought alot things for himself like sunglass, belts, shirt, jean and etc etc plus some displays. XiangXing bought something for my mummy too. 2nd Brother damn Mahjong Addict that he today come back only then he call his friends come play mahjong with him and mummy. So happy that 2nd Bro is back but Big Bro is going to malaysia soon. I guess it's his diving or kayaking thing. ARGH.. Headache headache.. It's not about family matters that make me headache. Nevermind, I shall go rest now. Hope headache would go away.

2705'10 Shrek&Headshot

2010-05-27T22:58:00.005+08:00

2505'10 Shrek Forever After
After school, JiaYan accompanied me to Hougang Mall to see bag then went to my house and wait for me to bath. We check the internet for the Movie Shrek then called Matthew and Jasper cause at first, me and Matthew already wanted to go watch. After that went to JiaYan's house then wait for her to bath then we went to the Montfort and wait for the others to come out. Matthew and Jasper actually promise dont go for the NP thing then the bloody Staff of theirs come and pull them in then of course I angry but yeah.. it's my character. Let's not say about unhappy things. Everything just okay during the movie then happily go home. JiaYan accompany me go Hougang Point then we had our dinner there. After that, went to print Matthew's photo and my photo. Went home after that then Home SWEET Home(:

2705'10 Headshot
Today was the last day of school then we had the IPP a.k.a In-Place Protection then everybody start to do their own job execpt some people just sit there and complain like some mother like that. Yixin, Ci En, JiaYan and me need to make the "toliet" then we stack the table to block the view of looking into the toliet and peeping people. After done then Ci En say want move the table to the side then ask her to hold the top table when she move also then she never so the whole table drop then we need restart again. Ci En ownself know she no strength to carry the table plus she already told me then I ask her wait before I help her then she dont listen. She act strong go stack the table then the table fall and hit my head and somemore is my back brain. BLOODY HELL I damn pissed off then I nearly whack her then Ms Yap come over scold me. I rubbing my head then she come nag then I talk back to her then she not happy. My neck become damn f**king stiff then when move much, it will hurt alot then the pain is from the head to the neck, the neck to the head. After school, went to AMK Hub with JiaMin, JiaYan, Magdalene, LiTing and one more girl that I dont know her name to have lunch at New York. When the foods come, we all keep taking photo of the foods then wait till all the food are serve then all of us start to tuck in. Matthew, Louise and Jasper come find us then before we finish our lunch, they keep walking around at AMK Hub till we finish. We, the girls keep playing around then when the dessert, Banana Split, is being served, everybody just start taking photo then once we done then everybody start eating. JiaMin eat the banana then JiaYan eat the cherry. The vanilla icecream not bad anyway hahas then we can't finsh so no choice then went to settle the bill. JiaMin say last time I keep treating her so now she treat me back. Sad, cant accompany her much longer then me and JiaYan have to leave then JiaMin and LiTing go infront of Matthew then JiaMin call "Daddy" while LiTing call "AhGong!". Matthew, Jasper, Louise, JiaYan and Me went to Hougang Mall to meet Kenny and Joel then damn joke larh.. I keep meow meow meow after eating the ice cream then I think I got hyper cause of ice cream. Damn funny then Matthew scare me by giving a loud shout then I go "MAOOOOOO" then the 3 boys keep laughing at me. From AMK Hub till Hougang Mall, I keep "meow meow meow" then Matthew say he scared of me cause now I'm hyper. Alot fun things to say but not saying say all so shorten everything. I bought a pig from MiniToon then so cute but I accidentally drop on the floor at the library then abit black black then went to the toliet and wash it but not very clean so when reach home, clean the whole pig then now it's at the balcony drying up. Tonight cant hug my pig to sleep so have to hug my tortoise to sleep.

2405'10 Swear In Ceremony

2010-05-24T21:05:00.003+08:00

Today take a long time to tie my hair then still think it's sucks. Lessons were boring as it always do. Today Ms Yap show us our result then I got 4 pass and 2 fail. Well, I did my best anyway then Ms Yap still ask me to work harder. Students need break too! A rest is to take a longer journey. I not sure isit the correct translation for 休息是为了走艮长远的路. I'm so bored then keep moodswing the whole day. Today after dismiss school, went to the toliet and change to PT Kit cause wearing UNIFORM is such a nuisance. Jiayan accompany me then we go find JunXian Sir. Ms Oei put us into different posts then after that, everybody help to take out the chairs and arrange them properly in the hall. Stand by outside the Hall then Holy Innocent' bus came in the school. So faster went down to get ready to escort them to their location. Since they have no bag, they were brought to the hall to wait for the other schools. After that, Bowen, Xinmin and SGS reached at the same time. I lead the XinMins' to the room where they put their bags then lead them to the hall. Bowen and SGS were lead by the others. Next, Montfort came after them then I brought them to put their bags too then Jasper and Matthew keep asking the Sec 1s to faster put their things then get out "5 4 3 2 1 GET OUT". Their mam keep smiling at me then after that I just lead them to the hall then went off. Hougang came as the 6th then everybody sitted at the hall awaiting for the last school; Anderson to reach. Sean called me then he told me that the bus driver uncle dont know how to come to the school so they are actually lost then me nd JinHeng keep telling them the directions then finally, Anderson arrived then lead them to the hall again then JunXian Sir ask all the school to say "Welcome Anderson". Well, he know it wasn't their fault so he also clarrified that it was because the Uncle didn't know how to come so yeah. Games weren't for me so I dont know whether it was fun anot. Games ended at around 5pm then cause they still have to wait for all the school's CLs to come back, JunXian Sir played the "10cent & 50cent" games with the sec ones. Since I was incharge of Montfort, I lead them to take their bags then just nice their bus was there already so they went up and went off. PeiCai dismiss after that too then damn tired bus JiaYan very good. She accompany me till 6pm plus then we went to the Central go buy BubbleTea and eat dinner. Miss my 109 bus then had to wait for the other one that came at 7.25pm. Reach home at around 7.50pm. It was a tiring day. Actually kinda disappointed that Matthew didnt wait for me but cant blame him cause not allowed also. Nevermind, tomorrow will be having NAPFA 5 item. Hope can do well.

2305'10 My Hair

2010-05-23T20:18:00.004+08:00

Today went to Sakae Sushi and had lunch with Mummy and Big Bro. I had Salmon Don then Big Bro had his Spicy Kimuchi Ramen. Mummy not very hungry so she just eat sushi(s). Sakae Chawanmushi is another yummy side dish. Mhmmm(: Big Bro took the tab today and actually was Mummy suppose to pay then maybe Big Bro is in very good mood so he paid for it. Next, went to cut my frindge then actually ask the person cut short abit only then she cut until like SLOPE BANG! I look so weird now. I regret cutting my hair but no choice cause need to take photo for IC then that's why need to cut my hair. Another stupid thing, I went to take photo for my IC then the bloody auntie keep ask me SMILE SMILE SMILE. I smile already she still not happy. Say must show my teeth then ask whether I know how to smile anot. WTF I want smile anot, she also want care. With teeth or no teeth shown also smiling what! Went home after that then keep tie different style of hair hoping tomorrow go school, wont look so weird. Tomorrow is Sec One Swear In Ceremony already and I'm so happy. So many ATC & NPAP friends are coming tomorrow and can't wait to see them. Matthew is also coming C: Hope tomorrow after Area 6 Games' Day, PeiCai dont need stay back too long. Talking with Slow-Witted BenDan now(:

2205'10 MOODSWING

2010-05-22T00:34:00.003+08:00

Lately so easily get angry and keep moodswing. I think Im gonna age very fast cause keep angry angry): Matthew keeps trying to cheer me up but I keep treating him so bad these days. I hate myself behaving this way and venting my anger on somebody. Im such a 傻瓜(Silly) What should I do to keep myself calm at all times? Maybe cause exam stress? But I dont even care about exam so why would I be stress about it? Maybe is cause MAY is a month that make people moody and MAY sucks. It caused so many trouble to me): Stupid Stupid Stupid MAY! Go away and SHOO D:< I dont welcome you into my life. Ahhh... DANG. My back got some problem now. It isn't straight anymore and it hurts everynight. From bad to worse and worsen everyday. I couldn't sit straight or even lie straight. I would feel the damn pain and uncomfort at my back. Hope my back can recover ba cause I dont wish to have such a back. Next monday is Sec One Swear In Ceremony and it's organise in my school(: WEEEEE then Matthew, Jasper, Kenny, Ryan, Norman, Desmond and Shatish is gonna be incharge of bringing their Sec One cadets. Ivan is coming too and Im so happy and excited. Couldn't wait for monday to come now(: I felt that my heart is like somehow kinda empty. Maybe is cause Im missing somebody and that somebody is Matthew? Nevermind about it cause I really miss him(: Well, hope things would get better!

1805'10 FATSO CAT

2010-05-18T22:38:00.003+08:00

Today morning, went to meet T.JiaYan at Serangoon Interchange then went to grab a bite then we buy Pink Guava drink again. Saw FuXiang and Marcus then went to the stadium together for our 2.4km Run. Finish the idiot 6 rounds but fail cause completed at 21minutes. Cant run anyway cause Gastric keep pain then my toe nail break etc etc. How to bloody run? Ms Yap say I failed my Chemistry and as always, she loves to nag at me and the more she nag, the more I say :P After that, went to Hougang Central with JiaYan and Nicholas. Accompany JiaYan went to eat then went to the Hougang Plaza to make keychain but forgot to take picture of it. Next, went to Hougang Mall then first went to BlackOutz and buy shoelace and friendship band. Then went to Minitoon and buy Small Tortoise that says "I Love You". So cute lah the Tortoise. We split with Nicholas when 1pm strikes. JiaYan and me went to take 147 as she need go back school then I go find Matthew, Jasper n Kenny. Nicholas went off to eat himself. Sorry): Reach there at around 1.20 then waited 10minutes already, Jasper and Matthew Koh (A.K.A my new didi) come out from the school then Matthew Koh went off after awhile. Jasper went back into the school for dont know what thing then made me wait outside like dont know what again. Kenny (my korkor) came out like around 2pm then pei me awhile till another Kenny(nt very familiar) come out. Matthew(Tortoise) took his own sweet time and come out then put the bag and went back into the school again with Kenny, Matthew Lau and Ryan(nt RIAN) to find Jasper. Kenny went off very soon also then become I alone outside looking after their bag already. Kenny Kor come out first while the others still finding Jasper. After like 10 to 20minutes, Matthew Lau, Matthew Wu Gui and Ryan came out. Like freaking 5 people waiting for Jasper for so damn long but since Jasper my son, AIYA nevermind larh. Hahahas! After Jasper come out, he start to make joke with Kenny saying the "AhWang: MY TANGYUAN!" then damn joke larh. Everybody keep laughing then we went off. Saw JiaJia, Sisi, ReuyFeng, HaoLong and SiJie and Block 107 Coffeeshop. They just finish playing basketball then chat with them awhile only then went off le. Kenny, Jasper, Matt Lau and some I forgot, went to play basketball near Jasper's House there. Matthew and I didnt go cause I dont wish to hurt my nails(: Slack under Matthew's block then chat chat. Saw the FATSO cat sleeping at the same bench with the same sleeping pattern. The cat's gonna be Matthew's Friend cause I'm speaking Cat's Language hahas. No Link at all :x YAY Tomorrow is our 100th day(:

1505'10 My Love

2010-05-15T22:58:00.004+08:00

Im blogging today. Might get back to my DAILY POSTING soon, I guess so(: Today, went out to eat lunch with Mummy at Block 644 then went back home to do ownself. Suddenly, got news say that got someone jump down building that is near my house then the time the person suicide is somehow near the time I went home by that way. Thank goodness, I didnt witness that incident or I'll scream and faint. Keep messaging with Matthew then talk talk talk. Forgot about what happened yesterday then feel very happy. Everybody should forget the unhappy things and move on with their life. Kenny bro, somethings should be decided by yourself. Dont think about others cause you are suffering for doing that. No matter what the decision you made, I respect your decision. Well, both me and Matthew very bored so decided to talk on the phone then Mom came home and start teasing me. When 2nd Bro called home from Taiwan, Mom pass me the phone then I speak to him for awhile then Mummy took my phone and talk to Matthew. 2nd bro thought Matthew was at my house when I told him that Mummy was talking to him. Matthew so cute sometimes then he call me Wifeyy while I call him Hubby. He so sweet, caring and kind. He's so perfect in my eyes. I agree with "the beauty lies in the eye of the beholder".

iNEEDyou, iMISSyou, iLOVEyou, Matthew; Tortoise(:

1405'10 Im Sorry

2010-05-14T18:35:00.004+08:00

Today is last day of exam so I'm finally free but there's another thing bothering me now. Jealousy can cause so many things to happen. From a good relationship into a breakup. I know what all of you are thinking that did I broke up with my boyfriend? Answer is NO cause we still love each other though the way is getting tougher and tougher but that's what I call "No Pain, No Gain". Sometimes the PAIN is just too hurting that it brings tears out. Matthew and Jasper came to my school today then we went to Central's MacDonald. Jasper had his meal while the both of us just sits there. Matthew keep giving me black face and what did I do wrong? I only play basketball with the others. Sometimes is being friendly a offence? Everytime I'm being friendly to others, Matthew will just get angry with me. I just dont want his friends to think that I'm so unfriendly or etc and that's why I try to be friend with them. Whats wrong with that? Im feeling so miserable inside my heart. I dont want to give up because this is just another part of growing up. I still love him but can he feel it? I'm feeling tired already. Sometimes, I just try to free myself from all the troubles so Matthew and I wont drift apart. Today 5am, he message me sorry and hope we wont be cold to each other. I talked to him and even try to cheer him but he like somehow ignore me. Im trying to control my emotions, my tears from flowing out till the end of my face and drip. Tears is made up of 99% of FEELING and 1% of WATER. Tears isnt easy flow out for me. Only things that are VERY VERY HURTING would make me tear. I'm still controlling, controlling the tears. I dont know when I couldnt hold back anymore and let out a big cry. By then, who is there to lend me the shoulder? The listening ear? All I want now is just your understanding that I'm not flirting. I'm just being friendly to your friend cause I dont wish to embarass you. You are everything to me yet you still dont know. Why is this so? You are the only guy that made me cry so much for you. Only you! Do you know why? Because I love you alot but you just doesnt seem to care. Do you know I feel so stress? I dont think I can control my tears anymore. This point of time when I'm blogging, my tears is trying to force itself to come out. Please please... If there's a angel out there that can hear me, I really wish such thing never happens again. I just cant take it anymore. My heart is feeling so heavy and sometimes, it even hurts as though it got stabbed. I hope all problems would just stop now and Matthew would still be like how he was, being happy. I'm so sorry if I did something that you arent happy. 对不起):

1105'10 Finally Solved

2010-05-11T21:39:00.004+08:00

Yesterday quarrel with Matthew over somebody then during the night, couldn't take the stress and control my emotion anymore. I cried for almost 30minutes. After that, trying to solve the problem but doesn't seem to be working so I met him today after school to have a good talk. He seem to fear-ing something that I might say out and I know what's that. I wont say it because 'Love is unconditional'. Knowing the true meaning of LOVE, everything comes as it must as it's a part of life. After talking to Matthew, didn't have much improvement in solving the problem. I took of the ring and passed to him plus saying "2 weeks, okay?" meaning split for 2 weeks and I said with a smile outside and a bleeding heart inside. I put my head on the table and actually I was tearing. Matthew placed my ring beside me and went to the school to buy drink. I picked up my ring and put it back on my finger then next placed my head on the table again. Next, went to the convenient shop near the bus stop cause Jasper them want buy drink. Desmond, Kenny, Jasper and Joel went to Hougang Mall. I followed Matthew to a nearby strolling place. We sat down but we kept quiet through out the time. Instead of talking face to face with Matthew, I message him saying "I'm sorry. I didn't know things would become liddat." then minutes later, he replied to my message. Asking if I wanted to go home first then I answered no. I turn my body to face one side and teared. Suddenly, I felt that something was lying on me and it was Matthew. I thought he fall asleep cause he complained that he was very tired and sleepy. Actually, he didn't fall asleep at all then he start to hold me and say sorry to me. I was thinking to myself "I'm so EGO and actually couldn't put down my pride and say sorry to him. He's a guy and he can say sorry to me while I cant." then after several minutes, I burst into tears then he tried to clear off my tears then I faster turn to one side and wipe off cause I dint want to let him see that I'm crying. Everything solved after both of us apologised to each other then Matthew send me to the bus stop to take 159 then he have to go home and have his tuition. I'm so happy that everything is solve and we gets closer again but why we get MUCH closer only after we finish quarrelling.
无论是什么问题，总会有雨过天清的一天。

0905'10 3Month Anni. cum Mothers' Day

2010-05-09T15:44:00.003+08:00

Happy Mothers' Day to Mummy and everybody who is a mother out there(: It's a special day for the moms and children present their love by giving gifts or bringing their mom to go out. Mother is a very brave woman. She bear the pain of giving birth and kills the idea of abortion. If my mom wasnt brave, I wont be here today. Thankyou Mummy. For bringing me to this world, having such a great family, knowing so many people, getting to find my loved ones and raising me. If someone ever ask me "Who's the most precious kin to you?" I would say "It's my mummy cause she gave me all her love and care". Maybe people will think that shouldnt the most precious person be my boyfriend? But if my mom dont give birth to me, I wont exist and I wont know my boyfriend. So everything starts from my mummy. She's a mom and a friend to me(:
Today is my 3 month Anniversary with Matthew and Im so happy. After been through so many things, happiness or sadness, we are still together. Nothing could tear us apart. Quarrels or fights, would only just bring us closer and know each other more. Sometimes we were so serious in the fights that we nearly broke off but as both of us think deep into the problems, we solve the problems and we get deep in love. Remember in the afternoon when he said something and my answer for the "9years" thing would be "I do and I would like to become".

0605'10 Mid Year Exam

2010-05-06T17:45:00.009+08:00

Today is the first day of my Mid-Year Examination. I had my Social Studies Paper then my English Paper 1. Social Studies was quite hard and I think I wont be able to make it already. English Paper was kind of easy and once again, my composition includes my Montfort Friends again. Just like always, MingCheng will be making everybody laugh during the Exam then when the teacher collected his English Paper, he go out the class and shouted "I've complete my paper!" then everybody keep laughing. After exam, went back home straight after the exam then iron my Unit Tee and prepare for tomorrow, NPCC day. Just now around 5pm plus, I was getting out from my bed going to get some water to drink then I suddenly couldn't see anythinq but still I trying to walk to the kitchen. Just after I walk out from the room and turning to my right, my whole body suddenly no energy then I felt as if I got pushed then I fall on the floor. I hit my head, my arm, my leg and my back near my kidney area where it's swollen. I got up then I feel as if my bones got scattered. The most serious fall I ever had was during Sec, I fell and fracture my hands. Though this time wasnt so serious but it was still very pain. Hope the pain will go off fast and get ready for tomorrow's parade. My Mickey Mouse MP3

3004'10 In my head

2010-04-30T20:53:00.003+08:00

Today early dismiss at 12pm then near the general office got School Volunteer selling things then I choose the sticker and Mickey Mouse earpiece. It only cost $15 in total. Now I want to get a Mickey Mouse MP3 Player to match my earpiece. After school finish, went to find Matthew them then went to Hougang Mall. Didnt went to play basketball with Kenny and Jasper. So sorry plus I wearing skirt so can't play. We went to library with Royden, Trevel and other 3 guy which I don't know their name. Me and Trevel try to shoot the bluetag into 1 of the guy's mouth but I aiming fail then Trevel shoot inside the guy's mouth. So funny then they keep making joke like that. Ryan came to find us at the library with his other 2 friends call Syafiq and Nurwira after their friday prayer. Next, I accompanied Ryan and his friends to go eat at the MacDonalds'. They were kinda friendly unlike some others will just like ignore you and etc. We went up to the rooftop to slack while Syafiq and Nurwira went home first. We were slacking and talking then we start to do abit of drills. After awhile, Trevel, Louise, Ryan, Jonathon and others came up to the rooftop to find us also then was like over 10+ people gathering together. Suddenly got 4 Police Officer came up then do a check on us. We took out our Ez-Link card and give them. This was my second scanning check by police then somemore both time is because of Montfort Friends. It was quite late so Ryan, Matthew and Me decided to go home while the others stayed awhile longer. When Matthew and Me board the bus, the bus go up the hump then cause Matthew was standing up and taking out his bag, his head slam to the back and hit the glass at the back of the bus. The sound was so loud then I got shock by him. Ryan suddenly message me that "Matthew 'died' when the bus bounced". I was thinking how he know then I ask him and he tell me cause he saw it. I fall asleep in the bus again then this time is kinda peaceful but my face keep kena poke. Tomorrow going to VIVO with Joshua and ChengChun then maybe got some other people also. Tomorrow might be a fun day(:

2804'10 MY BIRTHDAY(:

2010-04-28T20:43:00.004+08:00

HeyHey! It's 28April today right? It's my birthday today! And Lester's Birthday too(: What a coincidence hahahas. Daddy, Mummy, Big Bro and 2nd Bro wishes me Happy Birthday and few teachers like Mr Tan, Mr Choo and Mr MC wish me happy birthday too.
Others like L.JiaYan, Zul, Francie, MingXuan, Titus and etc etc also wish me too. Im so happy(:

Let's see all the wishes people MESSAGE me!

2nd Bro: Happy Birthday Sister.

Matthew: Happy Birthday my dear piggy! Tortoise love you.

YiXin: Happy Birthday Channel and have a sweet dream tonight :)

T.JiaYan: Happy Advance Birthday To You. Hope you enjoy your celebration with your fiends.

Shatish: Happy Birthday meimei:) at last 15 years old but still younger than me:P wish you good luck ahead of you and forget all the sad things happen to you and have a nicer futuer:P Just follow what your heart says:) Wish you again a very happy and wonderful birthday:)...

Kenny: !Happy Birthday! Wish that all your wishes come true and may you have a good year.

Saifuddin: Hey!Guess what? Its your birthday! Happy Birthday! Hope you will enjoy your day with those you love! (:

Jasper: Good morning, Happy Birthday

Ryan: Thankyou for treating me when I'm out of money and sharing with me the eye story. Now I'm going to express how much I appreciate you. *Special Story made by Ryan* I appreciate all the things you did for me just like how I would appreciate you like the story above. May you live to be 100 and may the last voice you hear be mine. Happy Birthday JieJie.

ChengChun: Dear Jie, *A Cake* You last time gimme star, now I give you a "Chengchun special cake" =] I spend a long time doing tis wonderful but cant be eaten de cake. Sorry, Hope you can forgive me =]

Joshua: Happy Birthday

Lester: Happy Birthday to you too :D Dont angry with what was said in the past :D

Nicholas: Happy 15th Birthday! :)

Andre: Happy Birthday Channel!

Jerome: Happy Birthday

Aunt: Happy Birthday to you

Lewis: Happy birthday to you :)

Shaun: Happy Birthday Senior Channel!!! :-D

Lim Xi: Senior Happy Birthday :)

Sihui & Zhi Yin: Happy Birthday! From me and my Sister.

The below wishes are few I get from my Facebook. It's really too much so I pick afew of them only.

Ashwin: Heyos, Happy Advance Birthday!! May ur day be filled with joy
Another year older, another year wiser!

Zhanke: Happy Birthday! 生日快樂！！！ BlissZ

Kim Huat(Mr Tan): hey!!! Happy BirthDAy!!! Stay PReTTY & CheERFuL :)

YuanYi: Hi Channel,Happy Birthday!May each of your days be more fruitful and be happy always!Work Hard then:)

Ivan: yo sista!(: Sorry nvr 12 nice nice put here :X Well, still, happy brithday k? =D Stay happy and lastt longg ;D

Naveen: Happy birthday from all Anderson NPAP cadets.

2504'10 Celebration(M.K.J.S)

2010-04-25T16:15:00.003+08:00

Today, went out with M.K.J.S a.k.a Matthew. Kenny. Jasper and Shatish. They celebrate early for my birthday today and we had alot of fun though we didnt take pictures at all. I woke up in the morning then went to bath and brush my teeth then watch Doraemon at 9.30am. Jasper and Kenny came below my house and fetch me to go out then when I go down, they were looking at 2 rabbit below my block. Kenny pass me the present then ask me to bring the present go home first then go out. I wouldn't want to bring a big present going here and there so I went home and put down the present and went down to meet them again. We went to hougang mall to meet Shatish then we follow Jasper and Shatish go eat. Matthew came and find us then after they finish eating, they ask Shatish to bring me go the mall first then Matthew, Kenny and Jasper dont know go where first so I just listen to them. Shatish versus me the TimeZone's the car. Well, I forgot the game's name(: To my surprise, I actually win Shatish instead he win me. We play other games for awhile too then Jasper call Shatish's phone then ask him to bring me to the other side of the rooftop. We walk to the staircase there then the door open itself which actually is Jasper opening the door just that we didnt saw him at first. Matthew and Kenny walk towards me from the other side with a Mango Cake, which was my favourite, and handed the cake to me. I hold the cake and we went out to the roof and they ask me to make a wish. This wish is a secret so that means I couldn't say(: So sorry. Next, I slice the cake then Kenny take over and help me cut for everybody's share. I got the first piece then they purposely give Shatish a damn big piece of cake hahahas. They finish their cake damn fast then they went in the staircase dont know doing what then I stay there trying to finish up my cake fast. Suddenly, Shatish came out with his hands behind then I knew there must be something wrong already. Matthew, Kenny and Jasper follow behind Shatish then I saw cream on the plate which they were holding. I quickly start to run away from them then they chase after me to one end where actually there is a door. I act as if the door was locked then when they were happily laughing thinking they can smash the cream on me, I open the door and laugh at them then quickly run again. I run to the playground area then Kenny and Jasper chase after me then cause I was wearing sandals so I couldn't run fast. Jasper call us dont play here cause got people so we go back to the other side. I ask Jasper to give me 1 plate of the cream cause both Kenny and Jasper have 2 plate with them. When we went back in, I smash the cream on Shatish but only smash on the shirt cause he turn his body in time. The 4 of them suddenly start attacking me with the cream then I saw some plates with the cream on floor so I pick the plate up and smash on anybody that are near me. I smash on Matthew's hair then the rest I dont remember cause my eye got cream also. After all the cream finished, we went to the toliet then change our clothing and wash away the creams. Our hair and body is so sticky then we have the smell of the cream somemore. We went to Hougang Plaza and play LAN awhile before I went home. My hair is so hard like I put jel on it like that. Matthew send me home first then we chat awhile before he went off. Today is so fun and enjoyable to me. Thanks, Matthew, Kenny, Jasper and Shatish for what you all have done today.

2404'10 Recap.

2010-04-24T16:04:00.005+08:00

2104'10; Wednesday
Went to Montfort to find Matthew, Shatish, Kenny, Jasper and Joel. Message-d ChengChun to ask him wait for me and bring Joshua with him cause I miss them alot. I took out 1 folding star' paper and pass to Joshua and ask him to show me if he still remember how to fold it anot. He forgot abit of the front but manage to remember again. Joshua continue folding and his weak point is to press the star to make it fat. I help him to press 1 side and finally from the starting he learn how to fold, this is his 5th attempt and he finally did it(: T.JiaYan came to find me after her F&N so it's around 3pm when she came then Kenny, Shatish, Matthew, Jasper, and Joel need to go back in the school for some session. Their palm is so red and it cause injury on them. We went to Hougang Mall next but didnt do much. Everybody is not in the right mind liddat cause all like some moody. Went home alone then prepare full u for next day's training. Damn tired after preparing my Full U so went to bed straight.

2004'10 Random

2010-04-20T21:57:00.004+08:00

It's 20th April today and it's just another 8 more days till my birthday. Ivan's birthday is coming this thursday, 22 April. I wonder what I should get for him. He's my sista, my maria and my bestie bt yet I dont know him so well): Im so fail. Kenny is sad. I dont know how to comfort him much so I could only try my best. Ryan had a freaking headache last night so I "tucked him in his bed" and he requested either I say a bedtime story or sing a lullaby. I choose Bedtime story and the story is "My Eye". The story is about the mother give up her eye for her son but the son dont know and think that the mother is a embarassment to him. I remember when I first saw that video, I actually teared. After Ryan get the video's URL from me, he watched it and he say that he actually cried too. If I was the guy, I would ignore the classmate instead of hurting my mom and abandon her. Joshua helped me ask if Ashwin like the gift that I gave him and Im happy to receive the answer of "Yes". At first, I thought he was trying to make me happy then Joshua told me that Ashwin show off to him saying that I made that for him then Joshua start to show off back saying that his bottle contains a note while Ashwin doesnt have it. Sometimes, how I wish I'm in their family. Having such a good big bro like Ashwin and cute little bro like Joshua. In 2010, I've found someone that I'll never forget.

1804'10 NPAP Ended

2010-04-18T12:24:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was the actual parade for NPAP'10 so it means that it ended yesterday. No more TRAINING, no more NPAP, no more FUN and no more Ashwin Sir, QingFeng Sir, Saifuddin Sir, SGS, Anderson and Montfort NPAP people. I'll miss them especially Contigent 4. So many people fall out yesterday incluing the PHS Girl beside me, Edwin and Joshua fainted. I fell so sad that he actually fainted and couldnt participate in the actual parade. It's better that you fall out than fainting cause you will feel so miserable. I made 3 bottle of stars for Saifuddin Sir, Ashwin Sir and QingFeng Sir then Saifuddin Sir made a pink rose for me and Ashwin Sir plus QingFeng Sir make a "rope puppet" for the whole contigent too. NPAP'10 is another year where I get some unforgettable memories. All the photos are posted on my Facebook so I'll only post afew here for those who dont have my facebook.
Next Milestone. New Horizon. Endless Possibilities. NPAP'10. SC4 ALL THE WAY!

1104'10 BackToPast

2010-04-11T12:50:00.004+08:00

♥ These days keep thinking about the past. Especially ATC days that I would never ever forgotten about. I met him at the start of ATC which is 23 October(Friday) to 25 October(Sunday) and the days spent was fun though he keep hitting me and making me. I miss Louise, Ivan, Licheng, Shermaine, Kane, Juliana, Natalie and other more. I just realise that Juliana was in the NPAP too. I didnt realise till last friday and we have seen each other for like 2 months and I only recognise her lately. I'm such a fail :P
♥ After ATC then I had my SANA course and that's when I met Kenny and Ryan. I remember after we had our SANA course, we went to Compass Point to eat and play arcade. I remember Ryan was so cute and Kenny still had his innocent face. I remember calling Lousie instead of Louise hahas. He lied to me that Matthew dont have a phone nor a computer then in the end he have both. Louise is a scammer):
♥The next time I met Kenny and Matthew is the first day of school reopen. We meet at Hougang Mall and I remember they hid at KFC. They were taller then me then they start making fun of me then I remember the make me damn pissed off then I start ignoring them. Since then, we become very good friend then I start catching up with Ryan and Louise. In the end, I get to know more people from their Squad like Shatish, Norman, YingSheng, Lester and XingLong. Sec 2; Joshua, Lim Xi, ChengChun, Shaun, Sherman and Chia Jun. Let's hope the friendship never ends.
♥ Sec 1 Swear In ceremony is coming but they are not involve at all so couldn't expect them to come. STC is coming and is on 4 June to 6 June but Kenny is not going cause he got his religious camp on the days so that means I wont be able to see him): I hope Ryan, Louise, Matthew and Lester would go STC even though they might piss me off, I still hope they would go STC. Yesterday after drinking felt so high then I start giving some craps to Matt and Joshua. Saifuddin know I drink then he say he very sad. Sorry Saifuddin): I promise him I wont drink again so I must keep my promise to him. I promise so many people to so many things like I promise Matthew, YiXin, Ann, JiaYan and Valerie that I would not cut my hand again and promise Saifuddin that I wont drink again. I'm still quite a addict to folding stars but not a heavy addicted now. I want to meet all my ATC and Montfort Friends!

"Somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me
I ain't the sharpest tool in the shed
She was looking kind of dumb with her finger and her thumb
In the shape of an "L" on her forehead"

♥ This song is the damn old song Smash Mouth All Star. I watch some funny cats video then the video goes with this song so I thought it's quite nice ♥

0204'10 Im Down

2010-04-02T06:24:00.002+08:00

I've been having fever since 30 March and till now, it hasn't recover yet. My temperature is like playing a game wih me. First, it was 37.4 then 38.18, 38.08, 39.23, 37.90, 38.42 and some I forgot. The latest temperature I took was like 5mins ago and it is 38.32degree. Maybe some of you may think that "How could she recover when she is blogging in the morning 6.30am?!". Being sick is such a torture): If I cant recover by today, I'm afraid that I cannot attend tomorrow's NPAP. I must faster RECOVER! Im so scared that Im like infected with what sickness. Yesterday, I had alot of cold sweat on me. Why am I sick at the wrong period of time?! Im so pissed off of myself. Why is my immune system so weak? Why cant I be stronger? Hais. Im finally down. One and for all. Let's not talk about it anymore. I'm afraid that my temperature would rise again. These days, I've become a folding star addict. I keep folding star and I must at least achieve 1000 star by the end of April but now I'm sick, I'm afraid that I can't achieve this goal. If I wasn't sick, I could fold at least 100 stars in a day so I would achieve 1000 stars in 10 days. Let's hope that I would recover by today or like in another 2-3 hours so I wouldn't have to suffer anymore(:

2203'10 HAPPIEST DAY

2010-03-22T21:01:00.005+08:00

OH MY GOD *u* Today, I got back my Maths Paper and to my surprise, I PASS MY MATHS though it's not very high but at least Im happy that I pass. Today receive Maths Paper, Chemistry Paper, Mother Tongue Paper and English Paper but only Chemistry failed. Today so funny during Chemistry cause when the teacher call me then I say "Yes?", she replied "Dont reply me! Pay attention!" then after lesson le she want to talk to me then I purposely ask my friend to tell the teacher that "Didn't she say dont reply to her?" then she say "You're so rude eh..." Didnt bother about her then she continue her words @#$%! TJY ask her to sign the notebook then she forgot to take her pen then I joke and say “有没有脑？”A.K.A "Got brain anot?" Then she say "You come here!" then TJY and me can't stop laughing and she start to continue her words again~ After school, ask Hamimah to help me buy a can of Heineken cause after that I had badminton match then I need it to make myself more awake. TJY drink like 1/3 of the drink then her face is so red that Hamimah call her AMERICAN RED MONKEY. Hahahas :P Went back to school and played Female Double with YiXin. We won 3 match and lost 2 but still got into the Semi Finals but it's on Thursday and Thursday I'll be having Muster Parade for NPCC): Hais...I want MUSTER PARADE but I want SEMI FINALS also! Just hope everything will go smoothly and wont miss out anything. ILMWKS(:

1903'10 Missinq Him

2010-03-19T15:45:00.003+08:00

Today is his second day of Cadet Leader Camp and they cannot use their phone during the camp as it was a training camp. I am missing him very much though tomorrow is the last day of his camp. ARGHH I cant get him off my head anyway... Just another 21 days to our 2nd month anniversary but that day I had my NPAP training so I think I cant accompany him): I fnally finish glueing my Dream House and my Watermill to the white board. I only left the furnitures and some board decoration to be done now. I havent started my woodcraft revolver also. I feel so strengthless. If only I would receive a message from him now... I wonder what he's doing now. Kenny was dismiss from the camp yesterday as he had a hospital check up today then he told me yesterday they did 200plus pumping and today going to do more than a 1000. I hope he's going to be okay and hope Ryan A.K.A my didi, would be okay also(: I know they would be okay because they are very very strong. Hope tomorrow would faster arrive.

1503'10 Funeral

2010-03-15T21:52:00.003+08:00

Today is the 4th day that Popo A.K.A God Grandma, has passed away. I didnt get a chance to see her as I got camp when she died. When I got the news from my mum, I was so sad that I burst into tears after I take out my phone right after NPAP. Some people saw me crying so they left me alone. I couldnt control my tears, my emotion at that point of time. I suddenly get the pain in my heart. Like something stab into it and it is really deep. During the camp, I try to put the thinking aside as I dont wish to affect anybody in the camp. Yesterday night, I went to pray at the funeral but went home early. Today, I finally get to see Popo's face already. Her face and her eyes were so swollen. She was so different from her usual self. She was sick from coughing before she pass away. I nearly burst into tears infront of everybody when I saw her face. I controlled my tears and went home straight and give a excuse that I have to prepare my Full U for tomorrow's lecture. Actually, I came back home and had a crying session. Saifuddin Sir tried to cheer me up after knowing the truth. Thanks and I believe I will cheer up soon. I feel so empty and lonely. Everytime I see Popo, she is always smiling, laughing and so friendly to everybody. Why does she deserve death at such a early stage ?! Why is it so unfair that she has to face death now ?! Even though this is a life cycle where everybody will pass away in the future, why is she the one that goes now ? I miss her alot. I miss her laughter, her voice and her face. How I wish she was alive now and smile to me again. I know this will never come true again. Now I hope she can go peacefully. Goodbye):

0803'10 Exam cum Others

2010-03-08T18:07:00.004+08:00

Today, had my Social Studies' paper first then had my Chemistry paper next. Social Studies is quite easy but Chemistry is not as easy as I thought and in the end, I just anyhow finish the paper. Ms Fadilah saw the ring on my finger then she say "You are nt married yet. Take off the ring." then I simply just ignore then she also never care already. FuXiang also kena caught wearing ring but also ignore the teacher. The last paper finished at 10.30am then we waited till 11am for Jocelyn then we went to Serangoon Central's MacDonald and slack from 11am+ around 2pm+ then we went to somewhere near a void deck where it has a stage there and slack then TanJiaYan went home while Jocelyn, LeeJiaYan, Raiven and I stay there. LeeJiaYan and me went off at around 4pm then we went to the Block 107 Coffeeshop to meet Kenny and Ryan. When I reach there, I found out that there were more people than I expect only Kenny and Ryan. Louise was there also and the others I dont really know their name. Matthew and Joel then came to the coffeeshop but Joel went off ad Matthew head towards Louise' their table. I borrow pencil from Louise as I have to fill up the Sec 1 Group Names then the pencil was really special and somehow cute. Suddenly, all of them stand up with their bag then I gave back Louise his pencil as I dont want to take people's thing. In the end, they all just walk off liddat and left me and LeeJiaYan and the CoffeeShop. WHAT AN ASSHOLE THEY ARE! I was really pissed off. I'm having moodswing now and I dont wish to talk to them anymore. Tomorrow is English and Mathematics Paper. Hope that I know how to do the questions and score the first high marks for my Maths.

0703'10 Out with FRIENDS

2010-03-07T20:38:00.003+08:00

Today, wake up at 8.30am then went to bath and get ready to meet Kenny and Louise at Hougang Mall before going AMK Hub to meet Matthew. I reach Hougang Mall at around 11am then we waited for Louise for damn long like around 50minutes then we went to the interchange to take 165 to AMK Hub. After we reach, Louise went to MacDonald to buy a burger because he hasn't eaten anything yet. We went up to the 4th floor then head towards the Cathay Cinema then meet with Matthew. Louise watched 'Alice In Wonderland' yesterday already so we keep think of other movies to watch then in the end we choose 'Being Human' then Louise blur blur and he told the person "Being Happy" then I also kena shock. Then I ask got a movie call 'Being Happy' meh? Then Louise paiseh liddat then say is 'Being Human' and he purposely go choose Couple Seat... After we purchase the ticket, we went back to MacDonald and had a light meal then I get my ring. We then slowly go back to the Cinema then just nice can go in already. During the movie, Louise and Kenny keep saying me and Matthew blabla and Louise "bully" me in the cinema. After the movie, Matthew had to go home as he has work to do then Kenny, Louise and me headed to Hougang Mall to slack. We had our dinner first then we go walk around and I bought a new shoelace for my school shoe. We suddenly saw Ashwin at Hougang Mall also then I like go chase after him but he seems to blast his earpiece to the max that he cannot hear me. I then purposely walk towards him then he give me a shock face and say "Hey. Hi" LOL then just like greeted each other only then I went off. We went home at around 6.30 then pack my own thing for tomorrow exam but dont have the feel to revise as I dont really care actually. I only care for my up-coming Sec 1 NPCC Camp~

0603'10

2010-03-06T12:15:00.003+08:00

Had my NPAP training yesterday again. Thankfully, we were not late already(: Saw those ATC groupmates and start to chat with them for awhile since not every school is ready to set off yet. The Montforts were polishing their boots and I'm so jealous that their boots were so shiny! Let me see if I still remember all their names; Joshua, Shawn, Sherman, Lim Xi. Okay...I only remember 4 person's name. Ashwin was such a MEANIE yesterday! After so many rounds of March In, I was so thirsty and he hold a water bottle infront of me and asking if I wants it. When I was about to take the bottle, he pass it to the person behind me and say "HAHA! Too Late!" to me. I was so piss off by him. Ashwin almost lost his voice too. He keep shouting and shouting till he screech and he say "OH MY GOD!" then he start saying that he still got training today then expect us to do good drills cause he dont want to lose his voice for nothing. The training end at 6.30pm and we waited for the bus to come bring us back to Serangoon Garden Secondary. Everybody fall in and start to march to the pick-up point and PeiCai keep shouting the loud command and after that we start to take turns like; Timothy and Titus shout for a turn then Me and Daniel would do the second round after they stop. The other schools infront of us couldnt hear their own timing and we were still happily shouting our loud timing. That was like so funny hahahas. When we were on the bus, Titus tried to borrow my mirror and I ask him to call me JieJie A.K.A Sister, then I lend him. He refuse to call me and still call me Auntie while Edwin call me Miss. I ask the Montfort to call me JieJie and I treat them to MacDonald hahas. Joshua and Lim Xi called me and the others thought I was just joking. The bus driver drive us to some ENDLESS path and we had to walk to Serangoon Garden Secondary ourselves. We then took the bus 76 to the MacDonald at the Old Montfort there. Joshua, LimXi and me had our meal there and we start chatting here and suddenly we talk about some Ghost Stories and it really creeps me out of it. They were very kind that they actually walk me to Hougang Point when they actually could go home faster from the MacDonald. Lim Xi keeps scaring me by saying those thing would be behind me then Joshua would tell him if he continues, he wont walk him. It was quite fun but still, I'm kind of afraid. Later I still had meeting with my squadmates and Junxian Sir about the camps. Hope everything goes smoothly :D

0203'10 Nicole Nicole

2010-03-02T20:27:00.003+08:00

Today after school, asked Hafiz and Zul to help me do my D&T Survey then went to AMK Hub with TanJiaYan, LeeJiaYan and Jocelyn from 3A. I requested Jocelyn to bring Nicole along then when me and TanJiaYan reach there, she ran towards Nicole then start carrying her up. We went to the Foodcourt for lunch then LeeJiaYan came to join us. I was happily feeding Nicole to eat fish but once I stop, she will start banging the table. Matthew and his friend, Joel, came to find us also then they were like so afraid of baby that when Nicole is near to Matthew, his expression was like shock and trying to say 'WHAT THE FUCK?!' hahahas... I remembered that I still had another 3 more surveys so I ask Matthew, Joel and Jocelyn to help me complete the survey. Nicole is so cute but she is so heavy to me. Next, we went to CoupleLab then make a couple ring for my 1-month anniversary but only can be collected on Friday but cant go collect so I ask another person to go collect for me. Tomorrow and Friday have NPAP training...It's like there's another 12 more NPAP trainings and it would get tougher and tougher. Am I thinking of giving up? NO... and this will never happen cause 'ME' will never think of giving up even I say out from my mouth but not my mind. The baby inside this photo is Nicole(:

2702'10 10 more days

2010-02-27T18:34:00.003+08:00

Currently, I'm stoning at home, in my room. Yesterday, Big Brother brought his church friends came home for steamboat and today, 2nd Brother brought his NS friends home for steamboat also. I'm so freaking bored. Tortoise is crawling to other place but I wonder how long it takes for Tortoise to crawl to that place. It's been 18 days & Im still counting the number of days...Just another 10 more days. I'm counting and I'm waiting. No doubt about the feelings. I'm clear minded and I'm being random. Going out tomorrow and hope it would be a fun day. I made another picture of MP and not sure if it's nice. I'll post at the bottom of the post and hope that person would see it(: Aishiteru MokoMoko 090210

2102'10 CampcraftComp cum Guild Outing

2010-02-21T17:40:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, went to attend the Campcraft Competition with the team, Mr Lin and Junxian Sir. There were lots of pro schools like Riverville and Temasek Secondary. Their flagpole were up very fast and finish doing their structure n gadgets very fast too. My school didnt did very well but I think they did their best. Saw the "pervert" guy from HIH then talk to him awhile. Everybody head to the MacDonald next to AMK Hub for meal treated by Junxian Sir. Well, we chatted awhile then everybody left and went home. Guanwei was kind enough to accompany me for awhile then Jinheng saw us then came forward. Jinheng accompany me and Guanwei went home after that since he has a dinner to go to. Next, I went to the MRT at 6pm to meet my friends then went to meet the other Guildmates at the taxi-stand. EVerybody waited fo 2hour plus for GuildMaster's Gan Erzi to come. The other guildmates keep teasing him then in the end we went to eat at the coffee shop. Everybody complain and complain but actually they dont really mind cause it's just a normal outing. We went to the VIRTUALAND as some of us wants to play lan and some wanted to play arcade. Jinlong chase me to go home at 10.30 then got no choice but to leave... It's quite a fun day cause during the outing, everybody keep joking around. Too bad that my brother couldn't attend the outing.

0402'10 Marksman .22 Shoot

2010-02-04T20:35:00.003+08:00

Today, went to HTA for my marksman .22 shoot. Everybody put on the plaster on their finger cause yesterday dry shoot make some of our's finger like bleed. I was so so nervous before reaching the venue. There were lots of NS police there and we were the first school to reach there. My eye was swollen and kind of feverish too. After we had another dry shoot, we proceed to the other room for our live shoot. To get our marksman badge, we have to score 60point over 80 points. I scored 50 points in the end. Though I've pass, I couldn't get my marksman badge. I was disappointed by myself and my eyes were filled with tears. I almost cried but I hold it back. Montfort was the last school that reach HTA. William them was so irritating cause they keep disturbing me lyk wad a pervertic uncle talking to me. So damn tired after whole day then went to find Kenny them at Block 107 coffeeshop. Kenny lied to me that Ryan and Matthew wasn't going then in the end, they were there. Being tired and strengthless, I couldn't do anythinq to the disturbing by Jasper, Kenny and Ryan. I walk all the way from Block 107 back to my house without taking any bus. Thinking that if I make myself sweat so I could feel better, I ignore the pain on my leg, my head and my eye. I hope I could get better by tomorrow so I could go for my NPAP.

3001'10 Weirdest Feeling

2010-01-30T21:45:00.006+08:00

I think I'm missing someone in my life and that someone isn't the one I wanted. How should I put it in a easier way to say? One person already appear in your life but till the other one comes and capture lots of your attention, you will feel a different feeling from the other call L-O-V-E. I hasn't talk to both of the people for long. I wanted to concentrate on some other thing but I realise I couldn't do it. I start to miss one of them very very much while the other is just desiring. I once experience this feeling before. This feeling is so hard to take it but letting go is harder. What should I do? Just to be clear to myself that I think of another person more than the one I wanted. I really dunno what I should do to let myself feel better again? The only way is to find out the truth and resolve everything and untie the knot of the feeling. Maybe after I've found out the truth, I would like to make use of my chance to do something.

Recap. 3

2010-01-29T16:54:00.007+08:00

2101'10 to 2501'10
I brought a small plush tortise and a big plush tortise lately and it was really cute. The bigger one even wear a diaper. The smaller one is very soft & comfy while the bigger one is not that soft but yet comfy too. I bought the small one at 21/01 and bought the bigger one at 25/01. I took a picture of it and a picture of a MacDonald Cupid Doraemon. It wasn't mine but belong to someone else.

2601'10 to 2701'10
Before I went home, I had lunch with TJY,LJY and Jocelyn from 3A in school then we head to the bus stop and go TJY house. The scenary there was quite nice then LJY suggested to take photo then we started to take photos of the surrounding while TJY went to change to her PE then go back for her CCA. They both send me to the interchange then TJY went up the bus first while LJY wait for bus 109 with me. The next day, school as usual again. The last period was chemistry then we went to the lab and did experiment. I dont really know what it's call cause it's really boring but I still snap a shot secretly from the teacher.

1501'10 Bad Topic

2010-01-15T22:07:00.002+08:00

Today after school, went to Montfort with JiaYan then the sickening security guard dont let us in. Say "boy school how can have girl" then the teachers and the guard not female meh? Unless they shemale then got that thing below them la. Since we cannot go in, we went to my house first then go to JiaYan's house then go back montfort to meet Ryan and Matthew them. Got one guy damn super extra go say I'm ryan's girlfriend then like the whole squad go look at me. At last then decide go back Hougang Point with JiaYan then ask ChenYan come down and meet us. From Serangoon walk all the way to Hougang was so tiring especially when my leg is injured. We had our dinner at MacDonald then happily talking about "Hi, My Sweetheart!" then messaging with my friend. Suddenly saw Ashwin then shout at him. His reaction like kena shock hahas. After ChenYan went home then me and JiaYan went to walk walk then go in the Mac again and talk to Ashwin and Saifuddin. The both of them make us laugh like hell liddat. JiaYan even laugh till she sit on the floor and make me laugh till like want puke liddat. JiaYan went home around 9pm then I walk her to the bus stop then went back to MacDonald. Ashwin and Saifuddin start to ask me about the ghost stories in the old holding site then they start to talk about ghost stories also. That makes me feel so creep then I feel so damn cold. Ashwin very kind tat he lend me something to keep me warm but they still continue talking about ghost thingy. When we going home, I feel so scared that when I was in the lift, I keep looking down. I regret hearing these things from their mouth now. Next time when they are going to talk about this topic, I better close my ears.

0801'10

2010-01-08T00:42:00.003+08:00

It's past 12 and I'm still awake now. I fall asleep earlier on when I came home after my meal but I did my homework first D: These days keep saw those 2 person then make me need keep turn here turn there. Look at their face then dont know wth I'm thinking. NCO camp is on the March and STC is brought forward to June, I tink so. This year, our school is going to organise the Sec 1 swearing ceremony and we have to organise it with programs. Including the Sec 1s camp, Sec 3s are incharge of it and I hope it'll be fun so at least they can enjoy. Finally it's friday and hope when I go school, I wont be that tired or else I'll fall asleep :X Oya and the locker was like WTH~ I took a long long time to open it up like ****! I guess I have not talk about my school yet. The school is quite big that some people can lost their way hahas. The canteen is nice, the hall are bigger, got locker and etc but what I hate most is different lessons, we need go to different classroom and that is so tiring. I don't really like my class. The class is quite noisy and irritating except some people only. I'm currently watching TV now and the show is about the father hack the daughter's head down just because the daughter doesnt want to give the money to the father. Actually the daughter is doing for his own good too cause the father keep go gamble. I guess I have to go off and try to sleep so I can wake up tomorrow for school.
海派甜心<3

0101'10 New Year

2010-01-01T15:24:00.002+08:00

Time passes so fast and it's another new year already. Yesterday my brother went to Suntec to collect his prize from the Asiasoft's lucky draw and he wont a 40inch LCD tv and 250k game cash which was the 2nd prize. I guess this is our New Year's gift hahas. What I think now is to focus on the future and the days coming towards us and not to keep thinking about the past especially the unhappy ones. I'll choose to remember to the happy memories that I had have my family and friends. Especially JiaJia, SiSi, Jiamin, WenWen, ChenYan, Andre, Nicholas and others. Hope 2010 is a new fresh start for everyone. Life would be better with happy starts and happy ends. Remember, you are not alone. You have friends that cares about you. Maybe they were just keeping quiet but they were behind you. They are the friends that you can trust most. I guess when school reopens, all the good friends will be back together again cause during holiday, not many of us meet up during those days. I'm having fun from games lately. My friend; zAraniese AKA CH, has been nagging me to do some blogging cause he got nothing left to read already. So Froggy, I'm here blogging already kays(: So not nagging me already hahas. I'll do my best to start my daily blogging again unless I got nothing to write.

SecondBrother Bdae

2009-12-05T02:39:00.003+08:00

It was my second brother's birthday on 4th December then mom give him 30k @Cash and me also give him 30k @Cash for present also. We purposely wrap it with alot of layers of wrapping paper then my brother open until pek chek hahas. The TangCheng and JinLong(my brother's friend) came to our house and play maple. Actually they plan everything already. The two of them come our house first then the rest act never come. After i receive call from the other friends of my brother, I tell him I go throw rubbish but actually I go open door for them. They quietly walk to the kitchen and prepare the cake and wine to celebrate with my brother. Jinlong go off the lights then my brother shock say on lights then Xiang Tao, Xiang Xing and Shun Bin bring the cake inside the room then my brother so surprise to see them cause he didnt even know they came to our house hahas. They play game then loser must drink the wine. They purposely pour alot into my brother's cup then my brother drink alot hahas. I was in the room then I go take Xiang Xing's laptop and hide on top of the cabinet. He found the laptop then XiangTao, XiangXing and ShunBin need rush home so they just go. After awhile, XiangXing called and say he forgot take his laptop charger which is so ROFL. In the end, XiangXing came back to our house. The 3 of them, XiangXing, JinLong and TangCheng stay overnight at my house and play together.
Happy 18th Birthday, Second Brother! Thanks to XiangTao, XiangXing, JinLong, ShunBin and TangCheng for helping to celebrate my brother's birthday^^

2811'09

2009-11-28T19:10:00.002+08:00

Yesterday 10pm plus, Benjamin suddenly call me then last minute tell me tomorrow go for laser quest then was what the hell but no choice. Cant fall asleep till 5am plus then Guanwei morning call me at 7am then only sleep around 1 hour plus. After wash up then change to unit t and go wait for bus to go AMK hub and meet Guanwei and Tony cause dont know how to go Bukit Gombak. Today the laser quest, all school every enthu. Not like last year all get low points. Our school get 800 plus then lowest is 400plus and highest is 1000plus. Cause point quite low so that one is our one match nia then we go walk walk then all seperate. Chengtat, HowSeng, Benjamin, Tony and me went back to AMK Hub then Tony and Benjamin went home then Chengtat, HowSeng and me, decided to watch movie then we choose the Case 39 (NC16). At first, I thought they will check if we really 16 years old then Chengtat go there then ask for purchase then can so I pay for movie tix. We then went to the foodcourt then HowSeng and Chengtat eat lunch but I never eat cause bo appetite. We go NTUCto buy drinks then saw our school the Girl Guides selling cookies then 1 of them is my good friend ma. So I bought 1 box from them and it taste kinda good. Next went up then go in Cinema to watch the show. I dont know what it's about then when show going start then know is Horror and Violence. The show was quite scary then got 1 part, everybody tio shock cause the girl like kena burned skin de suddenly jump out from closet then that part really kena shock. Now at home blogging and feels sick again. This week, I've fall sick for around 3-4 times already. Hope can get well soon.

2111'09

2009-11-21T23:29:00.003+08:00

Today is 21 November which is Ashwin's Birthday. Well well...he is 17 years old now but he still seems like a small kid LMAO... Hope he doesn't see this post hahas. Well his present was done after cutting until my finger and make my hand so white. Yesterday, me and Ivan went to meet Ashwin to pass him the present and guess where he was. Behind the staircase of MacDonald! WTH...How can I find him then when I saw him I was thinking like...why is he standing there? He said he was exploring hahas and I told him Ivan was my "sister" then Ivan said something that I forgot but I smash him with my bag. I keep claiming that Ivan is my sister cause Ashwin is like having funny thoughts then he say later Ivan pull down his pants and show me he sister anot. WTH lmao...He wont do it cause he'll embarass him hahas. Walked around then asked Ashwin if Kenny spread something about me in his squad then he said C_____ and C____ 5. OMFG I got damn angry with that yea. Kenny you better watch out(: Ivan keep playing his pokemon in his phone then Ashwin is like trying to say my present is ugly then he say no la. He better treasure the present or I'll kill him and chop into 18 pieces lol. A CI which seems to be a joker. He tells Ivan about what I told him then I so embarass! I keep hitting Ivan cause I can't hit Ashwin. ARGH...SO MAD >< Aiya never mind. Cause is his birthday, let him go ba hahahas... Yeayea nothing much more to say. Ashwin; WEK WEK. Happy Birthday(:

1811'09 Shooting Star

2009-11-18T16:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday saw the news say this morning got shooting star and has the most so if I miss it, I'll have to wait another 22 years. Cause HDB got light so it's abit hard to spot the shooting stars so I just try my luck and went down to the void deck at 4am with my mom since the shooting star horoscope is LEO and my mom happen to be LEO. There were really lots of stars and actually they were moving really fast just that it's too far away from us so only can see they were moving so slowly. I should have gone to science centre earlier but never mind cause so long I can see it, it's okay already. The stars were all in lines like forming a shape. It just keep getting brighter brighter but some were still dim so I need to focus on the spot to see the stars. There were one star that is orange colour and I wonder if it's MARS? The colour was special and the other stars were either white or blue. There's one star that is really really white and shiny. It seems to be like blinking and if you keep focus on the star, you can see that it's moving side by side. There were 3 stars that form a line that is 45degree pointing down then somehow it curves then become straight again. At first, I only saw 3 to 4 stars shining brightly but after I went down, there were tons of them and I hardly see so many stars and somemore it's in line. Like a arrow pointing to somewhere. Forming different shapes and patterns. I really do enjoy glaring at stars cause I love it.